Goodbye Xanga

haircut

and hello world, i am going to the beach with Jacki to swim with the sharks. Hopefully I wont catch crabs.

played a show at the piney palace aka albert music hall tonight.

didnt know what i was getting myself into.

will never do it again. Banjo central.

Graduating + sunburn + Mt laurel cramped with entire senior class in small building= FUN!!!!!!!

Class of 2007, we've survived Highschool hell!

I learned so much this past few years about sex, bare essentials of life, myself and other people. I learned especially that most people who think that they know what they want usually are taken back and change their mind once they get there. I learned that the very people you care about that coax you to trust, touch and love them may not be there for you and may be gone in the blink of an eye. In short, I realized that we idealize and that my school experience taught me that nothing is as we dream.

I'm sure that this is probably one blog entry that no one in particular really needs to read or care about for the matter that a majority of the seniors that graduated last night will probably be writing entries just like this one.

About a half hour ago I walked in from the graduation celebration in Mt Laurel and was greeted by my mom who i walked past like a zombie. At first I pretended not to hear her (and tried to block out the memory of the singing "Circle of life" graduation card she gave me the night before which brutally butchered the song) before responding "it's too early for this." and so I came to my room to sit and write about my last day of highschool which in short went out with a bang.

Last night at Mt. Laurel was quite possibly the best night of my highschool life. I never realized how much I truly enjoyed highschool until this passing year and it took me until my junior year to really start enjoying it so I will really miss it all when I say goodbye. Not to the friends that I made here since each one of them (aqaintances alike!) have had an incredibly impact on me but rather to the memories and experiences that I made in the halls of Southern. I think I celebrated everything for what it was worth last night.

Taking into consideration how many of these people that I will probably never talk to, here from or even see again, I realized that from this day on that each of moment that passes us is just a test and that the way that we live our life now will just count more for what defines us later on. Highschool for most kids I guess is used to help build them up but when it's over and everyone goes off to different schools, they're back at square one. And they realize that they aren't "awesome" or "OMG SO AMAZING" anymore.

 Or so Sam says. Yes.

 So kiddies, live it and enjoy it. It's so much better when you give yourself a chance to experience it and I have no regrets! Take care!