Nikki,
i haven't know you for very long at all. but i know how i feel for you. in my eyes you are perfect. you understand me like no one else. and you actually took the time to get to know me. and that means so much to me, so many people are so judgemental about looks. but you have such an amazing heart and did what not many people do. after talking to you that first night, i realized what we have in common, not many people open up about things like that after just meeting someone. and i felt like with you.. i could open up and you wouldent judge me. im glad that you understand me, and that we can talk about things. you are such an amazing person. and you are beautiful.. inside and out. i wish that you could believe me when i say that, because i mean it with my heart. you are such a sweet, caring, beautiful person, and it hurts me to see you hurting. i wish you could be happy, truely happy. darling, you are so special to me, and i would give anything to be with you (or have you say that you are...and actually mean it) happy. because i think you deserve it. you are honeslty one of the most amazing people in the world and i wish you could believe that. you have come to mean so much to me, and i care about you alot. it freaks me out actually because we havent known eachother for very long at all. i want you to know what you mean to me. nikki, i love you with all my heart. i know that may be so hard for you to belive, because of how you feel about yourself. but i mean it with everything i have. you are fucking amazing, and im so happy that i met you. you are one of the people that i care about most.  i hope you know that i will always be here for you, no matter what life throws at you. and i hope remember that. and i swear, if you ever need anything, i will do whatever it is i can to help. i will always be here to listen, for you to vent to, anything. you have helped me more than you know.. with this whole eating issue, or whatever you want to call it. im so glad you can relate, and i can talk to you without the fear of being judged. nikki, you mean the world to me, and i would give anything for you to be happy. you are amazing. thank you for talking to me, caring for me, and just being there for me. it means alot to me to have you. i love you nikki, i really do. and i hope things never change between us. and never get messed up.
love always,
Kole