| - Pilgrimage [Playing in my head] [Disclaimer: While "Tha Revolution" was a more cocky, out going side of me, this Xanga will be the intense side of me. Emotions will fly. I'll be sad, depressed, angry and I will rip people. Because that's what I made this for. To be the asshole inside of you and me. So if for some reason this "offends you" [oh noes!] beat me up at school or write me a long comment. I love those. And no, that wasn't sarcasm.]
Staying home again today. Because I'm scared of school and need to get work done.
That's what I tell myself at least. I never do anything. It's a B-day anyway so I'm only really missing two classes. Though I desperately need to pass those two classes...
I've realized something while in my void where Nine Inch Nails plays next to Outkast while I think of things to think about. And what I realized is none of my friends really like each other. I have 3 distinct groups that I hang out with. And [note this] I like them all. I like hanging out with a lot of people.
It goes like this. Group 1 I call Matt's group. It consists of Matt, Corey, Russ, Tim, and Nate. Mostly the guys I hang out with at lunch. Though even people within that group don't like each other.
Then there's Group 2 or "Drama Group". That's Megan, Enshea, Raydell, Janet and some other people who don't matter. They all have common interests and the females annoy me a lot. Most of their little friends magically appear at lunch. Raydell stands out the most as an individual. And it's because he's black. And yes, that was sarcasm.
Last there is Group 3. Also known as "Everybody hates us". And not "hates us" in the depressed, poser Goth way but literally "hates us" because we suck. This group is made up of Liz, Ellen, Scott, Jen F., sometimes Jen M. Stacey [even though she doesn't exist to me] and some other.... "people". I like hanging with Ellen and Liz honestly. Why? I do not know. If I did I wouldn't doubt that I would have turned inside out and split apart at the seams while various black birds pick at and eat everything but my common sense [because they just couldn't find it].
And everyone is these groups don't like people in the other groups.
And Scott... He used to be cool. Then Ellen dumped him and he stabbed himself in the stomach like on an old Japanese movie. Honorable, but dumb. Now I'm a notorious bitcher but Scott... That guy either has the lamest excuses or the worst luck. I hope it's bad luck because bad luck sucks... but being lame is still being lame. It's like a tattoo on your forehead. Yes "loser" is out. That was "so '95". Scott has "Lamer!" stamped on his forehead and hopefully him graduating will cure that. Because high school is a disease.
I think I'll make a song to put as my background music since everything I have made doesn't fit this modd. And don't worry, it'll be way less annoying than Drama Fanatic's music. And I won't put it on repeat because every good layout designer knows [supresses urge to cap following] you don't put a song on repeat unless you give the net surfer the option to turn it off!
And now I leave you with this. To lighten the mood! Two weeks of school left. Now's the time to act dumb. Get arrested, get laid, get free.
[I had to sneak The Vines in there somewhere.]
Me: I've always wondered... "we had HOT sex last night!" Me: is it like pizza? Me: Can you have cold sex? Me: Is that bad? Me: should you reheat it? Her:: i... have no idea. ^^ Her: reheated sex. Her: ah hah. Me: Hmmm. I need to stop thinking Me: lol Me: wow Me: Reheated sex.
And no, you don't know the female. She's a college art student. And yes, I do actually know her and we've hung out.
Meh. |