Heart_Broken_Cold's Xanga

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 01:58:54 GMT

hey guys, sorry i havent been on in forever :( marry belated christmas and happy new year! i went to k-town today to get my hair down, i have it short layerd, its not done yet tho, either monday afterschool or on saterday im gonna go back and get it colored, i havent really desided colors yet, but the base is gonna be black, and then i might just have turqoise and light purple highlight things i don no hard to explain if you wanna see the kinda hairstyles im talking about go to http://www.hairkiller.de/frisuren.html and they have a whole bunch of picks with hair styles pretty damn awsome, lol. oh and im quiting my job, bye bye burger king lol. i seriously need to catch up on my school work plus theres so much i have to do. well anyways speaking of leaving i better get ready to go to work, i open at 6am today big bummer huh? lol well bye guys love ya all ::hugs~n~kisses::

Friday, December 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 09:12:23 GMT

hey guys whats up? im back in the hospital. this time i gotta stay alot longer. i had sergery again, this one was on my face it was on my right jaw. hurts like hell. but ya. i dont know when ill be home really. maybe monday or tuesday. i got here on the 29th nov. dont remember when that was lol. but ya hmm imma go put this on my other site to since only a few know about this one. bye guys love ya, and no worries im ok :)

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 19:24:33 GMT

hey guys. um for you who celebrate holloween um happy hollows end, or well happy holloween. im not celebrating anymore. i found out that back in old days on this very day mothers would sacrifice their children, thats to much for me, and im not about to celebrate something where poor children had to die because of some stupid thingy. so well ya anyways heh im completly happy, maybe not with school, but i have all i need :) especially when i go to cali heh have someone waiting for me so ya :P im thinking about making a while new site i don no i hate my name on here lol. i need to take more pics and stuff. oh ya sorry its been like 2 weeks since i updated guess i never find something to talk about lol. plus my mom reads this hehe I LOVE YOU MOMMA! :P oh josh are you happy? lol i actually wrote something. i did it for you tho so you should feel special. today was horrible at school, so much bad shit happened. something really bad happened to one of my friends, im not gonna say it cuz ya, i just hope she knows that im here for her, and then there where 2 fights after school. was fuckin crazy but ya thats wiesbaden for ya. la la la la so bored and im waiting for josh to wake his ass up, so until he does imma keep writing i guess, lol makes time go back faster, plus like its my site anyways i can write anything random and if someone dont like it click on another link and goodbye :P. omg the nudge worked! hes awake lol or he's back if he wasnt sleeping so ya lol imma go :P bye guys ::huggles:: till the next time i write....lol

Friday, October 21, 2005

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 11:20:58 GMT

wow havent updated in a long time :P sorry, heh been busy :( school sucks and works..um...ok i guess. things have been crazy, ive been out alot (of school) do i think i have a lil more then 4 weeks of schoolworks/ projects to catch up on, plus i have to work so im kinda trying to juggle that out, hopefully in the end it all works out, heh and then josh my next distraction ::winks:: i love you hun. when ever he sends me a picture, i might post it up if he lets me hehe. well imma go i guess, have a health project due next week :( bye guys ::huggles:: and bye josh i love you baby ::kisses:: :P

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 12:11:48 GMT

yay im so happy...things are finally coming out great.....josh ::smiles....my job hehe, i talked to my doctor and she said i can work but i cant pick up heavy stuff :P hehe yay im so happy, oh josh baby if your reading this i sent you your 5 letters lol, had to pick up some stamps :P i have no clue how long it takes but oh well youll get them tho ^^ hehe ya. i love you ^^. well ya anyways besides all that school sucks, with my sergery and all i missed alot of days of school, really hard for me to catch up, but as soon as i did things will seem perfect :) hehe i feel like a puzzle, im almost all togeather :) ok yas hehe guess thats what love does huh? imma go have tests to study for. <---never thaught i would actually say that lol. bye guys ::huggles::

Friday, September 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 20:03:25 GMT

hey guys whats up? nmh i guess. haha i met this guy, im not gonna tell you how or anything, but i really think hes the one. and some people might think its to soon, but ive never been happier. i dont even think of any other guy anymore, the only person i think about is him. hes so unlike other guys. heh. ::shrugs:: im gonna make him come see me summer 07 lol. or i could go to him :) hmm it would be fun lol. well imma go, bye guys ::huggles::

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 18:09:52 GMT

hey whats up guys? today was wasteful i guess if thats even a word lol ::shrugs:: i baught three cd's today lol, then um went to get my bandege changed, went to school turns out we had some feild day or somthing lol. we didnt have to go to seminar. i hung out for a bit with nancy and missy. then i got bored so i left and talked to one of my ponz guard buddys lol hmm rotc is tommarrow we have to wear our uniforms lol grr i dont really wanna wear it tomarrow but oh well. we get to march so im happy hehe ok well i gotta do some hw so ill talk to you all later bye guys ^^ ::huggles::

Friday, September 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 10:53:31 GMT

aaah i feel so much better haha. yesterday when i was getting the wholes in my scedual fixed, she let me pick some classes mwhahaha. so now i have my rotc b-flight ^^ then i have a buisness class and my health class ::dances around:: imma go get my uniform dry cleaned today i guess. cisco imma fix ur site up when i getback h ome today. love you. hmm imma go have to go to the doctors....and...dry cleaners i think hmm don no. well bye guys ::huggles::

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 20:10:40 GMT

haha hey my group. (my close friends) go to see my baby http://www.xanga.com/despotism his sites a little um weird but um hes fixing it LOL. cisco told you i would haha love you so much babes

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 13:20:46 GMT

hey guys ::hugs everyone:: school sucks lol my whole scedual messed up :( along with others but ya. i didnt get rotc :( which pisses me off i gotta get rid of a class for that and take health some other time. hmm and my 1st period and 4th persiod are blanks. lol i have to stay in the auditorium untill they call me to get it fixed and i need to talk to sgt foot again about why flight im gonna be in. most likly B-flight but thats fine with me as long as im in a class. i cant join drill team either cuzza the surgery i had :( find it bs. that i can go to school but i cant participate in after school stuff like sports and working :( ::sighs:: i miss working. well anyways g2g ttyl bye guys ::huggles::