I should have told you AAAAGES ago that I had shifted locations.

I just wanted to sever all ties to Helium Pixie and everything she stood for.

I'm now known as "Pumpkinqueen" if you'd like to check me out there...

adeiu.

Quote O' the day: "Eagles may fly proud and free, but weasels never get sucked into jet engines"

My dog died yesterday.

She was only seven.

Her name was Tofino and she had david bowie eyes (one brown one blue)

Quote O' the day: "I laugh in the face of danger, then I hide 'till it goes away."

Ladies, Gentlemen, and those of you who aren't really sure, I am back. Finally. Actually I had forgotten all about Xanga and the people who hang off my every post (whoo! I'm REALLY deluded)

So today because you are all so lovely I will rejoin the ranks of the wildly interesting people at Xanga. I got me a counter to commemorate the occasion.

I just consumed cheese, which for me is like taking a nice big hit of pure heroin. I may as well just throw in some mint cause that fucks up the drugs I'm on and makes me go crazy.

Cloves are no longer legal in the Uk. I think I'm going to scream. I also just bought Ghormenghast (sp?) and hot damn! Steerpike is so sexy! (Do you think I bout it for the plot? Noooo!)

I'm bogged down with fun crap at the moment. A fiction essay, a PBEM, a fic for an onlie buddy, and my ongoing novel Chaos Fighters. Go to my profile and you can find the link to where I keep Chaos Fighters. In case you can't tell I love to write fiction. Mostly sci fi and fantasy with a healthy dose of fanfics.

Hmmm, what else is new? I've actually gone and met someone in RL who I knew over the net. He's 26, his name is Mark and he's very nice. I was very impressed becasue he wasn't some freakyass perv posing as a nice guy.

As for my ongoing crush on Clare I think I can safely say that I have my hormones under control. Kind of. I don't sit and mope about it anymore but I did have to mentally kick myself when she kept leaning forward in a really (and I mean REALLY) low top. *mmmmm*

Starving myself, sleeping at weird hours and keeping busy in my fantasy worlds has really helped keep me on the track to sanity. As long as I'm not in the real world and safe in one of my own design I'm happy adn comfortable. I think that's one of my main problems with depression, sometimes I just can't handle real life anymore and the shit that goes on.

It's not just like "oh I had a bad day I think I'll kill myself". It's everything from "I had a bad day" to "there are children starving and I can't help them" to "oh god a kitten just died on Animal Hospital". It's like all of a sudden I can feel the whole world's pain all at once. And god it hurts so much.

But on a more cheerful note I'm strung out on cheese and I'm feeling perky today. The sun is shining, I spent the day with Clare and I got some really nice complements from various people

This blog was brought to you by the sound "snirk" and the food "cheese"

Quote O' the day: "The probability that someone is watching you, is directly proportional to the stupidity of your actions."

Hidy ho there. I haven't had a good nights sleep in over a week and I have been listening to The Smiths constantly. So forgive me if I sound a little more insane than usual.

It was my Birthday on June 22. I'm older! YAY! I'm still short...damn. In two years I have not grown an inch. I'm a teenager damnit I'm supposed to be growing now!

I did another Haiku but I can't remember what it was...Why isn't it sunny out? I think it should be sunny considering it's June. I was contemplating putting my long wool coat on. THAT SHOULDN'T BE AN OPTION! *pant heave* Sorry. Rant over.

I like cheese...God I need sleep.

Here's a Haiku by my good friend Tree.

Do not eat the lead
It will burn you inside out
Plus it tastes like lead

And Yes I have permission to post it here so sod off...
*falls asleep drooling on her keyboard*

Quote O' the day: 'Holy flunking shnit!'

I was away. On holiday. Forgive me oh my readers for not being able to post. It was a school French Trip to Paris (YAY!) and I didn't have access to a computer. I'd tell you all about it but I doubt you'd find anything interesting as there'd be far too many inside jokes.

Instead I will put up the Haikus I did today in English while the teacher was babbling about cows (and no that is not a joke!)

Peanut Butter
Tounge against molars
Pasting to my roof, it's stuck
Damn, I need some milk.

Aloe Vera
Yellow king burns down
singeing holy flame. Holy
Crap the sunburn hurts

Stress
Thin, crimson dragon
up and down my spine, tatooed
Inked into my skin

And there you have it. I'll be posting on a more regular basis again. Have no fear!