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This is where i Write shit as it comes to my head

You know, right now i really dont know what it is that i am feeling. I have a lot of ambition to do things yet at the same time, i could care less about a majority of their outcomes. I dont have something that i am striving for. I havent found that ultimate goal for where i want life to take me. This is true for mostly all cases in my life. I show to work and bust my ass, but ultimately I could care less about how long im there. Its just not as fun as my last job. I dont know what i want to do major-wise, let alone career wise.

One of the big things affecting my currently is the lack of a real social life anymore. I mean i do have my core group of friends but branching out and even trying to rekindle passed friendships has proved unsuccessful. I love the friends i have right now and i wouldnt give em up for anything. But here comes the "but."

I do wish to find girl and date again. It has been months, and being the 5th wheel has kind of lost its shimmer. It could be that i am setting my standards to high. But it think the main problem is that I'm not taken seriously anymore. Its true I am a wierd guy but thats just me and how ive always been. All i really want is to find the girl that I can just relax around. She has got to be into trying new things with me, but ill tresure most the times that we could just lay in a room and just loose ourselves in music.

I do have a few girls that i am really into. Just want to see a sign from any of them that i may have a slim chance. Right now its all sort of cloudy. I guess until then ill just wait.

When you find yourself drifting away to this mix you begin to realize that you have a full grasp upon the tangent universe. You are now in the grasp of the three hours of bliss that Dj Irish has given birth to. 

Filled with joy and the feeling that you are not alone. Your problems are all but gone, millions of miles from you. Here in your room I get the same feeling. Are you tuned into the same wavelegths I am?

Let this song take you away.....to all the places you wished you could have visited. And in this moment, you too will be happy.

I am just a boy working in a record store
Yes I moved to San Francisco just to see what I could be
I am a loser geek, crazy with an evil streak
Yes I do believe there is a violent thing inside of me
She is just a girl, she is doing what she can
She dances topless
When she's not playing in her band
Such a pretty girl, happy in an ugly place
Watching all the pretty people do lots of ugly things
I think it's getting better for the two of us
Yes I think it's getting better almost everyday
I could give a damn for what those people say
All I want to do is lose myself in your room
All you want is just a slow fuck in the afternoon
I still see those scary guys when I am all alone at night
I kiss the ring you gave me then I swing with all my might
I think it's getting better for the two of us
I think it's getting easier for you and me to agree
That the white men in black suits
They are diminishing
Yes I think they are diminishing
Yes I think they diminish you and they diminish me
I think they are diminishing
You know sometimes I hear those people say
Yeah she takes a bus
Over to the north side of the city
She goes to work stripping for the rich white men
All the words they give her
Make her feel so soft and pretty
She wears them but they never seem to fit
Yes I think it's getting beter for the two of us
Yes I think it's getting better in the worst way
I refuse to be afraid of almost everyone
Afraid of all the things they do or the words that they say
Let's live the way we want to live and hope they go away
I really hope they go away
I really hope they find a nice place
I hope they find it somewhere
I hope they go away
I can still hear all those people say
                 "White Men in Black Suits"