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banquet is over and it went GREAT! i think everyone really enjoyed it. so that was such a huge relief. it was such a joy to get to hang out with my pledge class. its crazy how you spend every second for 6 weeks with these girls then BAM its over... its sad really. but it was so great to be all together this weekend. i don't know if people should be allowed to have that much fun!
guys... i am so torn about this summer. like- i applied for this "uncharted waters" internship (basically i would be doing cheer/bible camps for kids in oklahoma) which sounds like SOOOOOOO much fun! but then i called my mom to tell her some more details about it all and se was so discouraging and kind of dissing the whole idea... makes me wonder what God has planned... makes me real nervous since i don't know what i'm doing. i'll go crazy if i'm home. its so hard to be home after you've been gone a year. like... its just awkward- you guys probably know the feeling. its like i have friends there, but things are just so different because we are not around eachother as much as we were in high school. i don't know ya'll- i'm just very worried about the whole situation. your prayers would be greatly appreciated.
i've learned that i have a problem with running away from my problems. like instead of talking to the person i just flat out avoid them. i hate confrontation.... i can't take it. there has been one specific issue that i have been avoiding because it is just so awkward and i don't know how to approach it and i don't know what to say, because i don't want to hurt their feelings..... its just so hard. i want to be honest, but i'm afraid if i am i will just be hurtful- ya know? and i don't want to do that..... blah....
let's end on a good happy note!!! :) :) :)
i have become so thankful for lindsay hayes the past couple of weeks. this girl is AMAZING! she is going to be my roommate next year, and i am so excited! she is such a joy to be around, and when we are together we just laugh and laugh and laugh and...... you get the idea! she was definitely an answered prayer!!
so thats all people!
-lindsay b |
| | Posted 4/24/2006 10:20 PM - 1 comments
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