﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>Gods_TU_girl's Xanga</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from Gods_TU_girl</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl</link></image><item><title>Long Time No Write</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/637345074/long-time-no-write.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/637345074/long-time-no-write.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 13 Jan 2008 15:20:33 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;Wow...so it's been awhile...&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;I'll be graduating in May, start my student teaching on Monday at Lanier Elementary here in Tulsa....I'll be with 2nd graders and am very excited and nervous because I have never worked with (professionally) children younger than the 3rd grade. I bet they're adorable and absolutely cannot wait to meet them &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" width=15&gt; This semester is going to fly by and before I know it I'll be a teacher. AH! So scary and exciting.....&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;I'm ready for a change and I think that this will be it....I'm ready to be employed by a school, and I found one that's close to OKC that I REALLY like....but I'm planning on living with the parentals until I can get on my feet....so that kinda throws that school out. I'm really ready for the summer....I have a ton of plans, but we'll just see which ones go through. &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Anyways, thought I'd say hi. That's all.&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/637345074/long-time-no-write.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, July 10, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/506807512/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/506807512/item.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 10 Jul 2006 21:33:18 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;Headline News:&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;FONT size=5&gt;I TRANSFERRED BACK TO O-STATE!!!! &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;So I came home yesterday for a dr. appt.....today I'm seeing my specialist. My dr dropped the s-bomb (surgery) on me already. Ugh. I hope not.....Leave today to go back to camp....hopefully I'll be there before the party....we'll see.....&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/499636924/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, June 18, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/498470898/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/498470898/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 18 Jun 2006 18:38:56 GMT</pubDate><description>Wow....that's all I can say for now. I have SOOO much to tell!!! Hope everyone's doing great and having a FANTASTIC summer! Love you guys!!!</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/498470898/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, June 03, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/492357334/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/492357334/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 03 Jun 2006 00:53:34 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;I did a rain dance Wednesday.......&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;And it rained Wednesday AND Thursday. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I'm just good like that. &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/492357334/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tuesday, May 16, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/485288597/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/485288597/item.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 16 May 2006 06:47:11 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT size=5&gt;This is what happens when you drink sweet tea at night.....&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;1. Spell your middle name backwards.&lt;BR&gt;Elohcin...maybe that a character off Star Wars...haha&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;2. Story behind your first name?&lt;BR&gt;Nothing. Mom liked the name Ashley, thought it was pretty and she hadn't heard anyone else naming their kids Ashley....so there ya go. And now there's a million of us A-houses.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;3. When's your birthday?&lt;BR&gt;March 10, 1984&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;4. Where do you live?&lt;BR&gt;T-town&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;DESCRIBE YOUR:&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;5. Wallet:&lt;BR&gt;It's black "leather"...and it's HUGE. For real....I bought it so I could put my checkbook in it. The End.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;6. Eyes:&lt;BR&gt;they're bluish-greenish-hazelish&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;7. Toothbrush:&lt;BR&gt;It's blue and yellow&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;8. Jewelry worn daily:&lt;BR&gt;my fake diamond earrings and my heart-knot ring&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;9. Day:&lt;BR&gt;stressful and sick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;10. Pillowcase currently&lt;BR&gt;was just washed! Hooray!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;11. Fave Food??&lt;BR&gt;I love chicken! Anything chicken pretty much! And chocolate...of course. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;12. Bedroom:&lt;BR&gt;It's white, all my furniture is white (except my chair and it's blue and white striped)....blue and yellow comforter....blue memory board on the wall....pretty boring.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;13. Sunglasses:&lt;BR&gt;I have my cool glasses, they have gems on the sides and the lens is kinda copper-ish...and I just bought a cheapy pair, they're black.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;14. Shampoo&lt;BR&gt;Redkin&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;15. Siblings???&lt;BR&gt;none&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;16. CD in stereo right now:&lt;BR&gt;X &amp;amp; Y...Coldplay&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;17.What are your plans for the future?:&lt;BR&gt;this summer-future....interning at camp, working, going to see Ash in TX, a road trip or two, going to Orlando for Nationals....pretty much it.&lt;BR&gt;future-future......GRADUATING!!!, getting married, having kids, teaching, doing missions, traveling...ya know &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;18. What you are wearing now?:&lt;BR&gt;ya know...clothes&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;19. What are you wearing tomorrow?:&lt;BR&gt;jeans most likely...don't know about the shirt b/c of weather...as in I don't know what kind of shirt I'll wear b/c of the weather&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;20. What are you doing tomorrow?:&lt;BR&gt;working, making lunch, going to the Drillers game, hopefully meeting up with a friend, packing, maybe laundry&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;21. What are you doing after this?:&lt;BR&gt;going to bed&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;22. Pets?&lt;BR&gt;Sophie the Braveheart, Gabbie and Cairo our adopted cat&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;30. Your house?&lt;BR&gt;Is really old, but really cool. I like it. I pretty much have my own place upstairs...&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;24. Some of your favorite movies:&lt;BR&gt;Drumline, Finding Nemo, Last Samauri, You've Got Mail, Jaws, Rear Window.....&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;25. Something you're looking forward to in the coming week:&lt;BR&gt;CAMP!!!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;26. Something you just ate:&lt;BR&gt;I haven't eaten anything in a while...&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;27. Something you are deathly afraid of:&lt;BR&gt;um. Being surprised in a bad way.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;YOUR LIKES AND DISLIKES:&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;28. Do you like candles?&lt;BR&gt;yes, but only the good smelling ones&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;29. Do you like incense?&lt;BR&gt;not so much&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;30. Do you like the taste of blood?&lt;BR&gt;that's disgusting. I'm not a vampire&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;31. Do you believe in love?&lt;BR&gt;yes&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;32. Do you believe in love at first sight?&lt;BR&gt;nope&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;33. Do you believe in heaven?&lt;BR&gt;yep&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;35. Do you believe in hell?&lt;BR&gt;yep&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;36. Do you have a tattoo?&lt;BR&gt;no, I wish tho&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;37. If you could eat something right now what would it be:&lt;BR&gt;nothing. Not hungry&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;38. Are you addicted to Xanga?:&lt;BR&gt;no&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;39. Can you eat with chopsticks?&lt;BR&gt;YES! but not very well&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;40. What's your favorite coin:&lt;BR&gt;I like quarters b/c they're worth more&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;41. What are some of your favorite candies?&lt;BR&gt;pretty much anything chocolate...rolos, milky way carmels....I like the hot tamales, skittles, starbursts, sour gummy worms..um....laffy taffy...&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;42. Favorite Soda:&lt;BR&gt;A&amp;amp;W root beer&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;43. Favorite Flower:&lt;BR&gt;I'm all about the gerber daisies&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;44. What is one thing you wish you could understand better?&lt;BR&gt;"Why straight boys suck at life"&amp;lt;--I like what Ash HC said...haha...I was just going to say boys&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;45. If you could turn back time, what would you change?&lt;BR&gt;coming to TU&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;46. If given a million dollars what's one thing you would buy?:&lt;BR&gt;a trip&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;47. What do you think about the smoking ban in Jersey?&lt;BR&gt;haha...How long has there been one b/c I sure didn't know about it!!! I wish OK had one...smoking is bad!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;48. Fav song?&lt;BR&gt;at the moment it's 24 by Switchfoot&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;49. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friend?&lt;BR&gt;of course!!!&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/485288597/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, May 15, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/484858443/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/484858443/item.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 May 2006 04:30:50 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;FONT size=6&gt;QUESTION:&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT size=4&gt;Would anyone be interested in going with me to Texas July 14-16? The Newsboys (also Josh Bates, Ayiesha Woods, Building 429, Sonicflood, Ana Laura, Caedmon's Call, and Brian Littrell) are going to be in concert. They'll be here June 17th, but I can't make it and this is the next closest concert (in distance)....SOOOO...If anyone is interested in going-LET ME KNOW!!!! Thanks!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/484858443/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, May 14, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/484769773/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/484769773/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 14 May 2006 23:53:11 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;I have &lt;STRONG&gt;GREAT&lt;/STRONG&gt; news.....&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Have you ever (I'm sure you all have) felt like you had HUGE weights on your shoulders, and just one day, the weights/burdens have been lifted. This has happened to me. It's amazing. I don't know when it happened, but I am oh-so-glad it did!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Anyways, side note....Thursday I leave for OKC. YAY! I'm so excited! I have all the stuff I need (I THINK!!!!), so now all I need to do is laundry and pack. And spend some time with friends before I leave (I won't be back til the 2nd of June I think). I'm going down to Texas to see Ash HC and I can't wait!!! It's going to be soooo fun! Hoo-rah chan-guh!!!! lol Anyways, just wanted to tell y'all!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;The End.&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/484769773/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, May 06, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/481316124/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/481316124/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 06 May 2006 02:12:09 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;So, it's been awhile and I thought I'd update. Hello. &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif" width=15&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;FONT size=6&gt;RECAP&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;This past couple weeks have been CRAZY and just flown by....I wouldn't have it any other way though!! School is done (Thank God!!!) and I'm just working, working, working....School was total booty this semester and I really wish I would have tried harder...ugh....Oh well, can't sit and wish-I'd be wasting time! A couple (?) weekends ago, I went back to beautiful Stilly&amp;nbsp;to see everybody! It was great as usual! Me, Laura, and Ash went and had dinner at Hunan's and then me and Laura went to Omega Fest with Corbinani...lol It was interesting...they had free tea and prizes!!! I got to see a lot of Stouties-and that was great too! Little Martin and Ben!!!! I haven't seen them in who knows how long, but it was great to be able to give them BIG hugs!!! &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" width=15&gt; I also got to see Eb, Amanda, and Tara-I love those girls....we ended up taking a Stoutie reunion pic, minus alot of us though, but it's a great pic (if you want it, ask, and I'll email it to you!...or you can just get it off facebook!)....So, there ya go!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;FONT size=6&gt;UPCOMING&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;And now I'm just working in Research until I go to camp! Woohoo!!! I'm totally excited!!! It's going to be an AMAZING experience and I can't wait to see how God's going to use me and see what He's going to do in me!!! It's going to be PHENOMENAL!!!!!! Then, I'll be trekkin up to Ohio with mom and the g'parents one week, and I'll get to see a LOT of the fam...it'll be great! Then, when camp's done, I'll be back here....working in Research UNTILLLLL.......&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;FONT size=5&gt;NATIONALS&lt;/FONT&gt;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;/STRONG&gt; Which will be in Orlando this year and I am SOOOOOO excited about that one! Then it's back to school and I start a secret&amp;nbsp;experiment....so don't ask...you'll find out in due time. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;That's my life in a nutshell...Hope everyone's doin great! Adios!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/481316124/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, April 15, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/472447229/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/Gods_TU_girl/472447229/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Apr 2006 04:16:28 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;I feel so alone. Empty. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Have you ever been in someone's house and all their family was there....and it was for the most part comfortable and fun, but you knew it wasn't your home and you couldn't wait to get back where you longed to be? &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;That's how I am....how I feel. I'm in this place, surrounded by so many people I know. Sometimes it's fun, and I feel comfortable most of the time....but in the back of my mind is "home" and all those missed memories. And I call my "family" and they're hanging out with everyone-having a blast....I get off the phone and just want to cry because I don't have that here. I don't understand why I'm in this place. I've been miserable since day one. Sure I've had some fun times and made some "friends"-but my experiences will never compare to what I know. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I feel as though I can't leave. I have things "good" here, and if I left I would be making some sacrifices. Would they be worth it? Probably...in the long run. I just wish I had someone...not in the relationship sense, as in a boyfriend-because that's the last thing I need. I just want a friend. One true friend. Is that too much to ask?&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Sorry this post is depressing and kind of whiny....I'm not trying to have a pity party, I just want to air my feelings. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Happy Easter.&lt;/P&gt;
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