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Hayley_Jane
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Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 5/30/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Music! singing music, writing music, listening to music... FM Static, Norma Jean, The Mint, Relient K, Jeremy Camp, Superchic[k], the benjamin gate, strokes, starting line, further seems forever, dashboard, juliana theory, mxpx, simple plan, something corperate, yellow card, gc, nfg, audio a, TFK, matchbook romance, blink, switchfoot, everman, pillar, july for kings, blindside, chaevelle, less than jake, pom... so many!
Photography, painting, drawing, art in general... youth group and sharing my faith
Expertise: ...i'm not an expert on anything i dont think... just know a lot of stuff about a lot of things!
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/20/2003
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| sometimes...change is good...
new xanga: then_i_saw_you | | |
| ...i hate thinking about you all day every day!
I know, I should tell you how I feel
I wish, everyone would disappear
Every time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say ... i've got a crush on you!
happy birthday CHANTY! :) | | |
| isnt it amazing how great water is? i know this sounds rediculous... but think about it, you use water to wash your whole body everynight. it can be a huge aphrodisiac if you keep the water hot enough, or on the right pressure, however it can be painful and harmful if its too cool or on too high a pressure. You brush your teeth and wash your face with water everynight/morning. You can turn the temperature too hot and burn your tounge/face, or you can have it at the perfect temperature and just be totally relaxed. You can drink water, cold or warm, and give refreshment to your body, you can float in vast ammounts of water, play in it...gosh i could go on forever... ever thought about it like that? | | |
| i spent all weekend with kazzle in the city... we hung out in her flat and went all over the city shopping, drinking coffee, and meeting up with friends... how very sex and the city of us... minus the sex....
not too inspirational right now... hopefully soon!
"it's strange how things change... but not me wanting you so desperately!" | | |
| truth: It's not always easy for me to belive in myself, but i have to remember i'm always gonna to be a better me than ANYONE else, and God doesnt make mistakes!
For the past few weeks i've really had a huge image problem. I keep thinking i'm too fat, and too unattractive, that no one could ever look at me and think i'm beautiful. It was real bad, i was not eating as much, i was waking up disgusted with myself every morning, and thought about how disgusting i looked ALL day.
I dont know why this has been happening to me, maybe becuase i have been in SUCH a good place spirtually, that Satan is throwing things at me left and right to try and make me not feel as happy with God/myself, and to give me a negative attitude towards life and myself.
But after lots of prayer and coming to my senses i realized... God thinks i'm more beautiful than anything, and he always will! No matter what the world thinks of me, He will always love me and accept me for who i am, big or small, attractive or unattractive! I also realized that the Devil wants me to be down on myself so i cant give the glory to God everyday...that's not what God want, or what I want! So just know that every day you feel down on yourself God made you the way you are for a reason, you are fearfully and WONDERFULLY made by the same God who Created the whole SPECTACULAR universe! He will always love you and accept you for WHO YOU ARE! | | |
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