After weighing all the events of the day, I have decided that it didn't completely suck.
Started off with usual theater weirdness. I don't like Danny as much as I thought I did. Like Dann said (should have listened)--I liked him because I wanted to, not because I did. Thank BOB I didn't say anything to him, though I'm sure he's heard whispers of it since he is the gossip-king.
I do like someone though, and it's so inappropriate I'm not going to mention his name. Of course, he isn't single and is very very happy with his (in)signfigant other. That doesn't mean I can't flirt. (He's looking at my #1 school, which is kick-ass.) We had an awesome conversation today, it was really surprising. I can't believe I forgot how great he was at conversating. *growl* I love me some well spoken men. Gaw, he is just so sexy, and doesn't even try to be. **drools**
I've (un)officially started working on my movie. Josh mentioned it sounded like a good idea, and that kick started my interest again. I also found the CD I needed for it, which helps.
I finally found out a more reasonable reason why Catholics are against homosexuality--other than "it's just wrong." See, according to their religion, only a man and a woman can get married. Sex before marriage is a sin. So, if two men or two women can never really be married in their eyes, any sexual act they commit is a sin. I knew there had to be a more logical explanation. Thanks, Josh.
Ok--Let's discuss cuddly Aaron...he's cuddly, and adorable. I <3 him. Not really, but I could. Geez, I just like to flirt.
I GOT A B+ ON MY AP SUMMER READING PAPER!!! *does the happy dance* Boo-yah, biatches. That just goes to show me that I am good at some things (papers) and bad at other things (tests). I'm also pretty good at math, which is still a shock to me.

Well, I'll update more tomorrow, kiddies.

This is Jack's need for affection.


-Dawn

Currently Playing Hedwig and the Angry Inch By Various Artists see related

- Nailed

Well, today was fun!

Yesterday when I was leaving school I realized that Jessie's camera wasn't in my bag anymore. I nearly died. Could I have lost it? Was it stolen? I had no idea. Then I had to go to Holy Family to get my breast ultrasound. Of course, they didn't tell me jack-shit and just sent me home. Later that night I got really anxious and ended up flipping out over nothing. My dad said something stupid to me or something dumb like that. I ended up slipping off into a Nyquil induced sleep around 9:15. Yeah, I missed the new Real World.

This morning I searched my bag again, no camera still. Who knows, it may have magically materialized in my bookbag over night. Stranger things have happened. First block was theater--Ugh. I'm no fun when I'm in a bad mood, and all I could think about was that ridiculousness of losing a valuable camera that belongs to the coolest person ever. There was weirdness with Danny because I mentioned I don't really have a ride to rehearsal as of right now. I don't even know where the goddamn rehearsal space IS. Then we broke into our groups and started choreographing. I did my usual controlling bitch thing and completely over took Kayla when she was trying to teach us her steps. Why am I like that? Gawd. Having to work with the crazy girl is a pain in the ass, but the adorableness of Aaron makes up for it...I guess. My stupid dance is going to suck--I can feel it.

I moped my fat ass up to College and Careers only to shlep it back down to the meeting of "minds" (I use that term lightly here, folks) that were listening to the lady talk about Fitchburg. Walked with Josh, forced boring conversation filled with meaningless factoids and fake laughing. There was this table of bumbling jackasses behind us that all want to be cops when they roll out of their ego-induced stupor and decide to make something of their meaningless lives. Wait, was that mean? Oops. The lady that was talking looked about 12 and sounded as intelligent as a pile of mossy pebbles. I'm going to email her eventually and thank her for her very helpful presentation and informational responses to our questions. I hope it doesn't sound like the pile of bullshit it's going to be.

I then went back up to the College and Careers room...yet again walking with my good buddy Josh...and decided I needed a pen. Hey..wait...why is the lining in this pocket wripped? Oh, look, what's this? THE CAMERA?! Yeah, I was relieved when I found it, but felt like a complete ass for not knowing where it was to begin with. Why am I so dense?

Jolie stopped me...there's a creative writing meeting next Tuesday. Note to self: get a message to be read over the intercom. Good idea. *pats self on back* I hate that she takes control the day before I was going to.

Upcoming events:

October 16th~ 9:00 am to 12:30 pm Fitchburg State College open house

October 16th~ Some time at night...Homecoming Dance

I get to make myself all pretty to go stand around and look like a loser. w00t. I mean...I'm excited to be there...right.

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"And the holes in your hands and your feet help me to nail ya down"

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- Not Angry -

I just got back from rehearsal. OMG I love being in a production. I missed it soooo much. There's going to be so many shows I'm in this year. (Hopefully!!) Okay, can we talk about how amazingly sweet Danny's mom is. I LOVE HER!!!! She's so complimentary, all she ever does is tell me how amazing I am and how much I deserve to be Babe in Pajama Game. Ok, maybe I shouldn't be Babe, but according to her I am destined to be a leading lady. No wonder her son turned out so well! She's such a great lady. I <3 her!
Being sick and having to dance today was a riot. I kept mixing up my rights and lefts. It was HILARIOUS!!! I picked up most of it, though.

March 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-pivot-8-March-1-2-3-4-5-6-face front-7-8-high march jumps-1-2-3-4-pivot turn x2-scissor left-scissor right-march in place-2-3-4-rotate marching-2-3-4-1-2-3-4-1-2-3-4-high march jumps-2-3-4-

I think that's it..then we sing and march. It's a cute little number. Then we ate pie, which was SUPER FUN! After that we learned "Wellsfargo." Hard-high music as usual, but I managed. It was hard because I couldn't control my breathing since I'm sick. Danny is so supportive and cute. *le sigh*
I am SO not going to school tomorrow if I'm still sick. I've just worked myself into the ground. I need a day to sleep and rest and make myself better. Maybe I'll finish reading Beowolf. I read the entirety of Grendel yesterday. Yeah, that's right, I read an entire book in a day. Boo-yah, biatches. Who's the AP student NOW?! heehee.
This week I'm going Homecoming dress shopping--any suggestions? I want to do a fun little a-line party dress. Yep, mmm hmm.
I am EXHAUSTED.....Blah....You know what would make me feel better? Cuddling! Do I have anyone to cuddle with? NO! *so sad* I'm accepted applications for cuddle-whore. Please talk to reception.

-Dawn

Currently Playing This Time Around By Hanson see related

- Wish That I was There

Captain's Log... Lol, just kidding. We're going to start this entry by bitching about dumbass freshman who think it's a swell idea to send a bomb threat BEFORE SCHOOL HAS EVEN STARTED. How dense are they? Seriously, any possible bomb threaters, listen to this logic: Why would they send us home? Well, because they can't feed us if we're scattered in a parking lot. Why wouldn't they be able to feed us? The cooking staff is outside with the rest of us. How long do searches take? About an hour, tops. Ok..now...stay with me here...The best time for a bomb threat is when it would interfere with them making the lunches in time. So, right about 9:30 AM. I hope you were taking notes, there'll be a quiz later. Danny isn't going to homecoming. I'm bummed. Silly Danny. In theater today he asked me to "quiz" him before a test. I heard "Do you want to kiss me?" I nearly fell out of my chair. He repeated it, and we had a good laugh. I wish I were my cat. She looks so cozy and comfy. I'm neither right now...I'm conjested and bloated. Man, that stupid cat has it made. I just had the best conversation ever with Jenn::

Dawn: i LOVE when things taste like colors...like lime jello tastes green

Jenn: mmm

Jenn: and grape tastes purple Dawn: yep

Jenn: banana tastes brown. I hate that

Dawn: yeah, i don't like it...they should taste yellow...too bad that lemon tastes yellow, so banana gets the shaft

Dawn: licorish tastes black

Jenn: yeah, true. strawberry tastes red!

Dawn: nah, apples do

Jenn: strawberries tastes pink?

Dawn: strawberries tase pink

Jenn: ok

Dawn: i don't think blueberries taste blue at all...they should be called something else

Jenn: they taste like the color inside

Jenn: like...clear green

Dawn: fuscia

Dawn: oh yeah

Dawn: wrong fruit

Dawn: lol

Jenn: plums haha

Jenn: plums taste fuscia

Dawn: yes, that they do

Dawn: what tastes blue?

Dawn: lol water

Jenn: blue raspberries

Dawn: yeah

Jenn: wait...what color do raspberries taste like?

Dawn: never had a raspberry by it self

Jenn: it's crunchy, so it shoudl be brick red

Dawn: what about cherries?

Jenn: ...*thinks really hard* cherry red?

We're haah-loosahs. Yep.

Well, I'm going to go take a nap maybe.

-Dawn

Currently Playing This Time Around By Hanson see related

- Love Song

I think I'm about to die...Well, or have a cold. I'm leaning toward having a cold. Unless I die from having a cold, and then I'm super-right.
Homecoming is on October 16th...that's in a MONTH! WTF!? I need to find a dress. I really want to look beautiful. The Proms last year spoiled me. I am a pretty-pretty princess, damnit.
Blaaaah...I'm too weak to think about Homecoming. Stupid cold and flu season. *shakes fist*

----MIND BLANK IN PROGRESS----

Ok...My day...Something interesting had to have happened...Think think think think think...
Ok, so I have a plan...I may have to look through the student handbook again to make sure this'll pan out, but it's genious. It is really cold in some parts of the school. The other day I was sitting in pre-cal freezing, crampy, and in the early stages of sickness. All I kept thinking was "Oh boy, I wish I had my comforter with me right now, I'd be SET!" So, I got to thinking. The seniors should have "Blanket Day." On that day we would all wear PJs, slippers, and carry around blankets. Who knows, maybe we could swing a nap time or something. Teehee.

I am not a fan of grade-grubbing GPA-whores that have a tendency to sound really stupid when they open their mouths. Especially the ones who were given cars that have their stupid name on the license plate. They make my brain hurt.

I didn't really have a cute Danny moment today. *shrug* Can't have one everyday, I guess....JUST KIDDING, I TOTALLY HAD ONE HAHAHA! Yeah so he was talking about the wedding he's going to this weekend with Jess. He like trailed off, and then came back with this huge smile and loudly said "BUT WE GET CAKE!!" I almost fell out of my chair. It was great. I almost fall out of my chair a lot. I should work on that.

-Dawn