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Name: Ryan
Country: Sweden
Metro: Stockholm
Birthday: 5/9/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: God, Scripture, My family, My wonderful Girlfriend, Friends all over the place, Sweden.
um, working, sitting around doing nothing, wasting time, i'm a senior high leader at Westbrook, I eat a lot of stuff too, I sin quite frequently and make mistakes. Sleep. trying to figure out the next step.
Currently Pondering: God's sovereignty, the question why, the sounds my car makes, marriage, love, desire, the human will, and my lack of motivation.
I am currently working in Sweden. its sweet, I really like it actually. I spent the past two summers in the northern woods of Michigan, counseling at Camp Barakel. I was in Sweden 9 months for bible school last year and now I am back since January.
I make a lot of mistakes, and learn from most of them. I am kind of a jerk, and I am pretty self centered, big ego. I don't say that out of false humility, humility is outward. I say it out of honesty, or perhaps as warning if you don't know me or associate with me. yeah. so, thats
Expertise: TIP: Don't ever snort the beef flavoring from ramen noodles. (for any money less than 20 dollars, I did it for 5). Just say no Kids.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  shutteringfocus
Member Since:
9/3/2004
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| well. I don't know how to feel right now. I feel like running away in one sense. In another I feel angry. A whole other part of me wants to trust Him and where he is taking my life right now.
So much has happened in the last month and a half. I got engaged for starters. Which is incredibly exciting and I can't wait to marry the girl of my dreams.
I also got into a car accident and lost my car. and, as of today, I am unemployed. My company went under and left me jobless. I am not sure what step to take right now. Feels like a flood right now.
Apparently a watched pot does boil. After being released from my company I came home and decided to make some pasta because I hadn't eaten lunch. I watched the pot and pondered why this had happened. It eventually came to a boil. Perhaps tomorrow maybe I will as well. For now, its stirring around in my head. I really liked my job. It provided me with a challenge and allowed me to utilize my various skills in creative ways. It was also an amazing learning opportunity. It also gave me a bit of confidence financially as I moved ahead toward the decision of marriage. Good thing that Marriage and Life aren't all about money....then I would be in trouble.
Once again. That verse in Genesis 22 sticks to me. "....on the mountain of the Lord, it will be provided."
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| Oh...the places you'll go...well.... this was hilariously funny...for about 15 minutes..
I have never seen so many seagulls in my life....there probably about 30 nests filled with eggs. I was invading there home so they kept trying to dive bomb my head and poop on me during the inspection. I reallly hate seagulls.....
but hey....the view was pretty cool...
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| crazy days.so. I got into a car accident. at a stop light. rear ended a guy. I don't carry collision on my car. my insurance will take care of his car just fine... cause it was minor damage..... my airbags went off, my windshield got smashed from the airbags. airbags are crazy crazy expensive and its illegal to remove them from a vehicle. as in...more expensive than the car is worth. so basically it is worthless now. trying to sell it for what I can get. (i.e. not much). Not sure what to do now. I am trying to save money for a wedding much less buy a new car. I put 870 miles on this car this last weekend going to Detroit and back.
R.I.P
Here lies Lyla.
(prior to accident)
and.... the reason my jaw hurts....nothing like an 700 dollar part (per bag, not including overpriced certified labor) SMACKING YOU IN THE FACE. AWESOME.
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| we are engaged!
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