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Friday, May 05, 2006
 
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i don't know if i've ever felt so selfish in my entire life....

i don't understand God's timing and i don't understand the way he plans things.... i want to so badly. i want to know what the rest of my life looks like: who i'm with, what i'm doing, where i am. i want to know.
i came back to my room last night in a terrible mood. the night was so weird- and i was so broken. i'm so tired of letting satan win over my thoughts. i get so caught up in his distractions of life. i talked to monica about it a lot. she is so wise, and the girl has no idea.
my first year of college has been incredible and i wouldn't trade it for the world- it has just kind of revealed things that aren't revealed in high school. like- it seems like everyone is looking for the person they are supposed to end up with. guys- i'm not gonna lie- i've been so caught up in that lately. especially because some of the girls i am around are getting married or getting engaged... and like i panic because i'm not dating anyone.....
why can't i trust that God has a plan that far surpasses anything that i could ever imagine? i'm so selfish and so terribly impatient- but i guess that is typical human nature, eh? we want to know now. i was talking to daniel last night and he said "I just wish God would give me the initials".... and as silly as that sounds.... i'm in the same boat. that would make my life a lot less complicated. but alas this will not happen- therefore i will continue to rely on God.
it's just so hard sometime not to just plan out your entire life, but that is not the way God intended us to live.... it would be such a small faith to live like that....
grrrr this is hard people...

summer is approaching, and i don't think it could com fast enough.....

blah finals!!!!!!
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Amen?  So yeah, as I've been at good ol' HPU I've noticed a trend of hook-ups.  Freshmen come in and they hook up with everyone, then as Sophomores and Juniors they kind of lay low, telling people that they aren't dating anyone and they are "enjoying being single," then when that Senior year heads around they all of a sudden start looking for someone again!  It's crazy.  It's college senioritis.  I tell you all this to say, it gets easier and the pressure to "hook-up" or date becomes less.  So, take heart you'll get there.  I've found if I just choose not to date, it makes things easier.  Then I don't have so much pressure.  I am only commenting b/c I've been there, am there, probably will be there in the future and I get somewhat encouraged to hear I'm not the only one.
Posted 5/5/2006 11:44 AM by durrtycurtZX - reply

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Lindsay I know exactly how you feel! There is such pressure here to have a ring by spring! Just remember that most of these people that are getting engaged didn't even start dating till they were sophomores or juniors! I felt that last semester when Scott and I were not together...you just feel like everyone around you are hooking up. Look at Katie Ellwood...God has used her more than so many people here at HPU, and she is single. She is one of many that have relied on the Lord to get past the relationship pressure. Is it easy? No. But I know that you are an amazing, talented woman who is passionately in love with the Lord. He will take care of you, I promise. In the meantime, have fun w/ the sisters...they are great bf replacements!!!!
Posted 5/6/2006 2:05 AM by catige_3104 - reply

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Haha....yeah its true...it seems that everyone in college is searching for that someone... but really...when you least expect it God will show you who he wants you to be with. I know exactly what you mean about people getting married and engaged, bc before i got engaged I was like....ahh i have to join the crowd and NOW...but really..dont give into that pressure. God will show you. You have time! Just seek the Lord and I know you will because you are an incredible woman! I adore you!
Posted 5/6/2006 12:36 PM by HomeSliceKell - reply

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I'm ready for some good times next year.  It's my last year and it's going to have to be pretty amazing, and I think being a part of the 2 greatest organizations is going to make it a pretty amazing year.  I'm ready for Delta Chi Rho the question is are ya'll ready for me?  All I gotta say is that we better stay in contact this summer.  See ya later Brimmer.
Posted 5/9/2006 6:01 PM by rboard17 - reply

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