I hate Myspace right now!!!!! It won't let me log on to my account!! i have nothing on it that violates the terms and conditions..WTF!!! my picture still shows but when you click on it, it makes you sign in again....it's so stupid!!! ARGH!!!!

I've had it for 2 1/2 years and it's fucking me over!!!

anyways.......working 2 jobs suck!!!! I'm now a crew lead aka supervisor @ AMC and I work at Lane Bryant too 4 my retail experience. Everyone is telling me that I'm making bank, but really it sucks cuz I'm working 7 days a week mostly 8 hours a day and no day-offs!!! my feet hurt by the end of the day...... the cool thing is that i still get free movies and 40% off clothing!!! yay....i think.....I barely go to the movies, the last movie I saw was the Grudge 2, and that was before I started @ Lane Bryant.

My baby sis Emily is so big!!! She's 9 months and she looks like 1 year old!!! I've been spending time with her whenever I get the chance....My nickname for her is Emilcheese....everytime I call her that, she smiles and giggles...I love her!!!

Randomness...I miss colorguard!! I miss the performing, and the practices!! Hell...I miss gary!!! I would join an independent guard, but I barely have the money, I need money to buy my flag and weapons, to pay for travel fees, to pay for guard fees, instructors and the uniform......

oh well.......until next time!

SCHOOL'S ALMOST OVER!!!!!

COLLEGE IS EXACTLY OVER IN ONE WEEK!!!!! OMG I'm so excited but yet nervous!!! well college isn't exactly over for me, I'm planning to go back to school after the summer. I need a break!  Gosh, 2 years have gone by so fast!!!!  I still believe I'm done!!!!! woo-hoo!!!

Graduation isn't until June 17th...It's not for sure though......

well that's it for now!!

take care!!

MARYJ

gosh, christmas is almost here!!! another year almost gone!

Almost done with FIDM, I'll be officially be done in March 2006.

Finally saw LC of Laguna Beach @ my school, what a snob!! and All the other snobs wanted 2 be on camera w/her!! she's filming for her new show called "the hills". she's actually pretty in person, but she wears too much make up. let's see if they film the graduation ceremony...hehehe j/k

at work, I finally got bumped up to box Office, so I'm downstairs now. woo-hoo! it's fun, but you deal with so many rude people!! oh well!

what else can I say? i guess i've been through a lot this year, but i'm happy because God let me live another year. I promise I'll give all my props soon.

take care always!

love always,

MaryJ

"i think im falling for him all over again, but i know i cant [slash] never will have him" -ryna richelle

nice quote ate Jen.......it's so true!!!!! argh...I said I was over it but I guess I'm still hooked!!!! 

I hate guys!!!!!!!!!

why do you make me feel good? I understand we have so much in common, and we get along so well, but I feel like you're not attracted to me.........

I like you so much and I want to tell you but I feel like you want to stay away from me because I broke your heart by speaking the truth of a "new couple".

When it comes 2 guys, why do I have all the bad luck??? Every guy I've told I liked them, I've been rejected because they have become gay, they're not interested because I one thing in my way( my stomach) or in my case now, they're into someone else. I really want to tell him, but I feel like I'm going to be rejected by him since I'm so used to the " I like you 2, but not in that way."  I FUCKING HATE THAT!! Why do guys always say that??

If we have so much in common, why do they go for someone they cant have instead of going for someone who actually cares for them and is right there in front of them?

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! this sux...................