what does it take for someone to realize that im unhappy?
why is it that i can only cry when all i want to do is cover my ears sitting in a dark corner of a room and scream?
why do i have no control over my life?
every other word is do this, do that, or oh no you cant do that or do this first when the answer to any question i ask is either no or getting ignored?
why do people laugh at me? dont they realize all that does is hurts me more?
why is it that someone anyone cant tell me they care and they are there for me?
why do i have to feel invisible in this world?
why do i have to keep asking myself what i have done to deserve all this pain and frustration?
why is there no way to make it end?
the only wasy to make it end isnt even an option
never can it be........
Why is it that everyone says they are there when they really arent?
Why does everyone let me down?
Why is there so much pressure to be one way or another?
Then when i be who i am its not good enough
what do i have to do?
No one really care
The one person that does is just one person
he means the world to me, but how can i show him im truly thankful and put each day behind me instead of carrying it into the future?
will i get the last laugh at the end of this painful road?
can i prove to everyone im stronger than all of this
i wish i knew how but how can i when i dont believe in myself
one day ill be happy again and the road will be clear
for now i will stay lost | 
