Wow, okay, so yeah, it's been a looooong time since I've written in this thing ...

Myspace has pretty much taken over my life... haha

So first, let me start out by saying, I have a new obsessions, (Music Wise)...

HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD IS MY ALLTIME FAVORITE BAND!!!  THEY ARE FRICKIN AMAZING!!!!!  I'm obsessed... =)

Cuz of the stupid teacher strike we go to school until June 15th, but not me... I mean u all kno me, I don't go all the time, n I went Friday for finals, and I am goin Monday for finals, and then I am done. 

So, its June 10th... My cuzzin went to Iraq yesterday ... :'( ... And my rly close friend Mike has to leave the 19th now ... not the 23rd ... I am gonna miss them SOOO much!!! *sigh*

Okay, I haven't written in this thing in sooo long, and a lot has happened but nothing is coming to mind... I guess I'll just start writing in this again ... well, laterrr

Kristen*

Hey guys!!!  Sorry its been forever ... yeah myspace pretty much took over haha ... I been busy too ... Yes I have a job now!!! haha I work at Dairy Queen!!!  Yeahh u knoo ...

Okay, well, Convention was truely AMAZING ... I loved it sooo much ... I saw my friends from Winter Retreat and I am sooo happy ... and lately, I been goin through some rly ROUGH times, and I feel I totally gave up on everything ... but then I read Jen's xanga entry, and it made me cry!!!  It totally pulled me up when I was down and I am feeling tons better!!!!  Here is her entry

"Your such a quitter..

I hate you.. haha you think I love you, how dumb are you?

I feed you lie after lie and you love it.. you indulge it.. you seek it

My hatered runs like blood in your viens, you drink it up, I'm your drug and you can't resist me

Ha, you think your Jesus, your God can save you?

You think He actually cares about you?

He doesnt.. He just a sore loser, He just wants me to lose..

You think your stronger than me?? Ha, you.. nothing.. a stupid soul

Remember I'm beautiful, I'm everything your sinful being wants..

Ah, now I hear you believe that this generation can overcome me?

You actually believe that this "God" of yours can beat me..

You will fail.. just like you always do.. you will say " Oh yes, I will serve Him"

Ha, I'll be right there to spit on you when you fall and trip over me, and my demons, over the temptations..

So, you think your tough.. well I'll make you a bet..

You think your generation can beat me??  You think you can raise up a army for Christ?

Try it. go on. you think I'm afriad of you?.. So what you have Christ inside of you.. I've yet to see you live like you do..

If you win over this generation for Christ [ which you wont] you save your friends soul.. but if I will [ which I will, because you will fail] I get to take them to hell with me

Sound fun?

So lets go.. bring it.. because you can't handle me..

So called "Generation for Christ?" prove it. You want me to fear you.. lets see what you got..

hating you always..

satan

.. thats definately what satan wants us to do is fail..

Why let this be another generation for him..

It's about time we prove that we're for real..

Lets build up an army for Him..

One life One Chance guys..

Yeah, we're all gonna trip and stumble..

But God is my Rock remember?

And satan screams and hide whenever we plead the Blood of Christ..

You have the one thing that scares demons and satan back to hell.. you have that living in you..

Dont take salvation for granted..

Let's prove satan that we arent' failures..

That we are the ANNOINTED GENERATION...

It's time to enlist in Christ' army

You ready?

<3<3<3radhi"

Isn't that AMAZING?!  Thanks so much Jen, I LOVE YOU!!!

I'll write laterr <3

Kristen

Okay so lets start with good news ... I GOT MY PERMIT!!!!  yay!!!  and yeah, um, I dunno wut else ... I will just get to the bad part ... last night was horrible ...Well first, I was in school like 2 n a half hours ... ONLY ... I went in at 10, becuz I was rly upset becuz my grandfather in the hospital, and the fact that we new he wasn't going to come home ... Well, I got there and then I was in biology and the class phone rang, and Mrs. Holquist answered and when she hung up she comes over to me and says, "Can I talk to you in the hallway for a minute?  You might as well bring your stuff"  I started crying and walked out and was like, "It's my grandfather isn't it?" and she said, yeah, and gave me a hug and said she hopes he gets better ... Well, I went to the McGowan office and my cuzzin Kyle and my brother was already there and then my cuzzin Katie showed up and she saw me crying and she started cuz she new too .. we all signed out and went to the Hospital .. we were there until 4ish, and then my brother and I came home, and got ready to go back becuz it'd be alooong nite ... We went back around 5:30 and was there until like 9:35 ... we all sat there and talked and then we all left, and we went in 1 at a time to talk to him ... when that was over we went downstairs to give him some time alone ... when we came back up Peter was there and then we just talked more, and Reverend Black came over and we all prayed ... and when he left ... shortly after my Grandfather died ... I am grateful that I was there with the family, so he wasn't alone ... His kids, (My dad, my Aunt Kris, and Uncle Bill), and his child-in-laws, My mom, and my Aunt Sue .. and his grandkids ... Me, my brother, and the cuzzins, Kyle, Katie, Morgan, and Matt ... he died at 9:15 ... we were all sittin there talking, and he was breathing 7 times a minute ... and then we looked over and he took a breath, and my mom shook her head, and I had tears, and then my dad took his pulse and just said, "I love you dad" ... and I started crying ... the nurse came in and confirmed it... leaving that room was the hardest thing ... I miss him so much but I know he is happier ... and he is with Nana ...
I love you Pappap .. R.I.P. ...
I will never forget sum of his last words ... the night before, on Wednesday I went to see him, and again the family was there... We prayed of course a couple times ... but after the 1 time, my Uncle went and held his hand and my grandfather just said, "He has me by the hand" ... I will never, EVER forget that ...

So today, I went to get some work at school, and Adison came to see me for a little bit ... then Connie came over after work n I drove with her to go get Candie ... and yeah ... I was with family today for awhile ... and my dad, aunt, and uncle and Pat went to the Funeral Home to plan everything ... I WILL be at school Monday but Tuesday I will not be there becuz of a lotta stuff ... it'll be a BAD day ... Tuesday morning, I have to do sumthing, and then at 1 is the Viewing .. 2:30 is the Burial .. and 7 is the service .. It's gonna be tough .. Well, I am gonna go .. I will write laterr ...

<3 Kristen*   God Bless ...       
R.I.P. William Henry .. (Pappap) .. I Love Youu ..

I get to go get my PERMIT TOMORROW!!!!  Yay!!!  I got my physical todayy so I am gonna take my test tomorrow ... I am excited!!!  I wanna drive my car!!!   Well, Adison just left ... I was sooo happy I saw him ... I love him so much and he makes me so happy!!!  I can be myself around him and he is so much fun to be around, and we always have fun together ... we can always joke around and everything, and he is just so amazing ... I Love him so much ... he told me he loved me tonight, and yeah we've said it before, but tonight just how he said it, when he said it, and everything ... I was so happy, n he knows it ... 

Well, ANYWAY, today in cos. we did roller sets ... we had to be done in 15 minutes ... I finished, and like half the class finished n the other half didn't ... we are prolly doin it again tomorrow ... I dunno, its pretty easy so yeah ... I am not worried .. Connie , Tiphani and I have been talking and hangin out a lot in cos. n stuff ... I love those girls ... they make me laff ... Well, Corky is goin to New York tomorrow ... wahoo!!!  New York is amazing, I LOVE it ... and Tiffany and Holly are going to see family, so I am hangin out with Abi ... and if not, then I am goin to Julie's ... but yeah I am sooo happy it's the weekend, cuz I get to see Adison more!!  I LOVE YOU!!!!

Well, that is about it, I gotta get back to my cosmetology homework ... I still have A LOT to do ... I will write laterr

<3 xoxo <3   God Bless!!!

Kristen*               ---> I Love You Adison <---

Hey ... yeah, its been awhile since I've updated ... My birthday was rly good, and Friday I got a facial in cos. and Abi came over for awhile ... Saturday I went to Corky's and Adison came over ... then Willie and Bobby came over, n then they all left ... oh my goodness it was the CUTEST THING!!  Courtney had her back facing towards her door and she was goin through pix and the door opened and it was Willie and he started talking and Courtney just FROZE and she started smiling and her face just totally lit up!!!  I thought that was the cutest thing ever, and they make the best couple ...  I am sooo happy for her!!!

Well, Sunday was just a kinda chill day ... I slept cuz I only got 2 hours of sleep Saturday nite .. maybe 3 ... sumthin like that .. n yeah um, I pretty much miss Adison .. I was soo happy I was with him on Saturday/Sunday ... we were together for sooo long, and I was sooo happy ... seriously I love him so much!!!  I just love being with him ... I am always happy and I can be myself and he loves me for me ... I love just being with him, but when I was laying with him, I just loved the feeling of knowing he was there ... He held me as if he was never gonna let me go, and I loved the feeling ... He means so much to me, and just the little things he does, that mean everything to me whether he realizes it or not .. the little things are to me, the sweetest things, and I am never letting him go ... I already told him on the phone he was stuck with me lol, and the only way I am leaving is if he wants me too, and he said he would never want that .. yeah I am rly happy with him ...

But today school was okay, just a regular day, and I went to Corky's afterwards and we hung out and PLAYED IN THE RAIN!!!! lol .. well that is pretty much it, I will write laterr <3

I Love You Adison   x  o  x  o

*Kristen