You guys can still comment me. And I will comment you back on here. But I am not going to blog on this anymore. TTYL. Bye!!!!!!!!

~*! Hi-D !*~

GREAT! I get home from a long week of working, and what happens?!?!!!!? I HAVE TO WORK SOME MORE!!!!!!!! Give me a break, I am only 13.

      OMG! Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real that when you wake up you are in shock, trembling, cant speak, crying, and cant move? And even when you realize that it was only a bad dream, you are still in shock and crying? Well that just happened to me. My parents always go on roadtrips, even if their destination is only about 2-3 hours away, I still call them roadtrips. Well...

     I dreamed that they went on a roadtrip for vacation, just the two of them. They promised to call every day while they were gone. A few days passed and we hadn't heard from them. My mom always  keeps her promises. After repeatedly calling both of their cells, we heard on the news that a couple had been driving on an offramp, heading toward the highway. When they got to the highway, everything was fine, that was until a drunk driver ran head-on into them, killing both of them and totalling their white mini-van. The victums names were Julie Ann P., and Jeffrey Charles P. 
     I was scared! I was balling, and I just didn't know what to do. I knew that the only way I was going to be able to keep the computers, TVs, phones, my cell phone, but most importantly, how was I going to pay for college? And how was I going to pay all of the bills? All of my siblings lived on their own, and the rest of my family was dead. I knew my sibling didn't want me to live with them, or at least I didn't want to live with them. So I came to the conclusion that I was just going to have to mature into an adult, an dtake over the business my mother and step-father left me. The business made a lot of money, but that was when they were running it. Would the business still go well, even with me working it? I would have to hope and pray. 
     Then.. I went into my mom's old room just to take a look around at what was not with me anymore. As I stepped into the doorway, my mother was standing there, writing down a will, and looking at her room, and at me. I started balling when I saw her sitting there. She said, "Stay strong, Heidi. I am leaving the business with you, along with some co-workers to help. I have made it so that no matter what, they can never get too powerful to take over the business and leave you stranded. I am splitting my fine china and Carnival Glass with you and your sister. The house is yours, along with the sunfire, and the BMW. I have set aside enough money for you to go to the finest college in the U.S. and I want to spend the money I am leaving you wisely. I am paying off my mother's, Chad's, Liza's, Brad's, and my sister's bills off, including their cars, houses, and whatever else. But I left you the most because you are the youngest, and still have to make it in this world, and you are still young. So I have hired you a special accountant, along with a team of people that will hepl run your money so that they can't rob you."
     Then she said, "I love you, Heidi. Please stay in touch. And heaven is great! Jesus is more than what I expected Him to be! And I just know that you will love it. I love you, and don't get depressed, I am always here for you. I would love to chat, but the angels are saying that my time has come, Good-Bye."

     Then I woke up, and I thought that that dream was real, and when I realized it wasn't, I was releaved. And it made me just want to go see if my parents were in their bedrooms sleeping. They were. And now I am finished typing this.

OKAY EVERYONE! MY MOM SAYS I AM ON MY COMPUTER TOO MUCH. I WILL CHECK BOTH OF MY SITES AND EMAILS AND STUFF LIKE THAT EVERYOTHER DAY (at the most). BUT I WANT EVERYONE TO CALL ME! CALL MY CELL OR MY HOME PHONE!!!! IF YOU CANT GET AHOLD OF ME ON MY HOME PHONE, CALL MY CELL!!!!!!! THANK YOU EVERYONE, BYE!!!!

AND WHEN I GET BACK, I EXPECT A LOT OF COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!! (at least 300!)

Leave lots of comments for the ones who work hard, never rest, never get to just sit down, and never get any sleep!!!!! And I expect more than 7 comments! Otherwise I am shutting my site down! I expect at least 150 that dont all say the same thing either!

Hey everyone!!! I know I haven't updated in a LONG time! But trust me, I know people who don't update for like... YEARS! lol. Well I just wanna say that I am going to miss seeing all of your faces every day at school! I will miss all the good times we have spent together, and all the bad, all the sad, and all the mad. So keep in touch this summer, or else I will be heart-broken, once again!

Well there goes the jerk that helped create me breaking my heart again. All I want is to have a father to be there, to give me hugs & kisses, to be shoulder to cry on, to play catch with, I just need a father. I know that God is a father, to the fatherless, but lately that hasn't changed my mind. I guess I get a bit too personal on here sometimes, but I have to express how I fell somehow. How else am I supposed to let my feelings out without exploding into tears? Well if you could, just please pray for me, THANKS, BYE!!!!!!!!!

p.s. I want at least 50 comments before I update again!