| | About a month ago or more, I had a whole update in my mind. I was going to tell you all about how wonderful my life is turning out and I was going to describe in detail all the great circumstances and people that God has blessed me with.
Now a very huge part of that life that I was going to describe is missing, and that entry would look quite a bit different, if I were to insist upon writing it still, even though I really don't feel like doing so anymore.
Don't get me wrong. I am still happier than I can really remember being since I was young, innocent, and naive. There's something about being young, innocent, and naive, that makes you unable to help being happy also, since there is no responsibility or cares ...
But that's beyond the point. I'm happy. Very happy. And incredibly blessed and still very grateful, even for that thing which is now missing. At least I had it while I had it.
And yet, like I said, I don't feel like writing that entry anymore. I guess huge gaping holes left in the life one once treasured so dearly can somewhat overshadow one's desire to celebrate the rest of that life, even if it doesn't make the rest of that life seem any less precious.
I just miss him a lot. I'll probably always miss him a lot, unless things work out differently than they appear to be working out right now.
At least I'll always have Joey. Or maybe that's at most. : )
Sometimes love feels like pain
And sometimes I wonder if its all the same
Sometimes light feels just like rain
Cause you never know when its gonna fall down on you
I wish you well
I wish you well
On this trip to find yourself
I wish you well
Wish I could help
But I can't help you find yourself
Sometimes faith feels like doubt
And sometimes I wonder if we'll ever get out
Sometimes life hurts just like now
But you gotta now its all gonna come back around
I wish you well
I wish you well
On this trip to find yourself
I wish you well
Wish I could help
But I can't help you find yourself
And we were 16 at the time
Nothing could ever change our minds
We were one step below invincible
And we always fought it
You've never been the same
You were so scared to make a name
Then you threw it all away
And I wish you'd come back now
I wish you well
I wish you well
On this trip to find yourself
I wish you well
Wish I could help
But I can't help you find yourself
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| | Posted 7/12/2008 11:25 AM - 41 views - 3 comments
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