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Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 11:36:03 GMT

bres pretty kool I guess....

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 03:53:40 GMT

im tired and have alot on my mind so be nice

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 21:57:46 GMT

you know ive been thinking of this...and a friend thinks the same way....Nice guys finish last.....and ive been thinking of this and the older i get the more and more it seems to be true....I was good to Danielle...probley better the she deseverd..well at that time...i didnt think of her as just a girl to fuck....and then ditch....i knew she hasnt all that great...and people would constantly tell me that she was a slut and i that i should be with her....but yet i stood up for her...i bitched out tons of people for calling her a slut and bitch and stuff...I put her befor myself many times....I even took my older brothers car and drove all the way to Kechie and picked her up...brought her back to my house...And we talked that whole night...and why did i do this...cause she said she wanted to see me befor she left to go to texas that summer....she was gone for almost two months...and i did it without hesitation...and yet she cheated on me....with three diffent people...and she blamed it on being drunk...when i was at that party from walking home after a game i even asked her to come with me just for a bit...and she said no...she walked away from me like i did something wrong and went back...loving isnt it...but after i found out i still was with her...i didnt dump her even though i probley should of...i put up with everyones shit for it too...but it didnt matter to me. cause i thought i had really loved her...which i did then...but she did it to me agian...and then broke up with me.....Idk...even to this day i still defend her from accusations..from just about everyone...and yet i still love her...and yet i want to hate her...idk its weird....and it started with her...ive been the good guy...to everyone....ive never cheated on a girl...ive been kinda shy around someone i like...and yet it always fucks up....IDK...NICE GUYS do finish last

Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 00:57:47 GMT

Yea so i knew this girl awhile ago...and she stole my heart...and kissed it and loved it for a few months. And then she grew tired of me, and casted it away. And while she was at those parties drinking And forgetting that she had a boyfriend...i was there thankful that she was mine...and loving her and never wanting to hurt her. and while she was out she broke my heart and handed back to me in a million pieces. and now im here with my taped up heart and someone else is stealing my heart again...and i hope she doesnt break it.....

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 14:53:40 GMT

well people im ditching this site to go to the new one i made last night check it out

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 16:49:53 GMT

Ive been thinking about this alot recently and ive finally found out the answer....I know what danielle is to me...She may never be my girlfriend again and yet that doesnt bother me.. because shes really more of my best friend...Shes the person that i can talk to about anything...I know that i have friends that i can talk to about anything, but shes the one that i can really trust. And thinking about this more i know that this is probley the best thing between us..Or who knows it could be one of those things like on forrest gump...but all i know is that where friends and im perfectaly fine with it...more later people

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 18:07:42 GMT

If your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we dont speak that often, please post a comment w/ a memory of u and me!! It can be anything u want - good/bad. When you are finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be suprised [or mortified] about what people remember about you!!

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 04:00:21 GMT

so im bored and about to go to bed so i thought id update....havent been up to much....weekends going to be boring..i might be going to the mall with rachel then a movie on sunday with her...but i dont know if thats for sure...i really like her...but idk..i hope things work out.....more later....................

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 22:04:30 GMT

so ive decided to just quit.....I dont know....i mean i like someone and they know...but its hard to try to do anything about it when they dont want to.....I guess where friends which thats kool...but i wish it might of been more....These things always seems to happen to me...but ill get though it...maybe ill go get wasted and drive off something....joking of course....well thats all more later

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 23:07:31 GMT

To day sucked so bad...just becaues i felt like i was going to pass out all day...but other then that ive been a little better....more later...