Well lets see, its been like forever since i last wrote in here!!!

Summer has been great, work...boyfriend......work, and boyfriend. Now that im not a cheerleader it seems my summer time is more open. I miss it like hell but there is an up side to it like having time for my boyfriend and making money. Well i guess this entry is going to be about cheerleading. I went to regionals and for some reason i was just hopping they didnt make it to state cause then i wouldnt be missing out. But it turns out they did good and they are going to state. I was a little sad but now i get to go cheer Tina, Amanda, and Angela at state. Well i guess this is enough sobby stuff for me.

Wow, only one word can tell what this week has been like...Sadness!!

It hit me hard all of a sudden. She helped make me the person i am today. She always put people before herself just like me. It will be hard to over come and come to understand my grandma is not coming back. When i was little she would seat there and listen to me sing and dance infront of her to Titantic and Spice Girls. She would never get old of it. Its hard losing someone that meant the world to you. Now whos going to be the peace maker of our family?

Ruth Elsie Beach

March 24, 1927-Febuary 17, 2006

God look around his garden

And he found an empty place

He then looked down upon this earth,

And saw your tired face.

He put his arms around you

And lifted you to rest.

God's garden must be beautiful.

He always takes the best.

He knew that you were suffering,

He knew you were in pain.

He knew that you would never

Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough

And the hills were hard to climb.

So he closed your weary eyelids,

And whispered "Peace be thine."

It broke our hearts to lose you

But you didn't go alone,

For part of us went with you

The day God called you home.

I've come to the conclusion that there is no one out there like you. No one as crazy. No one as hard. But at the same time, there is no one who is loving and caring and would do anything for his girl. I've also come to the conclusion that there is no other girl that is crazier than me. Who is stubborn and won't let anyone get in her way. But at the same time, she's a good listener and cares about him and his past, and most importantly, cares where he's gonna go. There's no one else like her. She's obviously perfect for him. <3

Morgan is just to perfect for me....been waiting for this forever!!

i`m the kind of girl
who`s constantly making mistakes
& having them shoved in my face

oh yes, the past can hurt, but the way i see it,
you can either run from it, or learn from it.
--The Lion King.

i don`t care about your past, All i wanna know is if there`s
a place for me in your future.
* Sweet Home Alabama

i am the author of my life.
unfortunatly, i am writing in pen
&& i can`t erase my mistakes.

Can't you tell im having a shitty day....why can't i just got a week without fucking up?

so it its deffently weird....For warrning you i might mis spell alot because im really drunk. But omg this guy Morgan treats me like a princess. He is is very thing i ever wished and dreamed for. He is the best and for some reason in know he wont lie to me. it is the weirdest shit...haha..so it is 10:30 at night  at im the happest girl alive.

Drunk Fucked Up Heather