so i guess its finally time for me to actually write something instead of just posting pictures of myself all over the internet. i think ppl r starting to freak out by how much im in love with myself... and im kinda freakin out too... i seriously waste wayyy too much time on myself, and that's y i've decided to make a change today. so i did it.. i got rid of my myspace account.. i've been thinking about it for the longest time, but just never did it. sometimes i feel like myspace is just a SHORTCUT for ppl to socialize, coz honestly, me and my closest friends don't need to "myspace" each other, we actually talk and hang out and be REAL friends... lately i've calmed down a lil bit from drinking and partying, i mean comparing to a few months back, i was bascially out about 5 times a week. yea i've said things like im gonna quit drinking, but we all know its just not gonna happen.. but for some reason, i just don't feel like going out anymore... like tonight, i actually stayed home BY MYSELF. it would be very nice if i have a BF at times like this... omg did i just say that? haha... something u'd probably never hear from me. oh.. a BF eh? i kinda mis saying things like, my bf did this and that, omg he's such a dork... or... oh i can't go coz my bf wants me to do this ... ok to be continued, gotta sleep now... (oh btw i lost my phone last nite, sorry for not picking up n stuff, but i got it back now) | 
