Hey! I am updating this just for Jayma and Simone. Jayma keeps yelling at me. So whats new in my life? Well for starters my moms in the hospital. She is really sick! The doctors don't know whats wrong with her. All I want to do is cry. Could you blame me? If you were as close to your mom as I am to mine you would understand. I almost lost my mom to years ago from her getting lead poisoning. They got it just in time. So I was really scared, but she is doing a little better, but they still don't know whats wrong with her. Thats the scary thing.

Well besides all that I am failing English so I need to retake that class next term if I can. This is the first class that I am actually failing. I have never failed a class before. I don't know why I am struggling with this class. It's just different. Maybe its my teacher, he is knew this year. I mean how do you fail english, but pass a foreign language? Just don't get it. It doesn't make since.

Well after all that, I have guard. That is doing well. I'm glad that I am still in guard. It's one of the things that is keeping me going even though I have missed alot of practices lately. I just have been sick so much. Its horrible and it makes me mad that I get sick easily, but right now I am doing good except for the fact that I have been really tired lately as well. Now I need to knock on wood for saying that. I better not get sick and if I do then everyone who reads this should smack me for jinxing myself. Lol.

Lol-- Laugh out loud. Now thats a funny combination, but thats exactly what I need to do, Is laugh. I just want to cry. I have cried so much that you think that I would be out of tears by now, but I am not. I kinda wish I could be so I can't cry anymore. That would be nice for at least a little while. Well I got to go now and if you see me try and make me laugh because I could use it. 

i dont have a title except i am screwing up my friendship with this guy that i like alot

So I haven't been on for awhile, but I have good excuses for why. I am just to busy. I'm never home and if I am I'm either on the phone, eating or sleeping. So there for there is never any time to get on the internet. Thats why Simone ended up updating for me. I think I work to much. I am always working. Well I did get a new boyfriend like Simone said. He's a great guy. We hang out alot. He has to leave soon, though. He has to go back to school. He is a senior this year. He goes to Culver though, but he lives near our high school. Wierd, not really. Depends how you think about it. Anyways band csmp starts Monday, 8-4. Everyone ready whos in band or guard? I am not so sure about me being ready. I'll be there though. Today I bought school supplys. I am color coorinated with them. Its awesome. Simone is coming back tomorrow. I think I am now just starting to miss her. LOL! She has been in california all week. I wonder how much she enjoyed it. She is supposed to bring me back something. I wonder if she did. She probably forgot, but thats okay, I dont think she had a whole bunch of money to spend. Well I think thats enough for today. I am getting tired and I still have to work tonight. Thats in 2 hours, from 5 to 11. I am going to be so tired. Have fun everyone. Peace out.

This is SiMOnE im updating heather

HeAtHeR hAs A nEw BoYfRiEnD hIs NaMeD bRyCe... He works at Steak n' Shake... And he is smart... He has BLONDE hair and BLUE eyes... Heather told me this cause she is my BeSt FrIeNd... Heather is going to the movies with Me, Ashley and Bryce... Heather is in summer school and she hates it... She is going to Church tonite with me... HeAtHeR says hi... Im on the Phone with her right now... she hates going on the computer... HeHe  Oh Well... So hmm not much to say but give her comments lots of them...