I guess I need to keep up with everyone! so much drama..but hey the way i see it..what would we all talk about if nothing annoyed the hell out of us?..lol I think this place sux..along with others i feel very alone. I mean i have friends very few ..but they do exist..I miss having a best friend..someone just to chill with and talk to about everything. And its not any better when i go home..no one is there either! All my friends are gone, I dont talk to any of them! And that makes me so sad..u have no idea!

There are people here that i would love to get to know.I just dont know how to go about doing it! And I dont mean to get involved but this is just my opinion- yeah ppl dont like to hear u talk about yourself..but they def. still want to get to know you. Thats all im saying..its not my business..lol

It just seems that everyone has another friend that they seem closer too..and then heather is out here in the open..by herself..as usual! And i dont get it b/c i think im a fun person..sure im shy at first but once u get to know me, i can be a great friend!

So thats all i want to say..i feel alone too..and im waiting for a good friend to come along and want my friendship back as well..it just might take longer then i want it to! Im gonna go buh bye

the weekends over! and it sux!..lol my weekend was alright. I didnt do anything friday which was so great. i just stayed at home with my mom and dad! it was fun! I went shopping with mom so i could get present for brian for our 1 month and vday! Yeah I'm making him a little something special- i hope he likes it! Saturday was fun- We went bowling and then to night moves. it was good- i got drunk and when i was walking out i slipped on some ice and fell on my ass and hit my head- it was hilarious! But it hurt! And sunday. today was me and brians one month. it went fast- but im happy that im with him- i think i just went thru one of my moments of "i hate everyone"..lol Hes a great b/f and seriously i couldnt ask for better-and i dont know why im scared of that! So next weekend we are gonna celebrate our one month and valentines day. i hope he likes what i got him. i put alot of thought into it! Ehh he'll love it-i know! And its crap that the patriots won-i only watched the first half-  but its crap! I have been sick for a week now- i dont know whats wrong- feels like the flu-i feel better then get sick again-its booty! Now if i get a job i will have all of my shit together..im glad im doing better in school! The C on my American Government was awesome..lol Thanx Shane for studying with me.lol Well there i wrote in my xanga now im done! Buh Bye!

1. Are you single?
nope..finally..its only been 1   1/2yrs!

2. How long?


3. Are you/have you been married? Engaged?
no!

4. How many times have you said "I love you"?
many- to just one person tho

5. How long does it take to say "I love you"?
ehh..whenever i feel i love that person

29. Ever use a dating service?
i tried online stuff..but i never had any matches..lol what does that tell u about me?..lol

30. Would you go out with the last person who posted this?
umm i love caitlin and all but sorry..boys are too cute!