Currently Reading Persuasion (Signet Classic) By Jane Austen see related

Wow, it's been almost forever since I have been on this thing.  I totally forgot I even had this thing.  Now that I have no friends and no boyfriend, I may have to devote my life to Xanga.  It's not like I will have anything better to do.

I'm not sure how much I should reveal about my current life situation but I need to get it out into the universe somehow so here it goes.  My boyfriend of a year and a half and I just broke up.  While he will tell you it was a mutual decision, it was really all my idea.  I was a little sad that it all had to end but I'm trying to do what is best for me.  Unfortunately I met someone who could possibly be the most perfect person for me.  Almost like a soulmate.  We are so compatible it was kind of scary.  I'm convinced he is the kind of person I could actually care about.  The only problem is he is unavailable.  He keeps telling me that he is not looking for a commitment.  He says he doesn't want a relationship.  However, the look in his eyes tell me something different.  The way he acts around me tells me something different.  I'm a really big on the whole action-speaks-louder-than-words thoery.  But I'm just not sure I want to put myself in s situation where I could get really hurt.  On the other hand, I feel something between us that I have never felt for another person before.  I don't think I can ignore such a connection.  Should I just be bold and say to him: I know you feel the same way I do and it doesn't matter how complicated our lives are.  This feeling is something we need to grab on to and see where it takes us.  Because we could possibly belong together and to let anything get in the way of this could ruin our lives?

Could I possibly be more confused?