Goodbear_17Whats the worst you take. From every heart you break.
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Original: 2/16/2006 9:57 PM
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
 you know ive been thinking of this...and a friend thinks the same way....Nice guys finish last.....and ive been thinking of this and the older i get the more and more it seems to be true....I was good to Danielle...probley better the she deseverd..well at that time...i didnt think of her as just a girl to fuck....and then ditch....i knew she hasnt all that great...and people would constantly tell me that she was a slut and i that i should be with her....but yet i stood up for her...i bitched out tons of people for calling her a slut and bitch and stuff...I put her befor myself many times....I even took my older brothers car and drove all the way to Kechie and picked her up...brought her back to my house...And we talked that whole night...and why did i do this...cause she said she wanted to see me befor she left to go to texas that summer....she was gone for almost two months...and i did it without hesitation...and yet she cheated on me....with three diffent people...and she blamed it on being drunk...when i was at that party from walking home after a game i even asked her to come with me just for a bit...and she said no...she walked away from me like i did something wrong and went back...loving isnt it...but after i found out i still was with her...i didnt dump her even though i probley should of...i put up  with everyones shit for it too...but it didnt matter to me. cause i thought i had really loved her...which i did then...but she did it to me agian...and then broke up with me.....Idk...even to this day i still defend her from accusations..from just about everyone...and yet i still love her...and yet i want to hate her...idk its weird....and it started with her...ive been the good guy...to everyone....ive never cheated on a girl...ive been kinda shy around someone i like...and yet it always fucks up....IDK...NICE GUYS do finish last
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Well hmm .. I looked at your other site and saw that you really poured your heat out here .. But yeah Steven you are a GREAT guy no matte what anyone says and i am sorry for what i did to you really i am .. But yeah soo .. Do you still like that one gerl or whatever was goin on there well ttyl .. comment me back hunn..

<33 Sunshine

p.s Okay i may not be the BEST person to talk to about things but IM ALWAYS going to be hear to listen Steven .. Even if i cant do anything to help but sit and listen ... im HERE .. don't EVER forget that

Posted 2/16/2006 10:10 PM by OmFgXsUnShInE - reply

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^ actually don't listen to that shit...she broke ur heart...don't run back to them. It makes it worst...shes not the person to talk to right now!

Steven not all nice guys finish last...you let urself finish last...you miss some good opportunities...because u can't do anyone wrong. But you know what thats such a good thing and ur time will come...stop looking let ur heart find its own love. Not ur eyes. You always have a first love and they destroy your world but it takes a TRUE love to come in and pick up every little broken piece. Remember steven i'm here i know i haven't been and i'm so sorry for that...but if you ever need me like ever u can e-mail me...or what ever i was going to say call but i don't want to give my digits out on this thing. I feel horrible for not being on to talk to you but i can't help it and if i could i really would. I'm sorry Kansas girls are breaking ur heart left and right...but it always takes a little bit of rain to bring out the flowers. And i hope u get what i mean when i say that. But just remember you don't need a girl to make you happy...stop searching for that someone who will give you happiness right then...it has to grow. Not just spring up on you like some animal preying on its food. Love will come when u least expect it. You have to give up the search to see whats right there in front of  you that whole time.

well i'm going to get on aim...hope ur there!

Much love-Kami

Posted 2/16/2006 10:31 PM by xoForbiddenxlovex0 - reply

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I got this from Hailey so here ya go.

crazy1 86:hey baby!!!
h0tNsPiCy91: whos dis???
crazy1 86:ur secret admirer!!!!!
h0tNsPiCy91: o really.... quite lyin! whos dis???
crazy1 86:i loved u the first time a stared in your eyes...
crazy1 86:i think about u everyday... you are my dream come true.
crazy1 86: we met once! i dont think u remember tho.
crazy1 86: i cut myself because the pain takes away my feelings of u.
crazy1 86: tonight u will see me some time tonight....
h0tNsPiCy91: ..WHO IS THIS!?!?!?
crazy1 86:dont worry.... ill take very good care of you...

crazy1 86 had signed off.

the girl was so scared she locked alll her doors and windows. she made sure her room was secured. she was so scared if it was a joke or for real. she didnt know when he was going to come. the girl was frighten so she decided to sleep with her little sister. the girl dozed off quikly. then she heards a knock on the window. the girl slowly walked to the window. it started knocking louder. the girl looked through the windows and saw nothing. just some of the tree branches. the girl went back to bed with her sister. the bed was wet and a pretty smells horrid. maybe her sister wet the bed... the girl checked and found blood everywhere. the girl panick. she didnt know what to do. she ran and hid in the closet incase the guy was their for her. while looking through the cracks of the closet the girl saw a shadow. it was dark so she couldnt figure out who it was. she started to get more frighten. the man crept closer to the closet. the girl closed her eyes as if it was a dream. then suddenly he open the closet door and pulled her out. her parents found her dead. she was skinned all the way and was hunged in her sisters closet.

PART 2...

2 years after the the sisters deaths, the her parents got pregnant with a baby boy the girls room became a guest bedroom and the little sisters room where the murder took place became the babys room. the baby grew up to be a secessful kid. one night he was on the computer and got a instant messege.


h0tNsPiCy91:hey lil bro!!!
2seXay4u: who the f is this?
h0tNsPiCy91: its your big sis.
2seXay4u: i never had a sister. im an only child.
2seXay4u:this is some kinda joke huh?
h0tNsPiCy91: mom and dad never told you?
h0tNsPiCy91: i died 15 years ago with your other older sister.
h0tNsPiCy91:we were murdered in your room which was once my little sisters room. she was killed in bed when i was sleeping and i was killed in the closet and skinned to death.
2seXay4u:quite lying. i never had a sister. if i did my parents would tell me. whatever. your stupid.
h0tNsPiCy91: you dont believe me? well if you wanna look in your closet floor.
h0tNsPiCy91: i carved my name, time and date i was being murdered. then i
carved my little sister name.
h0tNsPiCy91: if you dont believe me little brother check the internet. type in ''smith sisters murdered anonymously''.
h0tNsPiCy91: i gtg little brother. i love you. and mom and dad soo much. i cant believe they kept us a secret from you. they should burn in hell.

the boy checked the closet. he saw the carvings. was it true? he surfed the internet and everything was their about the anonymous murder in the house. the next morning the boy went downstairs. it was so queit. maybe mom and dad was sleeping.. hours later the boy found his parents in their closets skinned and hung. then he found more carvings on the ground. it says '' I TOLD YOU I WASNT LYING. LITTLE BROTHER, I LOVED MOM AND DAD.... BUT THEY KEPT ME A SECRET. I CANT BELIVE IT. WELL IM FREE FROM THIS COLD WORLD. I WONT HURT YOU LIKE HOW THEY DIED. I LOVE YOU!

LISA SMITH ''

this is a death chain. if you dont send this in the next hour the parents will kill you at night. they will kill you like how they and the sisters were killed. good luck!!! >send this to 10 ppl in the next 5 mins.........
>and........
>u will get kissed on friday by da luv of ur life....
>DONT BREAK THE chain!
>ur crush will ask u out.
>2morow will b da best day of ur life.
>Howeva, if u dont send this 2 @ least 10 ppl
>by @ least 12:00 2nite u willhave bad luck in ur luv life 4 da rest of ur >life. U CAN NOT SEND THIS BACK TO THE PERSON THAT GAVE THIS TO YOU!

good luck now just copy and paste it on other peoples sites. luv ya HaHa
Posted 2/23/2006 8:34 PM by Ohi0is4lvrs - reply

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hey...im sorry about this danielle...if there's anything i can do just let me know...lol...anyways....comment back!

       LaTeR <333

Posted 2/23/2006 8:35 PM by Ohi0is4lvrs - reply

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damn thats deep, reall fucin deep, well see u in math tomorrow
Posted 3/1/2006 11:22 PM by slipknots_baby - reply


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