So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
Now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain
But I turn them off and tuck them away
'till these rainy days that make them stay
And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And I dont think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we cant go back we're on our own
Oh,
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself
So were speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks that you're not here
And i think I'll want to be alone
So please understand if I dont answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until I can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all I know
Ohh..
But I'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself
-Azure Ray

Jay.

i still love you

missingyouingly yours- Hannah

But You're

Leaving Me

Fast as

Lightning.

so, Linds is off at college :[
im pretty much ready for my school year to start as well
despite the previous bloggage...:/

im just ready to go head first into all of it.

and im ready to driiiiivee foooll

oh. and i love jessica huff.

<3

degrassingly yours- Hannah

Keep Looking

till You

Find It.

we all make mistakes.

but we can all be forgiven, but it starts with forgiving ourselves.

 You can't give, till you let go, and you can't let go, until you deal.

lot's of things have been going on in my mind lately, and im just having to sit back and let it all happen. It's become easier recently, i've got great friends to back me up. but one thing i haven't talked about that's really been weighing heavy on me.

School:

im doing lots of things this year academically, as well as extra-curricullarly, im very nervous, im sure im capable, i just don't always get the affirmation im looking for perhaps. I'm very nervous, i want to just get this year over with, im ready to move on with my life, i guess that's just what we're all looking for.

to move on.

tumble weedingly yours- Hannah

Currently Listening Eat, Sleep, Repeat By Copeland see related

but at night

we're all different

creatures.

i love jay.
endofstory.
he's my first love and im ok with that.

i've made mistakes
but i've got the best freinds
in the universe to back me up.

im trying hard to make every day count
things don't seem to make sense lately
im just tired of feelling this way.

i need a knight in shining armor
before i fall apart.

poetingly yours-Hannah Hollywood

we're the best.

Currently Listening The Only Thing I Ever Wanted By Psapp cosy in the rocket see related

So...

It Kinda

Sucks...

that nobody reads xanga anymore, cept like two people. oh well...anywho, things are ok i guess, same as usual..just, more boring, there's never anything to do

i just don't have alot to say right now.

<3

complacentingly yours-hannah hollywood