Shadows aren't beautiful...but they are in control
Fallen Faerie
Sad Anorexic
Life hurts, and you know it. You're depressed and
maybe suicidal sometimes. Your depression and
wistfullness are probably linked to
self-hatred. For you, physical suffering like
hunger pangs and headaches represents the
emotional pain you're in. You wish you were
healthy, but by now it doesn't seem possible.


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Original: 3/18/2006 7:39 AM
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
 

wHeN yOu fEeL lIkE gIvInG uP rEmEmBeR wHy yOu hElD oN sO lOnG iN tHe fIrSt pLaCe

Fallen Faeriehi... miserable today. binged, starting over after hubbys bday...

daily goals:

It all comes down to the numbers:
ugw: 119 (or a size 2, depends on my muscles)
gw4: 130
gw3: 140
gw2: 150
gw1: 160 (6 days left)
cw:  176.6 (17.6 lbs left!)(no idea actual cw)
bmi: 26
height: 5'7
age: 21
day 0

intake:
like a plant, surely the body can be trained to exist on nothing, to take it's nourishment from the air.

desired intake:
a moment on the lips, forever on the hips

exercise:
1 hour walk
20 min belly dancing
1 hour ddr

resisted foods:
nothing tastes as good as thin feels

 Posted 3/18/2006 7:39 AM - 33 comments

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can u explain the gw, ugw and cw..what do they mean?

and explain why your on this campaign? is it for yourself...?

Posted 3/18/2006 8:18 AM by Gucci_Man - reply

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Hey there.  On day 5.  Got dry mouth.  Did you change the song on here?

Bones***

Posted 3/18/2006 9:49 AM by beautys_in_the_bones - reply

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OOOH! belly dancing? Sounds fun! Stay strong, don't be down!

luv, }j{

Posted 3/18/2006 9:49 AM by dancin_art_ana - reply

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stay strong! thanks for the comment..good luck!

<3

(hey im 5'7" too haha)

Posted 3/18/2006 2:28 PM by HiPBONES_C0llARBONES - reply

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do u go to a gym?

youd benefit obviously if you do...along with your diet....

plus you get all the health benefits of being a lot fitter....

take care hun

Posted 3/18/2006 6:44 PM by Gucci_Man - reply

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thanks for the comment.  good work out!  yeah it sucks to binge.  you seem to be doing really well though.  take care &stay strong <3
Posted 3/19/2006 2:13 AM by ineedyourloving - reply

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it looks like you re doing great...just ignore this little binge

:)

Posted 3/19/2006 4:38 AM by mia_renaldo - reply

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Stay strong! Good luck with your exercise/eating plans! =]
Posted 3/19/2006 6:14 AM by ShowMeThose_Bones - reply

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glad my site could help spred the word if you you have any questions just ask 'em and i'll answer.

Posted 3/19/2006 5:44 PM by love_me4me_zen - reply

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hey gurl..where u been?i haven't seen u on aim lately...miss u.stay strong
Posted 3/19/2006 11:42 PM by AngelEyesCodeBlue7 - reply

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GOOD LUCK!!!!
Posted 3/20/2006 7:58 AM by newday_sameshit - reply

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I know how you feel about bingeing ... it just brings me down so much and makes me feel so bad about myself. Good luck with reaching your goals, I'm sure that you can do it! Stay strong, and thanx for the comment!
Posted 3/20/2006 11:24 AM by red_skies71 - reply

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You bellydance?  It's so much fun.  It's this big family thing for me so I do occassionally.  Btw, i like your quotes .. I've heard them before, but they're inspiring.  Stay Strong <3

Posted 3/20/2006 12:58 PM by Little_Miss_Lima Xanga True Member - reply

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hope your ok! stay strong i know you can do ti!
love
laura
Posted 3/20/2006 7:58 PM by lauraxlaurent - reply

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do you take a belly dancing class?  It sounds like so much fun!  Great job on exercise!
Posted 3/21/2006 4:07 AM by Dukeswmr - reply

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Hey thanks for the concern. I seem to lack devotion lately. It's spring now though & I'll be able to get out and do things. I'm back in action. Do keep commenting. <3

- Love.
Posted 3/21/2006 11:09 AM by coffeewaterair_x - reply

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hey well hun i just want this to all end.but anyways my other site got shut down which is gay i dont even know why.well anyways i like your song.i might not give up on this stuff.but anyways it just made me really pissed off.well hun comment me back

-

Posted 3/21/2006 4:18 PM by hmm____youcarewhy - reply

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hey hun
you're doing amazing
stay strong <3
Posted 3/22/2006 6:17 AM by xIxHatexMyselfx - reply

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im at a total and utter loss. let me know when you restart i want to join you.
Posted 3/22/2006 6:59 PM by startsomewhere - reply

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hey sweets!  Missin ya!  Hope you are well!
Posted 3/23/2006 4:10 AM by Dukeswmr - reply

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closing down for a few days leave a comment in my guest book . erm be discreate..
Posted 3/23/2006 12:10 PM by startsomewhere - reply

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Good luck with the new plan ... I hope that everything works out well for you hun! Take care, and btw ... terrific new song!
Posted 3/26/2006 10:13 AM by red_skies71 - reply

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you have lost sooo much weight i am so jealous! best of luck

xoxo

Posted 3/28/2006 10:36 PM by vlada_lover - reply

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Hey girl just wanted to let you know I"m back! <3
Posted 4/1/2006 8:59 PM by XxX_Beautifully_Ana_XxX - reply

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where the hades are you?
Posted 4/4/2006 10:25 PM by startsomewhere - reply

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