| my tears are liek this endless rain.....hmm...lets see what happened yesterday shall we well it was pretty bOring i wOke up at liek 9 and sat with the baby fOr a bit until he feel back to sleep then i gOt Online and i had a message on my myspace fOr the jerk he finally reapeared after liek a week and had the nevre tOo say are yOu mad at me and why dont you answer the messages i send yOu liek Wtf yess i mad he dissapeared fOr days at a time and never sent me any messages that weirdO then i imed him and we liek barely even talked i dunno what his prOblem was liek seriously but whO cares any mOre tOo much drama fOr me..hehe...then i went and gOt my hair cut they cut about 3 and a half to 4 inches off and i gOt bangs again and i acctually liek it well atleast fOr nOw..new new hair|
 
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| why love when all you feel is pain because to most pain is pleasureok this time its seriously been forever since i've updated this thing soO im gOna start writing im here again cause i soO need too vent and i would jsu rather write it then talk to people cause i always wind up yelling at someone for something thats not there fault soO here gOes...well i hate how guys think im soO gOd damn dumb cause im realatily i just play dumb realli well i actually know whats goind on all the time i just pretend not tO so i dont have to deal with the truth but im soO sick of doing that and having my heart brOken fOr nO reason liek i thought me and my ex we're going tOo get back together cause he said he changed this time and was readi to be with me i guess that was all bullshit cause he leik dissapears for days at a time and acts soO shady and talks to a gillion other girls soO i guess he realli didnt change i swear he just lieks seeing me hurt just liek everyone else liek why cant i just be happy for once im not a bad person liek i dont cheat or anything liek WTF i just cant win with these lying cheating guys i seriously just give up cause lOve isnt supposed to be this hard is it???..and for my friends liek serioulsy they need tOo chill out and let me live my life and dOo what i want and not act liek my parents cause i dont even listen tOo them
well as for today its wasent that bad my cousin came her with her new baby he is absolutely gorgeous liek i could keep him forever hes soO cute isnt he???.his name is Donte i love him sOo much!!! hes 2days old!!!!
well thats about it for today i guess..byes<33 |
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| WoW..... Its been like 67 years since i*ve updated ....sOoOo lets see whats been goin on lately well first off let me just say my life pretty much sux anymore but i have a new boyfriend who i love ta death sOo thats realli the only good thing right now....Ive been figtin wit like all my so called "friends" over stupid shit thats not even worth fightin about ...and my dumb ass stepdad grounded me so i havent even goten ta see me bf in like 3 weeks *tear*but ill see him soon ....I got a new job a lawfirm so during tha day i*m there whick sux but at least i*m gettin paid..other then that i dont have much ta say |
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| i HaTe SeEiNg U wItH hER.....
Well lastnight wen i was gettin readi michelle came over shes gettin so big damn 7months already....wow......BUt anywho after that i went to heathers and made her llok all pretty for the dance ...wen we went to the dance it was all good ...Then someone came that i wanted to get wit but didnt(People dont read between the lines so well).Wen i came home i feel asleep (sry to evry1 i was supposed to call)But i unno wat goin on im so happy right now...so besides that not much to say byes
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what do you do when no one cares? Eventhough many pretend to but its only an act and soon enough you learn ppl are only there to
Location: use you once they get what the want there gone out of the picture until they need something again this is a continuas cycle that as far as you kno never ends even though you hope it will you eventually come to relize ultimatly your all alone noone ......
Marital Status: there to care....status loved
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