if i cant hear your heartbeat

youre too far away

 

i dont want him to be perfect. i want

him to laugh at me, trip me & then help me

back up. pick me up and throw me into

the pool. make me watch football for hours.

take me to the arcade. beat me at air

hockey. basically, i just him to love me. <3

 

&& everything she ever wanted

she found in him

 

you know that boy you can never

get out of your head? the one that

seems to relate to everything you

do. every song, every word? the one

that at the mention of his name, your

entire face lights up? the one that

has full capacity to break your

heart? yeah well - thats you <3

 

at the beach life is different. time

doesnt move hour to hour, but mood to

moment. we live by the currents, plan

by the tides, and follow the sun *

 

im not afraid of happy endings,

im afraid my life wont work that way

 

i can remember sitting there ;

just watching you watch me

 

be yourself ;; its [ b e a u t i f u l ] *

 

just because we are seperated

by miles doesnt mean you are not

the one that makes me smile. it

doesnt mean we cant be together

because youll be in my heart forever

 

love is not a maybe thing. you know when

you love someone - the hills *

 

best friend hang tough. they dont come with

fragile stickers, and arent easily scared off. best

friends help you out whenever they can, make

time for you even when they dont have any, and

trust your friendship enough to say "no." best friends

are cross-your-heart and hope-to-die, good-times

and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything,

trust-you-with-their-deepest-darkest-secrets,

always-and-forever-best-friends

 

 

so lets go crazy this summer, you never

know when youll have another chance to

 

bikinis, towels, soaking up the sun

oceans, beaches, just having fun

hanging out with friends, out after dark

summer 'o6 is where the party starts

 

summer is where the

girls go barefoot &&

their hearts are just

as free as their toes

 

sweet summer sun and theres love

in the air. me and my girls in

bikinis while the guys simply stare.

everything is perfect, everything is

just right. its summertime with those long

never ending summer nights <3

 

&& i just want a summer romance

that takes my breath away.

tell me youll be that for me <33

 

in this endless summer

all she wants is a love that

she can never forget

i love you. i pretend to like your

taste in music. let you eat the last

piece of cheesecake. hold a radio

over my head outside your window

unfortunate way that makes me

hate you love you. so pick me, choose

me, i love you - greys anatomy *

 

[ 10 ]

real best friends never get sick of each other

they always want to hang out with each

other. they have all the insiders in the world

no matter what happens or who comes along

nothing gets in the way of their friendships

 

[ 11 ]

always act like youre

wearing an invisable tiara

- paris hilton *

he goes out of his way to stare at you

trust me, ive watched him do it

 

[ 16 ]

i see the way you look

at her, and id be lying if

i said it didnt hurt <|3

 

[ 17 ]

when life isnt the way you like it,

like it the way it is

 

[ 18 ]

she wakes up in the morning with a smile

on her face, knowing that yesterday when

she needed him, he was there, and today

when she needs him, hell still be there

 

[ 19 ]

i wont ever be too far away to feel you

- mariah carey *

 

[ 20 ]

i cant go through

another heartbreak

i need you to be the

one that saves me

 

[ 21 ]

one day, your name just

did not make me smile

 

[ 22 ]

forget the risk, take the fall

if its what you want, then its worth you all

 

[ 23 ]

there are going to be times

in  your life when all you

wanna do is lay down in the

middle of the road during

rush hour .. and just know

that no matter how many

times you feel like laying

there, i will always be there

to block the traffic <3

 

[ 24 ]

&& what if i dont find someone else

like you? you give me this high that no one

else can do. im scared to death that i

wont find someone else that can do the

things you do to me. dont let me go

 

[ 25 ]

we look for love because its the

closest thing we have to magic

 

[ 26 ]

i find myself always wanting to talk to you

and this really isnt a problem. im just

scared ill talk everything out of you, and

oh boy, you say the sweetest words <3

 

[ 27 ]

i figured it out ; why youre

so scared to be my friend.

because you know talking to

me would lead to you falling

for me again. and you wouldnt

dare to let yourself do that

 

[ 28 ]

 

[ 47 ]

holding hands in the hallway. the feeling i got when i got a kiss on the top of my head. getting yelled at in the hallways by teachers. the cuddling. hearing "i love you" and even if i could bearly hear it, i knew what he said. argueing over whose music was better. being in his arms. being held. knowing that someone is thinking about me and cares about me. being ridden on the pegs because he knows that i hated riding my bike. sharing watermelon water icees and then stealing all of his. looking like crap and him still telling me that i look liked beautiful. the phone conversations about nothing. falling asleep in his arms. knowing that he would kill someone for me. knowing that he was mine and that no other girl could have him. the bike rides going in circles and nowhere fast. laying in a hammock for hours talking. argueing over who loves who more. the look in his eyes when he was concerned. playing with his hair. him calling me babe or baby. knowing that i was the only girl he cared about. seeing his away message that said he loved me. having him give me his jacket when i was cold. when he would rub his thumb over mine when wed hold hands. seeing my hair thing on his wrist and knowing what it really meant. knowing that he would be willing to do anything for me. him calling to see what i was doing to see if he could come hang out. having him be willing to ride his bike in the freezing cold just to come see me for a couple of hours. having him show me all the constellations. laying and looking at the stars together. knowing that i could talk to him about anything and he would listen. knowing that only the two of us knew our meaning to "no u-turn." wearing his hoodies in school and being able to smell is cologne on them. when he would tell me i meant the world to him and one day wed get married. arguing over what we would name our kids. having him tell me that it didnt matter if we had sex, but it was up to me if we did. having him tell me that if we did have sex it would be the first time it actually meant something to him. having him actually worry about me. knowing that if we got into a fight hed still be there for me. being the couple everyone envied in lunch. not thining about if he was out there with some skank because i knew he wouldnt do that to me. the feeling of his arm around me when we walked into school. the little kisses we would sneak before we got to homeroom. the look in his eye that he would get when he thought someone was trying to take me from him. the "love bites" that were just our way of saying i love you. when he would tap me on my nose. hiding under the blankets so his friends couldnt see what we were doing. hearing him tell me it was okay if i didnt want to do anything while people were there. hanging out at his house with his family. going to his grandmas house and playing with her dog. playing golf with his little sister, then laughing my ass off when she pegged him dead in his leg with one of the balls. having him tell me that i was the only female hed kill for aside from his sister. making out in the back of his friends car. our little inside hokes about "educational" videos and handcuffs. knowing that i could make him melt if i kiss his one spot. worrying about if his dad would walk in on us. spending all day with him if we had a day off. the feeling of security i got when i was with him. sitting on my deck for two hours trying to figure out something to do. my mom forcing us to play scrabble. laying on my bed and hearing the things my brother and his girlfriend would say. tickling him like crazy and then having him get me back. our little fights where i would turn the other way and refuse to look at him. knowing that whenever i turned away he would always pull me back and tell me he loved me. hearing him tell me my eyes were the prettiest he had ever seen. looking at the marks i left when i bit him and feeling bad for it. our little biting fights when we were mad at each other. him teaching me how to play poker only to give up minutes later and just let me play with the chips. making him watch chick flicks me and having him get emotional. watching his stupid movies just to make him happy. the drunken phone calls i would get when he went to a party. being jealous of him spending time with a different girl. him telling me that he wasnt like the rest of my exes and that he actually cared about me. him promising that he would never do what one of my exes did to me. knowing that i could be in the bitchiest mood but he would still want to see me. in lunch when the guys would try to pick me up and he would freak out on them. making him macaroni and cheese when he would come over, because thats the only thing i knew how to cook. his count downs to our anniversaries. not being able to give him my puppy dog face because he would make me laugh halfway thought it. him forcing me to watch family guy with him and his best friend. when i would refuse to kiss him and he would pick me up and refuse to put me down until i agreed to kiss him. when he would let me lay my head in his lap in lunch if i was tired. him worrying that i wasnt going to put up with his jealousy anymore and just leave him, even though we both knew that would never happen. most of all knowing that he loved me and that i loved him <3