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| 1096 days...but at least we had round about 4380 days together. I still miss you more than words can say. Still in loving memory of Muecke...
Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle
Everything I do is stitched with its color.
~W.S. Merwin, "Separation"
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| Friday 13thHey today is Friday 13th, and because this doesn't happen very often I thought it's worth posting. I just came home it is 1:26am and I will go to bed soon, since tomorrow is gonna be a long day.
Hope you all doing okay, have a great weekend!
verena
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| Let the games beginwohoo the european soccership started today and tomorrow it's Germany's first game against Poland. I really hope we will win. Normally I am really not into soccer but well it is more about the spirit and all that stuff, it is just a fantastic time! As soon as I have time to I will try to enjoy a match somewhere else on a big screen, I truly believe this is also a good chance to flirt a bit here and there.*laughs*
My week has been awesome so far, I made some decisions for myself that hurt but it in the end it is for the best.
Letting something end after quite some time is never easy, but I am just very happy that I'm not alone, so all is really okay.
Today I finally had some time again to watch the awesome Take That DVD and Katja also loves it now. *hehe*
The weather has been very humid the past days and if it wasn't humid it was raining, but sometimes also sunny. I believe in this summer, oh yeah I really do, so I guess this will be a nice one.
Thank you for all your comments, and also your opinion about the movie.
Does anyone of you know the Tudors or has anyone watched it? I started today and I must say it is quite interesting. Historically not really correct but who cares, it's good entertainment.
Next Saturday is the 'Japan Day' In Duesseldorf and I think it's gonna be a great day, plus I finally meet Anika again and Domi for the first time. And together with another friend of mine we can enjoy the hopefully nice fireworks.
Since it is already past midnight I think I will go to bed now, yeah I know it is Saturday but yesterday I came home around 2am, oh well I am not used to that anymore.
See ya
verena
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| Beautiful WorldBelieve me I am soooo happy, I am smiling like a honeycake horse, for real.
Yesterday I had another dentist appointment and I can tell you I was so scared, because I knew it was either better or I needed a small surgery right away. As I entered the room I already saw all the syringes and the set of instruments I really thought this was a bad dream.
After the first x-ray it was clear that the inflammation is finally gone, I still cannot believe this, I was so lucky, so they could fill the tooth permanently and it still seems to be okay. I have to wait some time until I can be sure that I got away w/o a surgery but it looks pretty good so far.
My family was gone all day yesterday so it was even more perfect and Raphaela visited me, we had a very good time, she even brought my favorite sweets, she is the best!
This week will be pretty normal, the daily routine, on Thursday it is Raphaela's birthday so I will visit her. Friday I will either see her, Katja or Lena and on Saturday I think I wanna go to the movies to see Sex and the City.
Has anyone seen it yet? I hope it is worth the money.
Anyway I have to get my stuff ready for tomorrow, so have a good start in this week and thanks for your comments.
Oh by the way yeah I knew that it was not really the wisest decision to take so many pain killers but believe me w/o them the pain would have been even worse, so all is okay so far, no side effects, but I guess I should wait donating blood at least for 1 or 2 weeks.
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| I'm aliveFor all of you who have wondered where I have been, I am back, still alive and kickin'. Now follows my 'lovely' dentist story and also the reason why I was away that long.
The past two weeks were kinda painful since I had an inflamed tooth which is keeping me away from so many stuff.
It all started two weeks ago, Raphaela was here, we had some ice-cream so nothing unusual. Then it started to hurt but I still thought it was because of the ice so I didn't think about it more, well Saturday came and as I woke up I realised the pain I hardly could brush my theeth so I had to find a dentist. He had to pull the nerve and that was it, it mean I wasn't able to eat really good it made me so sad since Anika celebrated also her b-day on that Saturday but there was no chance for me to go out for dinner. The Tuesday after this it was May 20th I had an appointment at my dentist, everything seemed to be okay so I got a temporary inlay and it was okay. Thursday 22nd was a public holiday and guess what it started to hurt again. I could hardly walk,you never believe this but even walking hurt. I was only lucky that it was a temporary inlay, puh. So far so good (or bad). And it was okay again until Saturday evening, the pain started suddenly and from that moment on it got worse almost every hour. The roots were inflamed again and this time there was no way for me to solve this problem. I didn't want to go again to any dentist since I was so damn scared they might pull my tooth. I took about 15 ibuprofen 400mg and half a bottle of vodka. I was so desperate, Sunday was the pure horror, never have I felt so much pain I can tell ya. After two nights without sleep and a day without food I was really at the edge of reason, believe me. It just wouldn't stop hurting. So Monday morning I went straight to my dentist and he cleaned the tooth and did the same on Tuesday. So here we are, the inflammation is getting better, finally and I still have my tooth. I lost 3 kilos so far well it wasn't planned but one good thing in all this.*laughs*
After two days at home I was even happy to go back to university on Wednesday. Yeah I never thought I would. 
On Saturday is my next appointment, but I know this is not the only one, aww too bad.
So otherwise nothing new here I have no clue where the time went. I got a really lovely card from Tina, it fitted 100% It was really good to see who really cares about you when you are ill. I'm never ill but you can be sure if it has something to do with my teeth it will make me ill and it will take very long.
Next month it's time for soccer again, I hope that some public viewing places are near to my town, because I think this will be really really cool.Next Wednesday is also one of my first final tests for this semester it's japanese, oh wow I have no clue how to pass it.
Anyway how are you?
verena
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