Well I thought I should update since its been awhile now.....
Well to start off I would have to say those funerals were prolly been the roughest days of my life....Before then I guess it just didnt hit me that she was really gone ya know....you were just exspecting to see her sittin there when you went into school the next week but you didnt...and thats when it really starts to get to ya...When ya know you go everywhere where you use to see them and now there not there anymore...Shit just replays in your head about the whole thing and all the what if this and what if that runs throught your head.....And when that day came it was just one of the hardest things to see her that way, I mean you never exspected it..It was just so hard for everyone...I have never cried that much in my whole life then I did that day...you just cant hold it in when you see everyone else the way they were, its to hard....We have to stay strong....I got through that day w/ the support of my good friends...i love ya so much and you mean everything to me...and you guys shud know that, I would do anything for you guys....I love yas and you know who you are....your my crew~...Even though some are missing, we just have to think of all the greatt times we had with them and we can never ever forget anything about them, I know its hard but we just have to remember the good times...So put a smile on your face and cherish all the moments, the good & bad memories you have with your friends now b*c you never know what tomm. will being yourself....im just gonna misss those guys soooo much, I love yous!
Anyway...ill update ya on wats been going on lately...hmm not like anyone reads this shit anyway...lol if you do you should really start leaving some fuckin comments....more then 2..i mean COME ON!...damn 
anyway....I like someone....sara knows who that is... ...hehe!!!...So ya Friday night I had to work, that was funnn then i slept over at sara's house, a good ol time we had like usual...the fuckin car decided to scooch his ass out tha door....besides that it started to fuckin pour n we couldnt find him...n then i heard screamin n hes crawlin up the friggin screen!! ahhh!  ..so he looked like a drown rat when he came back in....then yeah...lol other great times 2 the next mornin but i dont feel like writing that lol....So I went home and then later that night we hung out again, went out to eat with my parents n omg...haha yea that was great, n im sry again lol.who knew they cud get that outta hand n be the loudest ppl in that place?!?....FO SHIRLEY! hahahaha... thats bout it for the whole weekend, other shit here n there but cant mention n not that important....
Sara b-day is in 4 dayzzzzz! yayayayayay for that! haha......Thats about it for now ill update mayb later this week or on tha weekend if i get enuf comments..HAH...
<3 in my prayers<3
~** R.I.P Amber & Shay **~...You were 2 great people, that were amazeing, that will always be missed and you will never be forgotten...I love yas & will miss yous always...9/2/05**~
  
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