| Hayden...commented me... I thought he was dead... craig and i are struggling and fighting terribly. i miss you, hayden, so much... come back to me. merry christmas to me.. i love you. ---- IN JOURNAL i was in the hospital earlier today. i haven't been taking my medications but i will now. craig hurt me very badly. i couldn't stop crying. i died earlier tonight in the hospital, but they used those paddle thingies to shock me and make my heart beating. I bet if I was with Hayden... this would have never happened. craig and i are okay but i dont think we'll last much longer... i care for him, but... hayden. hayden and i were never officially over... i don't know what to do. its strange. Yes I still love him and i know he loves me. The way we look at each other... everything. I love him so much... & craig. I told Hayden that Daniel is his son. I wonder how he'll react... |
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| No commentsWhy isn't anyone commenting me? Come on.... |
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| Fighting.Craig and I got into this argument last night. He thought I was calling him a bad father. I would never say something like that about him. He is my one and only. I love him. What did upset me is that he told me he would leave. How could he say something like that? Right then and there when he shouted that at me, I broke down in tears. Craig... he's my true love. I know people call me a slut cause I've been with other guys, but I'm not. Craig is the one. I am serious this time. People are probably wondering where Hayden is. To tell the truth, I honestly don't know. Just.. Don't remind me of him okay? I'm focused on Craig. But, yes. We're fine now. I'm happy to be hanging out with my old friends once again. Sapphire |
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| ooc- THE OLD HARRY IS BACK http://www.xanga.com/Hp_HarryxxPotter_Hr is this RP coming back alive or what? I hope it is. I miss it dearly. ~Renee |
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| I've found out that I am pregnant with a baby girl. It's Craig's =] |
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