Shadows aren't beautiful...but they are in control
Fallen Faerie
Sad Anorexic
Life hurts, and you know it. You're depressed and
maybe suicidal sometimes. Your depression and
wistfullness are probably linked to
self-hatred. For you, physical suffering like
hunger pangs and headaches represents the
emotional pain you're in. You wish you were
healthy, but by now it doesn't seem possible.


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Name: Forsaken
Birthday: 6/30/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: I want to be perfect in my eyes.
Expertise: Making a fool of myself.
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs


Message: message me
AIM: ldyAmaltheaAlium


Member Since: 10/23/2005

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

wHeN yOu fEeL lIkE gIvInG uP rEmEmBeR wHy yOu hElD oN sO lOnG iN tHe fIrSt pLaCe

Fallen Faeriehi... miserable today. binged, starting over after hubbys bday...

daily goals:

It all comes down to the numbers:
ugw: 119 (or a size 2, depends on my muscles)
gw4: 130
gw3: 140
gw2: 150
gw1: 160 (6 days left)
cw:  176.6 (17.6 lbs left!)(no idea actual cw)
bmi: 26
height: 5'7
age: 21
day 0

intake:
like a plant, surely the body can be trained to exist on nothing, to take it's nourishment from the air.

desired intake:
a moment on the lips, forever on the hips

exercise:
1 hour walk
20 min belly dancing
1 hour ddr

resisted foods:
nothing tastes as good as thin feels


Thursday, March 16, 2006

Hope you guys draw your strength from my fast faerie!!!

Fallen Faerie
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking 
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along



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