Ok this is probably going to start drama, but here goes aginst my better judgement to stay out of this. I just cant fucking take it anymore! Some of us moved here to be close with people we consider to be good friends and we wanted to have the best summer ever. That is quickly going down the drain. I have been very un-happy since moving here and I'm doing what it takes to change that I just expected this to be different here and if I wanted to be consumed in drama I would have stayed in omaha. So here it is I want no part of this stupid shit anymore. I dont want to talk about it even. I'm just sorry people who are soposed to be friends cannot respect thier soposed friends feelings! That's what it truly boils down to were all just looking out for our selves and not thinking of other people, not just any people ethier were not strangers were friends. People are throwing thier friendships away over boys and if you feel like that is what is most important to you fine I think your making a bigger mistake by killing a friendship for something that propably wont last 3 months tops. I have come to the point where I have remained quiet about my feelings because I have been afraid of who I might hurt in the process. Right now I think everyone needs a serious wake up call and I hope that you can look inside your self and see what your doing wrong. If not I'm more than happy to tell you how I feel about it....then again when have I not been. Things need to change before they fall apart and there already on that path of destruction. No one wants to be a group devided. Although its begining to feel that way. People may feel that I am apart of this problem with certian feelings I have towards certian people. Well its not that I dont want these people around its that I need space to deal with certian issues I have.( I have gone to these people and said so, so not to create confusion yeah that right thats me being mature about something) I did this in order not to loose vauable friends. I hope they understand that and realize that its for the best. I also feel like certian people have alienated themselves from the group now saying that they feel outcasted. In actuallity I belive they outcasted them selves. So we all feel like were on the outside looking in. Why dont we all just go inside togther it was much better when we were on the inside making fun of all the people looking in, and we all know I love to mock and make fun of the less fortunate. So here is your chance party at Tsk! Saturday 10:30- ? oh yeah thats a ?  were going to party all night who knows when well being going to bed probably when the people who live at Tsk are tierd. We could dare I say even go running! This is for us pulling our shit together and proving that we can put everything aside and still be friends and still have fun! First one to start drama is out the door cause the new rule at Tsk is if you can't be drama free you can't party!

P.S. I met a boy!

Thats Haute! Khay~