Starting weight: 155.6 lbs.
Haven't left the house yet. Didn't sleep so well last night. Relationship drama. I think we are probably done. Things got so heated over the weekend and last night when we tried to talk things out again, that we decided to take time to think about things and talk again next week, on the 13th or 14th. Of course, before last night, I didn't want to talk to her or email her, because I was just drained, but now that she is not being clear on what she wants to do I want nothing but to talk to her and see how she's doing and know what she's thinking, I know, stupid. But I won't. I'll respect my need for space as well as hers. After all, I do need some time to think. It's been 9 months, but we are both going through some major changes individually. Me with the job thing and plans to go to school, and for her is other, very personal stuff that I won't discuss here. We are facing the fact that we are in a long distance relationship and that if I get this job and start going to school it will stay that way for over the next three years, so we don't know if that's something that we are willing to do. We'll see.
So after waking up at 4 am, I fell asleep again at around 6:30 and just woke up a few minutes ago. I had yogurt with fruit and granola for breakfast and I'm now having some more coffee. The first one I brewed this morning wasn't strong at all! I think at around 9:30 or 10 I'll head over to the gym.
It looks really beautiful outside, maybe I'll spend some time down at the park later with my book.
Have a good one!
