Lifes a wrinkly shirt that never seems to straighten out.

Holy crap...I haven't written on here for like a month...and I know why, because I haven't had freakin time. Being a senior in highschool is crazy, it's like nothing I've ever known. I just realized that the rest of the school looks up to you to be an example and be a representative of your school...and now I realize that I've messed up soooo much these past 15 days of school....and I can't get out of it, I don't want to get out of it. I got problems that I don't even have the energy to freakin solve, and I don't have the patience to deal with any of this B.S. Here's my list of Problems:

#1-Whatever happens I've always tried to be a nice guy about things, especially with my freinds...but when my friends don't hold up on their word it gets a little hard to be nice...so now I'm a dick.

#2-God and I aren't in the best shape right now, I'm not too sure if I'm supposed to be a youth pastor anymore because of how I want to live my life.

#3-I have girl problems that are so complicated that it would take forever to explain.

#4-I want to start partying again and I can't handle it anymore.

#5-I can't solve other people's problems anymore, its becoming too much and too many people can't even think for themself anymore. I qwit.

I'm not listing these so someone will throw me a pity party, I'm just letting everyone know why I'm  such a dick right now and why I don't have any patience or any more strength left to keep up the fight so yeah. ttyl

Josh.

"gimme a break"

Um....yeah, I don't know what to write here so I think I'll just write about my week. Oh this week sucks, it seems to be going by so slow....it's only Thursday and I don't want to work right now because I don't think my body  can handle anymore coffee....I think I'm addicted...and For some reason I reallly want a ciggarette....but I would never start up again. I quit 9 months ago when I quit doing everything else in life....lol. But yeah I don't know what the frick is wrong with me, maybe it's the coffee....did you know that there are over 599 ingredients to a ciggarette....that would be 600 but it sounds bettter when you say "over" but yeah, there is coffee extract in ciggarettes and thats why alot of coffee addicts also smoke.lol. Stupid fact of the day uh? OH well I gotta work and pray that I don't smoke when Tim offers me one like he does every day.lol. DOn't worry I wont take it.

Dan-" Did you just sneeze twice at once, it sounded like "Ah-choo-choo"