Track Practice

So today was the first almost-full track practice we've had so far this season.  All of the basketball people were there.  Here's how it went:  I had to sprint to get the stupid indoor blocks because the sprinters needed them...why they can't sprint to go get ehm, I'm not totally sure.  They were at least stretched out and faster than me.  Then when practice really got started, my boyfriend was running around the cafeteria doing a T-Rex impression--arms curled, squealing/screaming, and chasing whatever poor thing was in his path.  After the first couple of 1000's, Adam was licking his nipple--raisng his shirt and everything--or at least trying to.  Hannah and Caitie were singing Misery Business, and Nikki was saying something about how it was too high for her.  Kristin was saying she was going to stand int he middle of the hallway and stop all of the track runners by sing "Stop in the Name of Love."  I was trying do vocab worksheets.  Then I got the Chicken Dance stuck in my head.  And this whole time Chase was coming up to me between every run and hugging me or kissing me or bothering me or some other random thing he thought of over his run.

So yeah...it was excitingand interesting.

So that's the highlight of my day...great, right???

Talk to you later.

Kels

Today had to be the lonliest day I've had for a while.  I'm not sure is was that good for me either.  Cuz youknow how some people say, oh the lonliness does me good sometimes?  I'm not really like that.  I hate being alone.  I hate not having anyone to talk to or look forward to seeing.  I hate feeling helpless.  I just hated my day in general.

Chase wasn't at school today.  I guess he's sick, so he told me last night that he wouldn't be there.  And then I was upset, because I knew Mondays are the worst.  I wanted him to be there so bad, I became the biggest snob alive to get it.  And even now, I still am not quite sure what made me become so selfish in that moment.  I'm kind of hoping that it wasa mood swing and it won't happen for a while.  Or maybe even never again.

You see, ever since I have been stressed over stupid little things like a job and homework and scholarships and college (=D), I am extremely moody.  So y'all need to comment Chase and give him cyber high-fives for me.  Because he has definitely handled a lot of nasty situations with me very well.  For example, last night on the phone.  I blew up for the dumbest reason...and he didn't break up with me.  I would have broken up with me in an instant.

Well, I am going to go.

Oh yeah...I might be running long distance in track.  I'm trainign for one week then deciding.  Coach has begged me and really wants me to run for him because he lost his best runner.  He just doesn't know that at one time I had a 6:30 mile.  I'm sure it's about 8 minutes by now.  Which sucks.

So yeah.  Bye.

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Job Searching Sucks

So today I was job searching.  I used up two and a half hours of my time and a quarter of a tank of gas.  I got two applications.  And was told to fill two others out on the internet.  Which I did.  I am now awaiting responses from four places.  The fifth told me that they were pursuing other people abnd wished me luck in my career search.  Which means, "We don't like you, so go away and don't apply again."

So yeah.  I am slightly disappointed and wish that I had a job already so that I wouldn't have to worry about stuff like gas money and earning money to go on a ission trip.  For example, Emma pays for all of her gas, and she has extra to buy cute purses and clothes and food.  She does really well, and she hasa n awesome job at the llibrary.  Why couldn't I apply for a job like that, where it's close to school and easy and quiet and pays relatively well?  Nope, I wanted to dive for a coach who I'm sure hates me.

Anyway, I'm witing on Chase to call me.  He was at a wrestling tourney Friday and saturday, and then spent the night at his best friend's house last night.  So I haven't really had a chance to talk to him at all since school Friday.  Ad that doesn't even count because I can't talk to him about the things I want to there.  Things like job searching and family problems and Daddy's back.  And my shoulder and everything else going wrong in my life.

Apparently my uncle Rusty put a screwdriver through his hand tonight.  He was prying something in the garage, and it slipped and went through his hand.  Now he won't let his wife take him to the hospital for some reason.  Hopefully it all turns out okay and he won't be hurt too seriously.  Or it won't get infected and get worse.  So I'm praying that he lets Cathy take him to the hospital.

Well, I'm going to go now.  I'm bored and I think I want to look up some random quotes online.

See ya. 

Kelsie Jo

Bookstore again...

I am at the bookstore today, so I have all kinds of time to write on this right now.  Already today, I have applied for a job, called a woman about a mission trip which I'm not quite sure I can go to now, and I've rearreanged shelves.  So now I'm writing on this. 

Surprisingly, my Valentine's Day was good this year.  I made a scrapbook that will be continued (hopefully!) for Chase, with all kinds of pictures of Chase and me and goofy pictures of me.  I printed out his story from Xanga, and used it as a background, then found out the story that I wrote out about us and put it in there too.  I wanted to put a CD in it, but I don't have the internet to download the songs I want to put on it.  And I didn't know how that would flow in the theme.

Chase got me a stuffed animal, a dog that had a heart that said "Be Mine" in its mouth and a card that played a song and a necklace that his mom wanted to get rid of.  My favorite thing, though, was a movie that he made on MovieMaker that had a bunch of pictures and a song on it and little messages on it.  It was so nice, I must have said aaww a million times...

I'm thinking about bringing my Zune here next Saturday and downloading songs then.  I have this 14-day membership thing, and I thought, I'll activate it then and dowload a bunch of songs then and put them on a disc and use them for the scrapbook.  Hopefully my plan works, and I can make the theme work.  I'll just cross my fingers.

Well, that's about all of the excitement in my life right now.  Except track starting soon and I'll be busy then.  And there's a talent show next Wednesday that I have to go to for pep band.  And I think that really is it.

Oh yeah--Chase's older brother is wrestling at state today!  I'm supposed to be gettin phone calls, but Chase hasn't called yet, so I have no idea how he's done since he won last night.  I'm just praying that he doesn't get hurt too badly or hurt someone else too badly.  He's ranked third, so hopefully he gets at least that.  First or second would be flippin' awesome for him, since he's senior and all, but hey...it's all up to God.

Well, I'll write y'all later.

Kelsie Jo

Sunday, Sunday...BAH-DAH, BAH-DAH-DAH...

That was actually supposed to be Monday, but who cares.   Today is Sunday.  lol

So I am very tired and very hyper at the same time.  We just got back from my aunt's house not too long ago, and it was the first time I had hung out with her since New Year's.  So we talked a little while I helped her on he St. Clare thing that she was doing for the Paper and told her about school and all of the details about the annoying drama that I somehow get pulled into every time. 

Then we all watched Freaky Friday (which I'll admit, I've seen five times now...) and ate pizza for supper.  And when I started to get a little sick to my stomach from the pizza, I realized that I'm getting fat.  That's why I feel so sick and disgusting all the time.  So I might talk to my parents and to the track coach about joining in randomly with track conditioning, jus to stay in shape.  A twenty-minute run, here and there and some lifting will do me some good.  Because now that diving is over, I haven't done a thing, and I'm eating a lot of junk food because nothing else is really available at home.  We have chips, Cheez-its, some tea, cereal, lunchmeat, toaster strudels, and a bunch of other stuff that can't be good for you when you eat it all the time.  And this morning, I had McDonald's for breakfast.  How healthy am I?

So yeah...I'm definitely going to be working out somehow.  I refuse to weigh more than 130.  At five foot, there is absolutely no reason to.  And if I weigh more than Chase, ever, I'm going to obese and depressed and I can't do that.  Chase is at least 160...if I ever get that fat again, I will have to commit suicide or maybe have lipo or gastric bypass.  I refuse to weigh more than my boyfriend.  Not that he's fat, but he should weigh more than I do because he's a foot taller and much more muscular.

Shery told me tonight that I kind of look like Angelina Jolie.  heh heh.  That would be the third person now.  I guess since I'm getting older now, and more mature with my look, maybe I resemble her, but I don't look like her.  My smile isn't big and I'm not thin like her.  My eyes aren't that bright and I don't have that beautiful dark hair anymore.  But I do like to think that I'm pretty like she is...maybe.  Kind of.  The point is, I don't look like her, but I feel better about myself knowing that someone thinks I'm pretty enough to resemble her.

Well, I'm going to go.  I discovered earlier that I'm now owned and should really see how much I'm worth.

Kelsie Jo