| this summer's had it's good times as well as it's bad times.
but still, it was a good summer.
even though thing's have changed, i still don't regret
what happened. even though it really seems like he did
it to get back at me...
:/
things happen for a reason.
i know he'll get over it.
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| i'm so confused.
i hate random hook ups with exs.
especially when you still haven't gotten over them and it's
been almost a year.
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| hi.
i've been single for about a week.
not so much in love anymore, but happy.
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| so basically, i feel like this relationship is going nowhere.
i feel like he doesn't care about me.
i feel like he's only in this to say he has a girlfriend.
honestly, i lost all my feelings for him around christmas time.
when we go together, yeah, i was excited that we had begun
talking again, but someone else pretty much had my heart.
maybe i'm lying to myself, i don't know.
i mean, now that we've been together for almost two months,
i've started to fall in like with him again
i just feel like he doesn't care.
maybe it's not a good thing that we're alike in the attention factor.
maybe i'm the one that's doing something wrong.
maybe he's thinking the same think i am.
i'm so confused.
i really wish i had someone i could turn to so i could just let everything out.
maybe we need to have a talk.
maybe this isn't right.
i can't believe it.
i FINALLY got the boy i've always wanted
but now that i have him, i don't think i want him.
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