Got2LuvASk8erBoi's Xanga

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 14:13:54 GMT

Wow, okay, so yeah, it's been a looooong time since I've written in this thing ...

Myspace has pretty much taken over my life... haha

So first, let me start out by saying, I have a new obsessions, (Music Wise)...

HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD IS MY ALLTIME FAVORITE BAND!!! THEY ARE FRICKIN AMAZING!!!!! I'm obsessed... =)

Cuz of the stupid teacher strike we go to school until June 15th, but not me... I mean u all kno me, I don't go all the time, n I went Friday for finals, and I am goin Monday for finals, and then I am done.

So, its June 10th... My cuzzin went to Iraq yesterday ... :'( ... And my rly close friend Mike has to leave the 19th now ... not the 23rd ... I am gonna miss them SOOO much!!! *sigh*

Okay, I haven't written in this thing in sooo long, and a lot has happened but nothing is coming to mind... I guess I'll just start writing in this again ... well, laterrr

Kristen*

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 15:42:24 GMT

Hey guys!!! Sorry its been forever ... yeah myspace pretty much took over haha ... I been busy too ... Yes I have a job now!!! haha I work at Dairy Queen!!! Yeahh u knoo ...

Okay, well, Convention was truely AMAZING ... I loved it sooo much ... I saw my friends from Winter Retreat and I am sooo happy ... and lately, I been goin through some rly ROUGH times, and I feel I totally gave up on everything ... but then I read Jen's xanga entry, and it made me cry!!! It totally pulled me up when I was down and I am feeling tons better!!!! Here is her entry

"Your such a quitter..

I hate you.. haha you think I love you, how dumb are you?

I feed you lie after lie and you love it.. you indulge it.. you seek it

My hatered runs like blood in your viens, you drink it up, I'm your drug and you can't resist me

Ha, you think your Jesus, your God can save you?

You think He actually cares about you?

He doesnt.. He just a sore loser, He just wants me to lose..

You think your stronger than me?? Ha, you.. nothing.. a stupid soul

Remember I'm beautiful, I'm everything your sinful being wants..

Ah, now I hear you believe that this generation can overcome me?

You actually believe that this "God" of yours can beat me..

You will fail.. just like you always do.. you will say " Oh yes, I will serve Him"

Ha, I'll be right there to spit on you when you fall and trip over me, and my demons, over the temptations..

So, you think your tough.. well I'll make you a bet..

You think your generation can beat me?? You think you can raise up a army for Christ?

Try it. go on. you think I'm afriad of you?.. So what you have Christ inside of you.. I've yet to see you live like you do..

If you win over this generation for Christ [ which you wont] you save your friends soul.. but if I will [ which I will, because you will fail] I get to take them to hell with me

Sound fun?

So lets go.. bring it.. because you can't handle me..

So called "Generation for Christ?" prove it. You want me to fear you.. lets see what you got..

hating you always..

satan

.. thats definately what satan wants us to do is fail..

Why let this be another generation for him..

It's about time we prove that we're for real..

Lets build up an army for Him..

One life One Chance guys..

Yeah, we're all gonna trip and stumble..

But God is my Rock remember?

And satan screams and hide whenever we plead the Blood of Christ..

You have the one thing that scares demons and satan back to hell.. you have that living in you..

Dont take salvation for granted..

Let's prove satan that we arent' failures..

That we are the ANNOINTED GENERATION...

It's time to enlist in Christ' army

You ready?

<3<3<3radhi"

Isn't that AMAZING?! Thanks so much Jen, I LOVE YOU!!!

I'll write laterr <3

Kristen

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 02:03:50 GMT

Okay so lets start with good news ... I GOT MY PERMIT!!!! yay!!! and yeah, um, I dunno wut else ... I will just get to the bad part ... last night was horrible ...Well first, I was in school like 2 n a half hours ... ONLY ... I went in at 10, becuz I was rly upset becuz my grandfather in the hospital, and the fact that we new he wasn't going to come home ... Well, I got there and then I was in biology and the class phone rang, and Mrs. Holquist answered and when she hung up she comes over to me and says, "Can I talk to you in the hallway for a minute? You might as well bring your stuff" I started crying and walked out and was like, "It's my grandfather isn't it?" and she said, yeah, and gave me a hug and said she hopes he gets better ... Well, I went to the McGowan office and my cuzzin Kyle and my brother was already there and then my cuzzin Katie showed up and she saw me crying and she started cuz she new too .. we all signed out and went to the Hospital .. we were there until 4ish, and then my brother and I came home, and got ready to go back becuz it'd be alooong nite ... We went back around 5:30 and was there until like 9:35 ... we all sat there and talked and then we all left, and we went in 1 at a time to talk to him ... when that was over we went downstairs to give him some time alone ... when we came back up Peter was there and then we just talked more, and Reverend Black came over and we all prayed ... and when he left ... shortly after my Grandfather died ... I am grateful that I was there with the family, so he wasn't alone ... His kids, (My dad, my Aunt Kris, and Uncle Bill), and his child-in-laws, My mom, and my Aunt Sue .. and his grandkids ... Me, my brother, and the cuzzins, Kyle, Katie, Morgan, and Matt ... he died at 9:15 ... we were all sittin there talking, and he was breathing 7 times a minute ... and then we looked over and he took a breath, and my mom shook her head, and I had tears, and then my dad took his pulse and just said, "I love you dad" ... and I started crying ... the nurse came in and confirmed it... leaving that room was the hardest thing ... I miss him so much but I know he is happier ... and he is with Nana ...
I love you Pappap .. R.I.P. ...
I will never forget sum of his last words ... the night before, on Wednesday I went to see him, and again the family was there... We prayed of course a couple times ... but after the 1 time, my Uncle went and held his hand and my grandfather just said, "He has me by the hand" ... I will never, EVER forget that ...

So today, I went to get some work at school, and Adison came to see me for a little bit ... then Connie came over after work n I drove with her to go get Candie ... and yeah ... I was with family today for awhile ... and my dad, aunt, and uncle and Pat went to the Funeral Home to plan everything ... I WILL be at school Monday but Tuesday I will not be there becuz of a lotta stuff ... it'll be a BAD day ... Tuesday morning, I have to do sumthing, and then at 1 is the Viewing .. 2:30 is the Burial .. and 7 is the service .. It's gonna be tough .. Well, I am gonna go .. I will write laterr ...

<3 Kristen* God Bless ...
R.I.P. William Henry .. (Pappap) .. I Love Youu ..

Friday, March 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 01:21:23 GMT

I get to go get my PERMIT TOMORROW!!!! Yay!!! I got my physical todayy so I am gonna take my test tomorrow ... I am excited!!! I wanna drive my car!!! Well, Adison just left ... I was sooo happy I saw him ... I love him so much and he makes me so happy!!! I can be myself around him and he is so much fun to be around, and we always have fun together ... we can always joke around and everything, and he is just so amazing ... I Love him so much ... he told me he loved me tonight, and yeah we've said it before, but tonight just how he said it, when he said it, and everything ... I was so happy, n he knows it ...

Well, ANYWAY, today in cos. we did roller sets ... we had to be done in 15 minutes ... I finished, and like half the class finished n the other half didn't ... we are prolly doin it again tomorrow ... I dunno, its pretty easy so yeah ... I am not worried .. Connie , Tiphani and I have been talking and hangin out a lot in cos. n stuff ... I love those girls ... they make me laff ... Well, Corky is goin to New York tomorrow ... wahoo!!! New York is amazing, I LOVE it ... and Tiffany and Holly are going to see family, so I am hangin out with Abi ... and if not, then I am goin to Julie's ... but yeah I am sooo happy it's the weekend, cuz I get to see Adison more!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

Well, that is about it, I gotta get back to my cosmetology homework ... I still have A LOT to do ... I will write laterr

<3 xoxo <3 God Bless!!!

Kristen* ---> I Love You Adison <---

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 01:43:51 GMT

Hey ... yeah, its been awhile since I've updated ... My birthday was rly good, and Friday I got a facial in cos. and Abi came over for awhile ... Saturday I went to Corky's and Adison came over ... then Willie and Bobby came over, n then they all left ... oh my goodness it was the CUTEST THING!! Courtney had her back facing towards her door and she was goin through pix and the door opened and it was Willie and he started talking and Courtney just FROZE and she started smiling and her face just totally lit up!!! I thought that was the cutest thing ever, and they make the best couple ... I am sooo happy for her!!!

Well, Sunday was just a kinda chill day ... I slept cuz I only got 2 hours of sleep Saturday nite .. maybe 3 ... sumthin like that .. n yeah um, I pretty much miss Adison .. I was soo happy I was with him on Saturday/Sunday ... we were together for sooo long, and I was sooo happy ... seriously I love him so much!!! I just love being with him ... I am always happy and I can be myself and he loves me for me ... I love just being with him, but when I was laying with him, I just loved the feeling of knowing he was there ... He held me as if he was never gonna let me go, and I loved the feeling ... He means so much to me, and just the little things he does, that mean everything to me whether he realizes it or not .. the little things are to me, the sweetest things, and I am never letting him go ... I already told him on the phone he was stuck with me lol, and the only way I am leaving is if he wants me too, and he said he would never want that .. yeah I am rly happy with him ...

But today school was okay, just a regular day, and I went to Corky's afterwards and we hung out and PLAYED IN THE RAIN!!!! lol .. well that is pretty much it, I will write laterr <3

I Love You Adison x o x o

*Kristen

Friday, March 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 00:48:17 GMT

Hey, yeah its been awhile since I've updated ... well TODAY IS MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!! AND ITS ROGER'S 19TH!!! well, in school Tiffany gave me a balloon, and a teddy bear, and Connie got me a shirt ... In cos. we did facials, and I gave Jazzie 1 and she fell asleep so I did a good job!!! and tomorrow I get mine, so yes I WILL be sleeping haha ... well yeah, Courtney called me at midnight to say happy birthday haha ... well it was an awesome day, and it was better cuz when I got home, I got my Nana's ring ... MY Ring, and ... A CAR!!! Yeah I will put pix up tomorrow ... I have them but I can't transfer them from 1 comp. to the other so I will add them tomorrow ... I am oh so happy ... only thing is ... I miss my boyfriend ... *sigh* ... I love you Adison!!! (A whole bunch of a lot!!!) ... yeah and I got a good phone call today from sum1, so yeah all good news ... and Connie passed her drivers test so YAY SHE GOT HER LICENSE!!! ... what what YOU KNOW!! Well, Youth group was soo much fun last night ... I love my Thirst people!!! flippin Rob was trying to take my milkshake!!! lol my brother took me to Mickey D's before and I had a milkshake n he tried to take it!!! haha but yeah, I was with Rose .. and omgosh we played the guess who kinda game n yeah I was already guessed but this other person wrote for most embarrassing moment, "Fell at cheerleading and had to get surgery" like EVERYONE YELLED, "IT'S KRISTEN!" I was like, "No I was already guessed, plus I didn't fall!!!" haha it was sooo funny ... it was Holly though ... It's cuz we are cool, injured, retired, cheerleader kinda chicks lol ... well yeah today was a good day and I will have pix tomorrow, and pix on Sunday ...

Well, I am gonna go watch "The Notebook" ... I will write laterr

<3 Kristen* 3.03.06

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 11:15:27 GMT

Heyy .. BlAh ... I don't want to go to school .. I don't feel that good .. I dunno y .. but yeah I was with my boyfriend like the whole weekend .. He is sooo amazing, and we are like so perfect for eachother ..

Friday:: School was okay, I was in Cos. the whole day, and yeah we did facials on the manicans ... that is pretty much it, and I stayed there all day ... so yeah just did cos. stuff .. Friday night, my mom and I were arguing, and I felt really really bad ... but I went out and was with a bunch of people ... and yeah there are like a bunch of guys mad that I am dating Adison, and there a bunch of girls mad that he is dating me, but they will get over it, because him and I are really happy ... =)

Saturday:: I went out with Amber, and we went to Wendy's and then to Bobby and Adams, to hang out with Adam, Willlie, Courtney, and Adison ... Bobby obviously, wasn't there ... then Courtney, Amber, Adison and I went back to Adison's house ... Amber took me home, and later that night I stayed the night at Courtney's ... I had a rough night so when I got there and was waiting to leave I took a nap, and Willie and Adison came over so yeah waking up to be right beside Adison was amazing Then yeah around 11 we all left, and went out to the Alley ... omgosh like soo many ppl were in bad moods!!! I was at first cuz I was upset but then I felt better ... yeah I saw MELINDA!!! Omgosh I was soooo happy!!!! haha, and then I saw Dave and Jeff, and seeing Dave run was sooo funny!!! And yeah they were pretty much drunk ... but they are sooo funny anyways ... hm, what else, oh yeah, Mike took Willie, me and Courtney home ... of course we got pulled over at like .. 2:30 in the morning lol ... cuz he had a back light out or whtevr, and then they had to test him to see if he was drunk cuz he got words mixed up a bit ... Of course he wasn't drinking AT ALL!!! They checked his license and it was still suspended for sumthing that happened in December which is lame cuz he JUST got it back .. but they said it was suspended ... so thank god Willie had his license, he drove us to the police station, and he had to drive me and courtney home, and then Mike went to Nates .. we got back around 3 ... it was laame, but then I talked to Adison haha ...

so yeah Sunday was boring, but that is pretty much it ... I will write laterr <3

Loves* God Bless <3

*Kristen

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 22:10:58 GMT

Hey guys, its been awhile since I wrote in here!!! Well, basically, Tuesday I was supposed to be with Adison but he didn't go, so yeah I was with a bunch of other ppl who I love a whole bunch of a lot ... Amber came n picked me up n we went to Alex's to see him n Ben first ... then went to Amber's house ... n um, yeah then went out ... n I saw EVERYONE but Adison couldn't go =( ... so TOMORROW IS FRIDAY AND I AM GONNA SEE HIM AND I AM SOOO HAPPY!!!

Yeah, Adison and I talk like, 8 hours a day on the phone haha ... before school, during school, after school, n then like all night we are talking ... He makes me oh so happy ... But yeah I don't know when I wrote last but we had a delay on Tuesday and a delay today ... YESS!!! Delays are fun ... =) ... Well, I will write laterrr <3

www.myspace.com/sexxililhunni check out myspace ... !!!! Got pix there ...

<3 God Bless ... x o x o

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 22:10:51 GMT

Friday - Made skin in Cos!!! haha it was just bread, cereal, and honey mixed together but stll .. .NASTYY!!! um, Connie did my hair in twisties too ... it was an easy day .. Mrs. Foster was back!!! =) ... and Tiffany and I are macho in gym class with weight training ... haha, yeah okay .. um, other than that nothing happened except instead of driving home with friends or my brother I rode the bus becuz Mina rides that 1, and I had noo idea she lived so close to me!! like 10 minutes walking!!! so yeah I talked to her, and her and I are gonna chill a lot more ...

Saturday ... oh my ...fun fun!!!! I went to Courtney's around 4 and we hung out, watched the Exorcism of Emily Rose, and took a bunch of pix, and just hung out ... we walked to Cecillia's and it was sooo funi, cuz we just got up and walked out ... yeah "take out" literally ... hahaha woow ... we went back to her house n then around 11 we left and went to Midwayy ... wow I saw soo many old friends ... It was awesome ... + I met the new ones ... =) ... I saw Crystal there with her boyfriend so I talked to her a little bit which was cool ... and I saw Roger!!! He graduated last year and I had a class with him so I talked to him awhile, and I gave him my number so him n I can chill more .. and Ben was there with Mary, his brother, and Jeff .. so I talked to them a bit .. but yeah back to bein with my friends who I originally was with ... RIGHT when we got there, like 15 mins later when Rissa got there Courtney her and I left to go get Willie, (Courtney's boyfriend), and then back to Midway .. we stayed there until like ... 2 a.m. ... then Mike took Alex, and Ben to Alex's house and him, Courtney, and I went to the Diner with all the other ppl ... it was fun there, except Courtney got rly annoyed and mad at a certain sum1, and so yeah, Mike, Courtney, and I left sooner than the other ppl ... we went to Wal*mart haha, and bought PEEPS!!! Then drove around and around 3:30 finally got back to Courtney's house ... we tried seeing if the peeps would explode in the microwave ... it didn't =( ... haha, so anyways, Mike hung out with me and Courtney until like, 4:30 n then he left and Courtney n I crashed around, 5 ... woke up at 1:30 haha ... when we woke up, she told me around 10:45 she got a text from Kt saying sumthin like, "Hey Adison wants to know more about Kristen" or something ... and she kept getting texts frm her saying stuff like, "You want his number, he wants her to call" and stuff like that, haha so yeah I am gonna be talking to him .. yeah now I am doing homework ... school tomorrow ... ugh, that is L-A-M-E!!! but yeah it'll be okay =) ... well I am gonna go, and I will write later <3

Kristen* God Bless <3

Friday, February 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 01:52:04 GMT

Hey Everybody!!! I finally got more WinterBall pix!!! haha I will scan them then ...and post them ... yeah so today was okay ... I passed the graph thing in cos. so I dn't gotta take the test tomorrow =) ... Jeremy just called me!!! and I love that boy .. and omgosh I gotta show him pix of this guy ... he is the HOTTEST GUY EVER!!! Seriously Jeremy will have the same reaction as me, and his jaw will DROP!!!! hahaha ... I think me n him and a bunch of other ppl are goin to the movies tomorrow night ... so thats cool ... well, yeah um Mrs. Foster comes back tomorrow!!!! FINALLY!!! but I made up my English tests today after school and Mina and Jon waited with me lol ... then we all went n hung out ... Jon is SUCH a sweetheart, and he totally understands and respects what I say ... like I dont want a boyfriend right now, and he totally respects that, so he still asked if him and I could go out sometime and I said yes, because a date is okay ... he is such a sweet guy!!! And Mina, gosh I love her oh so much!!! She is my wife!!!! haha in the halls at school she'll yell "HEY BOO!" or "I LOVE YOU WIFEYY!" haha oh myy .. her and I deff. have to start hangin out more!!! Its very elementary that this 1 chick (not sayin who) is mad cuz Mina likes me more, and I am 1 of Mina's best friends and she isn't ... how laame is that?! Oh well, we don't care ... I still think its funni how her and I became friends ... the FIRST thing she EVER said to me was "I think you are REALLY REALLY pretty!!" and she said I was gorgeous and since then we've talked like ALL THE TIME!!! hehe love ya babe!!! well yeah, I still dunno whats going on with my being homeschooled =( ... Its really upsetting me because its like, my rents and I have been RLY GETTING along, and like we have a better relationship and I can talk to them about anything now, and now I don't see my Dad much anymore ... He is usually at Work or the Studio =( ... So I haven't gotten to talk to him about homeschooling yet ... but yeah I will try and get more info. about that soon ...

Okay this is RLY upsetting me ... Denis and I are DONE ... okay, FINISHED!!! But we still sumtimes talk and we argue still!!! I mean if we were REALLY done we wouldn't argue!! Heck, we wouldn't even TALK!!! So we argue ... and its like we argue JUST so we can talk u kno? Cuz that is the only way we CAN talk is to argue ... I don't get it .. maybe we aren't done??? I dunno ... I already told him, I am NOT getting hurt by him anymore ... so yeah I am done ... :'( ... I just don't want hurt anymore ...

I mean why are guys so confusing?! Why is it the guy I like lives farther awayy?! Well, it happens ... I mean even though I know which guys like me and won't hurt me, I dn't want to have a boyfriend cuz the guys I don't end up getting with will be hurt ... so I am just stayin single lol ... to make it easier on EVERYONE especially me .. SINGLE ALL THE WAYY BABYY!!! haha ... as Mina would say, I still have her haha ... I love you Mina Bo' Bina Boo!!! (yeah I made that up! haha)

Well, that is about it .. I am gonna go ... I will write laterr <3

GOD BLESS!!! *Kristen