I'm tired of my days being filled with useless chatter.
"Here I go again, talking bout the rain, and mulling over things that won't live past today..."
But we are torn apart
By things that do not matter
Words...
You hear them everyday...and sadly, we hear the same ones everyday.
Why is it, That we can talk about things that are unimportant. We can talk about gossip and sports and everything in this world... But when it comes down to it, We can't talk about the things we're afraid of. We can't talk about our doubts and fears. We think we know someone because we see them everyday, But until we talk about the things that matter most in their life...We don't know them. Until we talk about what's actually going on in the world around us and take a chance to open up our hearts, We fill our days with useless and meaningless things.
I'm tired of useless talk. I wanna spend my days talking about theology and what we think of the world and how we can change it. I want to get to know the person who sits next to me everyday. I dont' want to be afraid to ask them what they think or how they TRULY are. And I don't want to avoid talking about it when they ask me.
Why is it that words can fill up our days, but we cannot find the words to talk about the things that really matter?
I miss having conversations with people about things that Make me think about what to say next and finding words to describe the deep meanings of what I'm about to say...
And sometimes...I think if there's nothing meaningful to say...maybe I just shouldn't talk at all, because at least then, the silence gives me room to think... | 
