WOW! its been along time since I posted on here.

Well Jess had her baby in july and its doing good, Stephs prego now too and im really happy for her and hope everything works out for her.

Tony havent talked to u n ages and im sorry just been busy with well u know........ tryin to find a place to live, and money for clothes bed,ect.......... so hit me up, let me know how things are going. much love!~

So lifes definately having its way with me..........i dont know what to do........im trying to get rent + deposit together so I can move the heck outta Lima. Im tired of being there with no one around.

Havent talked to Steph in ages her sister was supposed to be induced on the 6th so hopefully she had her little baby boy.....thanks for the encouragement DC I was tempted to call you,but your always busy with everyone else in your life........man on the go.

Tony it was good to hear from you the other day, hope your moving into your apartment goes well......hope the beginning of school goes good too......good luck kid!

Well been helping my friends mom, she broke up with this guy and now he wont move out, the other day he took his shotgun in put it in his truck with like one bullet, that was really creepy........and we had to lock the house up and do all kinds of shit..........but other then that nothing exciting. So guess I'll let ya'll go ttyl. Much Love!~

well life has definately taken a turn thats for sure. Not sure where to go from here..........tony theres so much thats happened that youd be disapointed in me if you only knew.

Its something that I cant take back b/c its done and happened its just what am i going to do, where am i going to run to, i need a new apartment thats for sure,but trying to get rent and deposit together is really hard now a days.especially when im only making 13$hr which sucks majorly.........ahhhh if life was just so simple.

I cant go to my church b/c people would look down on me for these certain things, and i dont know who to turn to anymore. God never seems to be a good enough answer anymore...........

life has its times when things are good then in a moment in time everything can come crashing down..........and nows my crashing down time.........i hate it!

Hey so hows life going for everyone? Im watching the movie "the perfect man" man do we all wish we could have that life......lol.

Tony: Im glad i got to see you even though we didnt do anything or go newhere,it was still fun to see u!

Life has just been crazy lately I dont know what to think or.........i guess theres something inside of you that just goes crazy when you find the one you love cheating on you or lost in someone else's arms, its another kind of pain thats so unexplainable...........

I truely hate men right now. I dont know what to think about life anymore, i dont know what I want in life anymore,or where Im going. So I get up at 5am, go to work until 4pm then go home and sleep my day away b/c life fucking sucks so bad............how can everyone want the picture perfect life, yet we never seem to know how to get to that point? well i guess Im done rambling, ttyl.......much love!~

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