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Name: Virginia
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Dallas
Birthday: 10/27/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: about a boy, Alaska, art, being a niteowl, belle and sebestian, bluegrass, bob schneider, bohemian markets, books, boys from San Fransisco, Brazil, bryce avery, buffalo exchange, cafe brazil, chipotle, Christ, chuck taylors, classic rock, coffee, coldplay, coldstones creamery, concerts, cousincamp, cursive, dancing, dietcoke, dodgeball, easy mac, eisley, fatstraws, films, firewater, free/cheap costing things, freebirds, guster, green tea, half priced books, hanson, harmonica, harry potter, hothotheat, indie pop, indie rock, intellectual conversations, iron&wine, italy, jason mraz, jesus, midlake, nickel creek, paul simon, photography, pilotdrift, pingpong, polyphonic spree, sondre lerche, strangers, switzerland, the band, the dart, the decemberists, the easy crowd, the heights baptist church, the postal service, the shins, the weakerthans, thunderstorms, etc. :)
Expertise: Pingpong, photography, singing with Heather
Occupation: Research and development
Industry: Textiles
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MSN: littlertanner17@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  gin_bo_jo
Member Since:
4/27/2003
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| ONE MORE INCH YOU SON OF A BITCHSAY GOODBYE
LOSE your friends--make them go
DON'T NEED THEM AROUND
Cause it's TIME
lose your friends!
Make them go!
It was never supposed to be like this
They were too weak,
TOO PRONE TO BREAK
Their needs too DEEP
their SKIN TOO THIN
By NOW YOU TOOK what was to TAKE
TEAR IT APART AND START AGAIN
So GOOO ONNNNNNNNNNNNNN
IF THIS WILL MAKE YOU HAPPIER!!
It got you this far!
did what you had TOOOO
You've wasted every moment of your Saturdays and your Sundays
You're WASTED
FROM THE BOREDOM
It was never supposed to be like this !!
Like your father said, just do what was done unto you..ALWAYS
In your father's steps you'll do what was done unto you
IT WON'T BE HARD TO START AGAIN
So GO ON!!
if this will make you happier !!
IT GOT YOU THIS FAR
DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO !!
Well you knew this would come
And YOU'RE GONE NOW !!
And you've left me all ALONE
AND DID IT MAKE YOU HAPPIER?!
You're LOST and LONG GONE, DON'T TAKE IT SO SERIOUSLY
It wasn't that hard !!
Go on and get GOIN
I'M FINE ON MY OWN!
Did what you HAD TO!
We got you this far--finally got it figured out
ONE MORE INCH YOU SON OF A BITCH
You've been WASTIN MY TIME-ALWAYS
And now you're half awake
You BEND till you BREAK
And make the same mistakes...always
So GO ON!
If this will make you HAPPIER!
It got you this far
Do what you have to!!
Well you knew this would come
And you're gone now !!
And you've left me all alone
AND DID IT MAKE YOU HAPPIER?!
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| HEALING, WISDOM, SOUNDBOARDIn my sociology class we had to make an advice list following a class where all of us shared some issues we were having...well my professor LOVED my list, made me read it OUTLOUD infront of the class and made me type it up and email to to her...impressive eh?
so here's my list...ENJOY!!
1) Focus on yourself. Make YOURSELF your first priority.
2) Don't be afraid to talk to/REACH OUT to those that love you the most and don't be DEFENSIVE when they call you out about the way you're living your life-appreciate their perspective.
3) Don't be afraid of CHANGE, accept it and adapt to the changes being made in your life.
4) Keep things as SIMPLE as possible-that's the way it SHOULD be. This is easier said than done, but TRY!
5) Stand up for yourself in rough situations, don't let people treat you in a way which is harmful to you or your self esteem
6) Surround yourself with people that LOVE you for who you are.
7) Be strong-Strive to be DRIVEN in your life, have a direction and a purpose.
8) Find outlets! Find out what your passions are in your life and follow them.
9) Be humble! "Rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons it's what we aim to do our name is our VIRTUE"
10) WRITE it down. Get your emotions, feelings, EVERYTHING out. It's not good to keep feelings bottled up inside. Sit back relax and come back to what you have written and think about how you felt, why you felt it, and how to FIX things and make positive changes in your life.
11 )Feel comfortable in your own skin, never doubt yourself, and know how to take a compliment. | | |
| let's pretend we don't exist.acutally, let's not.
i'm sure a lot of you know.
about the bricks and the leaves.
it makes me want to write a novel.
based on non-fiction.
doubt it will ever happen.
but if it did, and if i were to be that person
who i dont even know if i wish to be
because that would be way too radical
to be me.
but if that did happen
it would basically
spit in their face
and tell them
that they have everything wrong.
and that they can turn the most passionate person
into a PSYCHO-PACIENT.
bc that's what they did.
i doubt that if they understood that
that anything would change.
but it would be cool
to tell the story
and have everyone listen
and make people understand.
that this really can fucking put a person back
instead of making them learn a lesson.
yes, they will learn that lesson.
but dont FUCK THEM OVER. in the process
and make them want to kill themselves.
make them belive in love.
make them want to never do it again.
force them to love loving people.
dont deny them of their freedom, because then it makes loving people harder.
not only that, it makes people loving THEM harder to do.
it gets OLD. let people love them, LET THEM KNOW how it feels to LOVE people.
make them want to devote their time to something else.
that is the last thing they want to do when you put them through that.
yet me, i still want to. and i feel for the ones that have been through that that have lost hope.
who knows?
who cares?
it's crazy.
those that know, please still help.
don't lose hope.
it's not fun. | | |
| this movie was great.
hey!! Ray Lamontagne (the guy playing on my xanga) is playing with GUSTER in september! who wants to go with me?? as soon as i get enough money to buy them i'm going to. let me know!!
i feel like all i've been doing all summer is working and then spending my money on stupid stuff...
my summer needs to be filled with more of YOU people!! so call me. ho's!! let's sit outside on windy summer nights and kick back. i really do love summer by the way...it machsmehap-e. I've been hanging out with people from work lately...they're fun.
i'm going to arkansas on the third for mister m-r-a-z, coming back on the fourth, closing that night at snuffers (gag) and then that weekend going to padre for fourth of july with the fam!!
fourth of july last year!!
much fun to be had....
oh yes!! and muchos photos from ashlee's concierto...it was lots of fun to see everybody
awww...yay! i love these girls...been friends since diapers :)
miss beth!
i love my roomate...
call me summer lovin fools... | | |
| This song is so beautiful...She lifts her skirt up to her knees
walks through the garden rows
with her bare feet laughing.
I never learned to count my blessings
I choose instead to dwell in my disasters
I walk on down the hill
through grass grown tall and brown
and still it’s hard somehow to let go of my pain
On past the busted backs
of old and rusted Cadillacs
that sink into this field collecting rain.
Will I always feel this way?
so empty, and estranged
And of these cutthroat busted sunsets
these cold and damp white mornings I have grown weary.
If through my cracked and dusty country lips
I spoke these words out loud
would no one hear me?
Lay your blouse across the chair
let fall the flowers from your hair
and kiss me with that country mouth so plain
Outside the rain is tapping on the leaves
to me it sounds like they’re applauding us
the quiet love we make
Will it always feel this way?
so empty and estranged ... | | |
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