| i hate my attitude, i hate my own passivity, i hate my own sin, i hate my hearts longings. i hate the christian kid fassad that so easily gets put up when my heart isn't where it should be. God, do a work in my heart. |
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| mk, so i totally forgot about my xanga site. i totally skipped the summer... but i guess it doesnt matter. it was an amazing summer. now we're in september and school has started. i love it. its SO much work, but i really am happy at OBU. im so glad thats where i ended up. :) yay. |
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| School is almost done!! oh so happy. away we go to college.... |
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| Wow- for a little while there, life was at a critical frenzied point. i've had a chance to slow down slightly for the last two weeks. kinda nice. things are gonna pick back up in about a week and a half probably... so i'm enjoying it while i can. man, things can get so crazy and can fill up your life so much that you ''forget'' about God. my quiet times in the past few months have been totally speratic. i mean, i've had them fairly consistently, but what i've gotten out of them has been speratic. some days i totally just read my minimum of one chapter and ran through it so fast that as soon as i was done, i remembered nothing. i just wanted to check off my little mental box that said, "yes, hannah is being a good Christian little girl and reading her bible every day." Whats so horrible is that i need the most bible study in the frenzied, dark, depressing, hurried times to keep my focus on God. it's a terrible cycle if you let yourself fall into it. by God's grace, i'm outta that now. things are going a lot better. anyway... thats my random tanget for today. and now i have done my xanga post for the next two months... haha! |
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| Well, the funniest thing happened the other day... my car died. in the middle of the road... God was good though at it started again so i could get it out of the middle of the road... but then it died in my neighborhood. so, hannah walked a mile and a half back to her house because she left her cell phone. the added hysteria came from the fact that it was sunday, so i had high heels on, so i walked barefoot in 28degree weather with dripping wet hair. it was probably the funniest thing that has happened to me in a long time. but, i suppose it fits everything else thats been happening over the last few months- so why not, eh? haha! GOd was so good that He let my car start again to get it out of the middle of the road though- that was pretty much amazing. so yeah. thats my story for today. :) |
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