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Name: Aaron
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chicago
Gender: Male
Interests: My interest are Dance(tech. and Fun),Theater, Music, Movies, Food, Clothes. I really enjoy talking and laughing. Learning about myself and others. There is nothing like learning about your self and helping some at the same time.
Expertise: Theater, Dancing, People and my Friends...
Occupation: Theater Management; Stage and
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Gizmoak0600
Member Since:
7/26/2004
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| Life on the Island of Long!!!Just a quick update... Borring i know...not personal. But read and you
will
see.
You all know i suck at e-mail any way. I would rather talk on the
phone.
Any way. Life for me...
I am now out for my summer gig. Bellport Long Island, @ Gateway
Plahouse.
I am here for Stagemanagment. I will be SMing the Childrens show-
Cinderella. And i will be ASMing UreinTown.
On the rest of the season... i will be all around jack of all trades...
i
will fill in where i am needed. I don't quite know what that means
yet..
but so far.. i have been here for 2 weeks... and I have worked in
Electrics
(lights), Props- made a lot of fun props for the show, i love it, Scen
shop-
painting can be very theraputic, Costumes... Thoes people are just
fun...
Gossip gossip gossip. And for Change over/getting ready for the show...-
i
have been on team Automation. I Had to learn a new computer program to
get
us by for a bit. I also learned to wire computer componets, for motors.
It
is all live Theatre. I love it. I feel that i am making my mark out
here.
It will be a good thing no matter what happens out here. It was a bit
stressful gettig out here, it took a bit long to figure out what was
happening. But now i am here and it is fine.
SO i am out here untill October. It is going to be great. I will be
trying
to figuering out when i can make it home soon after that. I need to see
the
Oklahoma Sky soon.
If you are in the Area on Bellport LI, or can make it out to see a
show..
let me know.. I would love to help you out with directions and maybe a
ticket for the show (if i can). Just give me a call and let me know.
This
show is fun fun fun...and just good... To see the season go to-
www.gateway.com and see what is come on.
Love you all talk to you soon.
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| My life in a nut shell!Hello all my fab people.. I know i have been gone way
too long.. but life has had me by both ends and would not let go...
until this weekend.. i get to breath and live life a little slower
now. Yeah!
So my cousin found my site on Myspace- and on there is has a picture of
my and my Boyfriend.. She contacted me and in part of the e-mail i
wrote here the following. I wanted to post it here to let every
one what had gone on the the past few months and just to know a little
bit more about AK...
I don't know if you noticed but this Christmas i seemed a
bit distracted (understatement right?) or not really me.. Well i wasn't. So life here in NYC before Christmas was
super crazy.. with work being very werid and just trying to find out what i was
to do with my career. I had a bit of a
break down and called my mom.
* This is time for a little back up info. I have been dealing with being gay for a long
time.. Since i was about 14, is when i can really remember having to deal with
it.. until i was 22 i fought it, prayed about it, talk to people about it at
school and did all i could to "Deal" with it in a GOOD CHRISTIAN way,
and not disrespect or shame my family.
When i started going to OBU and through my time there, i meet people
that helped me in many ways, and i learned to think for my self, and to study
and find answers int he world and from God on my own. After 3 and a half years, i felt that God loved
me no matter what i was, did, or who i Loved.
So i decide to quite fighting it, and see what God had in store for
me. After that moment, January of my
Senior Year at OBU- i felt more complete and proud to be Aaron Kelley than ever
before. and you know me ber... i love
who i am and what God has done in and through me... Now i just feel real at the
same time- jump forward a few years (we can come back to these time later), and
i am dating this guy named Trevor. He is
great and a ton of fun. Through a lot of
discussions i had decided to tell my mom.
But i did not know when or how.
* Cut to me breaking down on the phone. Though tears weird feelings, and lots of beating
around the bush, i told her that i was dating some one, and i did not thing she
would like who it was.... she asked why.. I cried: because... she said because
its not a girl... i said "yes mam."
she said...well... and told me to get off the phone and get back to
work... then i come home and at like 3 in the morning.. she called back and
said she did not understand and was going through the process of trying to
change my mind, of this new idea/fade i had started.
*cut to Christmas.
She ignored it and just acted like it was not there... Through my Aunt Marsha she asked me not to
tell any one of the Kelley's or any one in Clinton.
So i was at Christmas, and she did not want me to do
anything with the Kelley's b/c she is just like that...
and Then i was visiting a Friend in OKC, and asked to
stay the night and hang out with friends that i had not seen in a while. Was having tons of fun, when i get a call
from my mom... She had gone through my stuff and found this book that i got for
Christmas form Trevor. Called: All About
Me. It is a book that has a ton of
questions in it that you answer and give to some one that you want to know you
better. Very cute and a lot of fun... So
mom read some of the stuff in it... of course.. b/c she is just like that...and
on with he phone call... she was mad.. she did not want me in her house... bla bla
bla...hard to deal with.. so i got drunk.
any way... The next day i came home with out her help or permission and
said good by to dad, grandma and grandpa, my cousin and my brothers... then
back to the city for the night and back home the next morning.
So life is going on and i love it... minus the fact that Trevor is in IL right now for three months.. BOOO.
But he is working on CATS. I am proud of him and we have been dating for 5 and half months. Good huh?
I am off.. talk to you all soon....
AK
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| Hello all! It has been a terribley long time... I have just been
doing every thing and i am super ready for the holiday break. It
will however be quite different... Things at home are going to be...a
little bit on edge. I "told" my mother. It has been a very
stressful month thus far. I just made it even a little bit more
stressful. Comming out is not an easy thing. That i know...
I have had 10 years to deal, contemplate, think, pray, ponder, and just
ignore. One sould never expect any one to cope with new life
changing information quickly. To me that would seem fake.
My mother and i are very close... I feel that we can make it
through this. where ever it is we are to get to. I had to
make the decision to live my life hidden form those i truley want to
know me. From those that have always loved me. Those
that i turely love and believe that nothing could stop their
love. I thought that if there was somehing to stop thier love,
"was their love truely worht it?" "Was that really love?"
No... That is not what love is... Love is unconditional, ture,
and honest. Love is the one thing that we all want but do
not understand. We don't know how to get it, how to give it, or
how to controll it. When we find someone that make that all
possible, weither it be by fate, luck, God, or just plain right
timing. I believe that it is as it should be. Even if you
finally learned to compromise and not need so much, or learned to give
enought. It is as it should be. You did learn to compromise
and give... as God plained. I will never be able to explaine to
any one who does not want to hear what my heart has to say. I
don't want every one to agree with my heart. I just need people
to understand that this is what i feel, believe, and live. I am
not trying to be "included" in the right crowd. If any thing i
will be excluded from what i have know most of my life. There is
no way to explain how i feel, how i have felt or how comming to this
conclusion has made all the difference.
So, i ask that you pray. For my family to still see the love in
me. To still see my heart. To still have a wonderful
Christmas.
Merry Christmas - AK
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| Hello all... This week has been a doozy... Really the last month
has. I have run around with my head cut off, and i am loving
it. I got to work...Got to rehearsal... teach a class and back to
work and then home to make phone calls. Those who know me, it
completley is me... that is to be busy all the time and never stop.. I
guess it is my mother in me...and bit of a work-a-holic. There
could be worse things- right?
I am loving my job as a teacher. I really feel that i am making a
difference in my students lives. I am only teaching movement for
actors- In class we learn about our bodies(Body Awarness), warm
up and excersise, and general acting excercise that help the student to
learn their body-ie..how to relax, how to warm up properly, how to work
in a space (alone and with others) and where up is, and the
triditional, how to feel the color Purple(or witch ever they are so
inclined to see). I never thought i would be that guy... The guy
that would be apart of the actual "acting games" from Viola Spolin's
box of games...When I used them in college, i did not really know we
were using them, and to someextent i did not really see the
purpose of them. Now, however, I totaly see it all. They
make so much sence. The mith is true.. you do learn more from
teaching...
I am not really learning more about acting but i am learning more about
my body and "the body" in general. I am loving it... I have even
found more books to learn form and even teach next smester... I
love it.
So as you can see i am dating this guy... We have dated for about 5
weeks now... I think he is a pretty good guy. I have really dated
this guy... We meet, we went on our first date..an 18 hour date.
He makes me smile, laugh, think and all around feel good about being
me. I did not really know if i was ever gonna get to feel this
way about someone. I mean I have my freinds that i care about,
deeply. I am just in a place in my life that I am trying to
understand my self.. and kinda under it all i was willing to be single
for the rest of my life. If that is what was to happen. But
then i meet T- he is totaly cute and charming. I don't mean
to gush but I feel good about it...and it feels right- in all
aspects. I don't know how long our relationship will last... but
i do know that right now, ever thing is good!
Minus the fact that he is away at work- a good 1400 miles to the
west. He will be gone untill Dec. Boo... I am going to
visit at the end of the month, so I think about when I will see him and
not focus on the fact that i am not getting to see him... That is the
Silver lining.
I hope every one is good...to those i love..love ya...hope to hear form you soon.
T-break a leg...'deep in my heart'
AK
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| I do have a Request. If anyone has a Pic with me in it or a
Pic of Just me online... let me know... I am trying to get a better
picture for this site...Talk to you soon..AK
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