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Name: Pat
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 7/16/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: I like to animate cartoons using Macromedia Flash MX, and I also like to mess aruod wiht my computers, finding differrent ways to upgrade them and stuff. Playing video games is another interest, but the biggest one is hanging out with my friends.<( '.' )> (>'.')>
Expertise: Programming computers and fixing them.
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Redfield Alpha 3
Yahoo:  Heartlesscheeze@sbcglobal.net
Member Since:
11/7/2004
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| Wow...its been forever since i updated...umm. well a lot of shit has happened. just a lot of random shit. i havent really had a great summer but oh well. look! i filled out a personal quiz! uh...dont know how to get it to work...
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| aaaagh! i cant take it anymore! what the fuck! why am i always getting bitched at to no end!! why am i always the asshole! why cant i ever deserve to hang out wiht my friends! today SUCKED! and its only the beginning! swimming at 6 30, 7 45 summer school till 12;15! than i get to come home and fucking clean and work! what the fuck! tomarrow is gonna be fuckign worse! i get to go to swimming and sumer school, as SOON as i get back, i get to do the regular cleaning, i get to do even MORE shoveling, i get to sweep and mop the deck, cut the grass, weed whack, make sure every plant box is fucking spotless, trim the bushes and on top of it all, clean my damn room. OH! and did i forget to mention i cant hang out wiht anyone tomarrow??? yeah, . i cant have any over or hang out wiht anyone all day tomarrow and she wil probably extend it till the end of the week and maybe next. yeah, shes human and she has feelings too, DOESNT MEAN IM A FUCKING ROBOT!!!! FUCK THIS!! .... | | |
| wow, what a wonderful day....not...well, my day started with getting up for swimming, i got up on time and was ready 15 minteus before it started so i was happy with myself, i figured "today is gonna be a good day"...well, swim practice was fine. just really long. we did distance which means we just did really really long sets. one set took almost an hour. anyways, weights got cancelled and i just went home. i told my mom they got cancelled but i figured she didnt believe me. so i get home, i make some breakfast and stuff, relax for a bit than my mom tells me to water her flowers. so io went outside for like 5 minutes, i thoroughly got everythign and came back in. than i started getting yelled at. i was supposed to be out there for 20 minutes watering the flowers in that heat. she started telling me taht i was a dissappointment and i am such an asshole because i never help my dad with his work ...even though i do....i was tired of listening to what she had to say and i just walked out of the house to re-do her stupid flowers . she went to work and ikinda broke the hose. while i was putting it down it moved and slammed on the pavement and cracked....i told my dad about it when he called and he told me to leave it by the bushes. After a while, i cleaned up some more and than my mom called and told me that i could leave if everythign was clean. i guess i got to her when i walked out and couldnt hear the rest of what she had to say (most likley all insults on how much of a bad son i am..) but after taht i called marvin but he didnt answer so i kinda laid around my house for a while being bored as hell. than i called marvin back and he said that he was doing somethign for tonys mom and would come over after. so after a while he came over. it was him and tony. he said that they were looking for someone else to help, like ricahrd, or someone strong like that, i was wondering why no one called me, than i hear that i was in the weak catagory.... ..thats always nice to hear...especially to hear that i am scrauny....but whatever, i just let it go and moved on to other things. me marvin and my sister went to pick up natalie because angie and her wanted to go to the mall and marvin was giving them a ride. thx to marvin for that...i appreciate it especially since they didnt give him gas money...>.<....well, after that, we went over to marvins house because chris wanted to take us for a ride in his dads car. it was kinda boring...played interstate highway bingo....that was ok...anyway, after taht we hung out at marvins house for a little bit and than decided to play pool. i called my mom to let her kow where we were going....big mistake...she found otu the hose broke and started to blame me, saying how i cant do anything right.......i was kinda hurt by it, i dont know why, because i hear it all the time from her...abut anyway, we went to go play pool and i was kinda out of it....i didnt really feel likeplaying, i just felt like sreaming and someone or just getting my anger out somehow...I'm tired of being insulted by her...she told me that tomarrow im spending my day doing work....i swear to god, if its not everyday, its every other day that im locked up in here doing chores because i do SOMETHING wrong...i guess shes right that i CANT do anything right...i cant even play pool...god i suck.....not to mention i felt relaly bad all day that i was out because i am a horrible friend....i know for sure i made ariel feel bad... or as she said in her xanga, i added to her bad scenario....god, when am i gonna be able to do something right? i cant even keep my friends happy......i still have a wonderful summer to look forward to....ha, yeah right...if my years been this bad, i cannot WAIT to see what happens on my birthday....its gonna be fucked up somehow, i know it...i still have summerschool to look forward too, i stil have swimming to look forward too, and of course, i know more of my friends are gonna get mad at me throughout the summer....its inevitable...w/e...im gonna go find something to do, most likely think about my stupid shit.... | | |
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