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Name: Brian
Gender: Male
Interests: Bands: Fear Before The March Of Flames, Everytime I Die, Bowels Of Juddha, Mae, Straylight Run, Dashboard Confessional, Evanescence, Gackt, Dir En Grey, L'arc, Senses Fail, Lit, Goo Goo Dolls, The Used, Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, Death Cab For Cutie
Expertise: Screwing up
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  bfizzlenaptizzle
AIM:  xxunrulyxtearsxx
MSN: buubaboo@msn.com
Yahoo:  youknowyewwantit
Member Since:
9/5/2004
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Meat Drugs Sex Alchohol
No, I'm not striaghtedge, I just want to be clean.
AND.
COME SEE:
Once Upon A Mattress:
Where: Brownsburg Rec. Center
When: the 22nd-24th and the 29-31st
Time: Fridays and Saturdays- 8 p.m./Sundays- 2:30 p.m.
Cost: 10$ For Adults, 8$ for Children and Seniors
To Reserve Tickets Call: (317) 252-9626,
be sure to tell them Brian Benson is the person you're buying them from | | |
| Wtf.
//Aww how cute
It’s just weird how things happen in my life. Here I am, a bisexual teen in a small town, and my life’s a load of fun. I’m in the band, and I’m practicing everyday, so my love life really can’t flourish outside of band. Little did I know, my love life would take a BIG jump, one I never thought would happen
We were coming back from a football game 3 hours away from home (talk about long bus rides….). The bus I was on wasn’t going back to the school, so me and my friend John had to switch buses, which was a big hassle, because we had to help load the trailer. But, we found a bus, but almost everyone had to share a seat, because it was packed a little. I ended up sitting next to John. (I’ve known him since I was in middle school (we’re seniors in high school now), and he and I have been very close, basically like brothers. He knew that I was bi, and had no problem with it at all. To him, it was just another characteristic as to who I was.) After loading the trailer, we got back on the bus, and took the 3-hour ride back to the bandroom. He had some music that I was really into, so we shared headphones, and listened to it for quite some time. I actually fell asleep, and was still listening to music. Now, for some time, I’ve kinda caught a crush for John, and I was doing pretty well at hiding, but what HE did next surprised me:
He held my hand.
I honestly thought I was in a dream, so I didn’t really move. But, when I looked down, sure enough, he was holding my hand, and he was looking at me, but it was dark, and he couldn’t see me looking at him. He kinda had that glazed look in his eyes, like it was something he always wanted to happen. Well, he held my hand until we got back to the school, and once everyone started waking up, he let go. We didn’t mention it, but we did talk about stuff, especially the game, once we got back. We unloaded the trailer, and talked a bit more until our parents were ready to leave.
2 Weeks Later:
I was at home, finishing up my project when I got a phone call from John. There was this movie that he had heard was out, and really wanted to go see it, but not alone. I immediately told him I would, but to give me an hour to hop in the shower, grab some clothes (I was only in flannel pajamas and a tank top) and I would meet him at the movie theater. Sure enough, an hour later, he was waiting for me in front of the local theater. We bought our tickets, got some food from the concession stand, and got our seats in the very back of the theater (the theater was empty, just about. It was an early show, and most people sat farther ahead than we did.) We settled in, and I held the popcorn in the middle of us, just in case he wanted some. We finished the popcorn about halfway into the movie, and we just settled in to watch. Once again, as my hand was on the arm rest, he reached out for it. I saw it this time, and he knew I saw it, but still never let go. During the last scene, I looked over at him, and he looked at me, with a loving look in his eyes. Magnets work wonders, because I was suddenly drawn to him, and we passionately made out in the back of the movie theater. He told me that he had had a crush on me for the longest time, and just couldn’t tell me until he knew that I liked him back. I guess you could say that those words that we said between one another were the start of a wonderful relationship.
It reminded me of my band fags. It isn't well written, but I didn't write it. So whatev. | | |
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So.. New layout, like it?
Anyhow.
Went to the show with chelsea and brit and fran but fran and brit wanted to go home so me and chels took them. After that the show was just AWESOME. The bands weren't all that bad either. Except these dumb fucks were moshing so no one could really dance or throwdown. That was pretty lame. It's only because everyone wanted to see the bands so there wasn't enough room so they tried to move people back, which pissed them off. Thus the mosh. These two girls were two stepping on breakdowns.. It was horrible. Hahah. Chelsea pushed them out of the way and they turned around and tried to like hardcore punch her or some shit. It was hilarious. Then me and chels left and went to tacobell. It was fun. but that shit made me sick. Yuck.
Alright Bye.
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Me and Chelsea are bloods.
EDIT//
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
-I committed suicide:
-I said I liked you:
-I kissed you:
-I lived next door to you:
-I started smoking:
-I stole something:
-I was hospitalized:
-I ran away from home:
-I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
-Personality:
-Eyes:
-Face:
-Hair:
-Clothes:
-Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12]---------(do you see the cycle ^...guess the next question...you dont have to answer..i wouldn't....but you do what you want)
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? | | |
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Update..... but...
I have nothing to say... so I'll update later maybe with something interesting.
Picture of me at best buy, when I bought 3 DVDS for 30 bucks.
 I hate it.
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