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Thursday, March 30, 2006

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 02:52:41 GMT

well well well

it has been an interesting few weeks. spring break is over and only about 30 more days of school left!! woohoo...but then i have surgery, and then summer school starts!! hip hip hooray for being dumb!! i just want to say i really do love my friends life can be CRAZY but i have some of the best girlfriends in the whole wide world...and a guy friend that no one could beat. boy do i love sunsets!! ;) well...ok this was about the last thing i thought of that i could do...now i really have to do homework!! its wednesday night that means friday is almost here!! yeah for weekends!!

kissy kissy....at least someone likes to give me kisses!!! (or just flat out lick me...gina bina...) hehe

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 17:11:29 GMT

hey hey!!

so, its siblings weekend here at calvin and its crammed with little brothers and sisters! i got a pleasant wake up present from 3 little kids across the hall. to cute.

you know what? i love watching how older siblings act with there younger brothers and sisters...thats really important to me....

i went back to bed today after being woken up just to recieve a wake up call from a friend whos little brother is gonna borrow my shoes! it made me laugh, cause he's gonna look pretty cute in light blue nikes...but i guess its better than boots all the time!! tooooo cute.

well this week as a whole pretty much sucked...failed 3 tests and just didn't feel good but the weekend is definately making up for it!! i'm going home tonight so i'm excited cause its just me and brother bear...its gonna be awesome. hope everyone's having a great weekend!!

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 06:03:12 GMT

hahaha...ok....so i might just be crazy. seriously...stay away. anybody know what song this is from?

"just when you think you got me figured out the

seasons already changing..."

yea well it describes me. i totally threw one of my friends for a loop...just because i'm psycho and over analyze EVERYTHING...not one of my better qualities. i have been studying for 6 hours for a test...and i'm not at all ready. isn't that crazy??? ahhh. biology is so confusing. heres another GREAT song to listen too....

'isn't it funny how the roads just pass us by

isn't it crazy how we never get it right

time is wasted on money and money wasted on lust...

treat her like a lady and she'll never get enough

cause its you that i'm runninng to baby

and its you that i'm feeling for lately

its like a pain that never goes away and it always starts today

cause you are home to me, cause you are home to me

isn't it perfect how the memories feel the same

isn't it amazing how the song remains unchanged

time is wasted on money and money is wasted on lust

treat her like a lady and she'll never get enough

cause its you i'm running to baby its you that i'm feeling for

lately its like a pain that never goes away.

cause you are home to me, cause you are home to me

cause you are home to me, yea you are home to me...

did i ever tell you all that i love music!! seriously songs just hit you at the right times sometimes...and right now i have about a bazillion songs that seem to perfectly fit my life. i hope everyone's week is going amazing and super and i hope there having fun. my bro just got a pimp car and i'm really jealous...but he deserves it, he's awesome. i love you all!!

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 23:47:25 GMT

well...its been forever since i've updated...pretty much nothing has changed tho!! i love calvin!! its amazing!! God knows what hes doing. i hope. i have surgery for my other knee scheduled for may 23. its for the best. hmm and as far as guys go, i think damien rice says it best when he says its "delicate"

"We might kiss, when we are alone

when nobodies watching we might

take it home. We might make out, when nobodies there

its not that we're scared, its just that its delicate.

So why do you fill my sorrow with the words you've

borrowed from the only place you've known. And why do

you sing hallelujah, if it means nothing to you. Why do

you sing with me at all?? We might live like never before

when there's nothing to give, well how can we ask for

more. we might make love, in some sacred place the

look on your face is delicate. so why do you fill my

sorrows with the words you've borrowed from the only

place you've known, and why do you sing hallelujah if it

means nothing to you. why do you sing with me at all?"

Why does he sing with me at all?look he really does smile...

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 13:39:00 GMT

IM DONE!!!! HOORAY FOR ME!!! good luck to everyone else on there exams!!! quote of the day from my dear roomie, lindsey lue: "Procrastination is like masterbation; it feels good while you're doing it but afterwords you realize you just screwed yourself" every one have a wonderful cause i know i will!!! B/C IM DONE WITH GRAND VALLEY!! CALVIN HERE I COME!! HAHAHAHAHA

heres my lovely room...with lots of stuff already moved out: so clean..hehe

oh yeah and we had a ridiculously stupid dance...but here is me..ready to go!! :)

yikesi know...looking good :)

alright thats enough...everyone..smile and be happy!! k? BYE!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 16:12:05 GMT

well...i have pictures for ya'll ...they are mostly boring...hehe but they are from babysitting this girl..and all i have to say is...don't give up on anyone ok? i know i know random but trust me.

so silly :)

BEAUTIFUL EYES!!

awww hehe

I know we're cute............................ in a scary way!!:)

alright everyone have a wonderful day!! and keep smiling!!!:)

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 03:02:17 GMT

Well, here we sit on a monday night, with my dearest friends leanne, stephanie, lindsey.... and of course maggie!!! we are soo cool and we know it. so i just thought i would write and tell u all. so yep, this week is gonna be crazy just becuase it is..... and so is this weekend!!!! so yes, i hope that everyone is having a wonderful weekend... becuase i know that we will, and i just hope all the craziness stays in your pants!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 22:35:45 GMT

hey...just some new picutres for ya'llyikes...scaryawwwwwww we are too cute!!

what a night.... hehe...BOO!

hope everyone has a great halloween!!:)

Friday, October 28, 2005

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 05:37:14 GMT

HELLO!!!! well life is just CRAZY...but i love it. and i just want to say...i love all my friends..you know who you are!! you're all great and you keep me somewhat sane!!! i have so many decisions to make...and they're hard ones...not like what should i wear or anything like that oh no...they're hard ones. but it helps that i have lots of support!!! well i have some exciting news today i finally got my first 100% in "high school" ooops..i mean college!! yes i am excited...i think i love my spanish teacher...j/k but i could have actually given her a hug b/c she made my day!! my composition is proudly hanging in our room!!! i would also like to say i have an awesome roomie!! who is studying very hard right now for a music test!! she'll do good...shes smart like that!!! well lets see oh im going golfing saturday and i'm very excited!!!!! snap---and tomorrow i am going out for coffee and hopefully i'll figure out some things!!!! anywho..just thought i would update you on my life!!!! :) have a great weekend everyone!!!:) oh and leanne my stomach hurts...pizza rolls at 1...not a good idea :( ...yeah sorry maggie...i ate WAY after 10:30 on a WEEKDAY...oops there goes rule number 4 LOL oops hehe freshman 40 here i come!!!!!!:) luv you all!:)

Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 23:58:43 GMT

hey everyone!!!

SO this weekend was super fun again!!! one more reason why i live for the weekends!!! :) yeah so big things have been going on...and life is really kinda confusing!! but anyway... here are some pictures!!!!!

Me and my buddy, TroyTHE GIRLS!!!!!

MY ROOMIE!paybacks are soooooooooooo sweet!!! I LOVE YOU!! looking good!!!

HAVE A GREAT WEEK EVERYONE!!!!