I HATE BOYS!!!
Current mood: crushed

OK so my life is pretty much in the shitter right now. It really sucks! I hate how boys just waltz into my life and fuck it up. I always fall for the..."I love you." Are you sure bout that? No i don't think you are...cuz if you DID...YOU WOULD MAKE THE GODDAMN EFFORT! You are just full of excuses and I just really don't wanna hear it anymore. You are NOT supior to me in anyway...nor am I to you... but I don't like getting USED! Like what the heck is up with you still having a girlfriend??? Or what is this bout lieing to me bout the real reason you can't come see me on Friday... YOU HAVE A FUCKIN DATE! That is pretty fucked up when you are calling me tell me how much you love me. I just don't understand. But I guess I'm just not worth it...what was I? Were you just trying to see if would go back to you? I'm am pretty upset...cuz YES I STILL LOVE YOU! DUH! And I'm not saying you have to spend money on me...I'm not that kinda girl and you know that! Why not just call me for a change...just to see what I was doing or you just wanted to talk to me. I'm even willing to find a way to go see you... I understand you have been hurt before and burned...but please don't take it out on me...let me in. That is what I'm here for. I thought we were friends...but it is never you I hear anything from...but I still call to make sure you are ok. Why do you keep pushing me away...but then when you are alone and you are a totally different person? This is how it is...I will give you to the end of the week to sort things out. I will go to see you if you can't come see me...my friends are already down to party where ever. This is so dumb cuz it ain't like we are lookin' for forever...but I know you are worth the try...we always have fun together...we could make a few more awesome memories...cuz i know no matter how hard you try not to be...you are one of the best guys I know and you are just a wonderful person inside. However, yes I can see where you need time...just don't play with my heart ok? That and I'm not just gonna sit round forever waiting on you...so make up your mind!!! Cuz mine already is... 

Artist/Band: Patty Loveless
Lyrics for Song: I'm That Kind Of Girl
Lyrics for Album: On Down The Line

There's a man in a Stetson hat, howlin' like an alley cat
Outside my window tonight
Sayin', "Baby, put on something hot, meet me in the parking lot
About a quarter to nine"

I get the feelin' that he's never read Romeo and Juliet
I'm gettin' tired of these one night stands
But if you wanna make a real romance

I'm that kind of girl, I'm that kind of girl
I ain't the woman in red, I ain't the girl next door
But if somewhere in the middle's what you're lookin' for
I'm that kind of girl, yes I'm that kind of girl

Let me tell you that I like my lovin' just as much as any woman
But I'm drawin' the line
A little sensitivity always seems to get to me every time
I'm a sucker for a love-sick fool
The kind that carries all your books in school
I'm getting tired of these one night stands
But if you're lookin' for a real romance

I'm that kind of girl, I'm that kind of girl
I ain't the woman in red, I ain't the girl next door
But if somewhere in the middle's what you're lookin' for
I'm that kind of girl, yes I'm that kind of girl

I'm that kind of girl, I'm that kind of girl
I ain't the woman in red, I ain't the girl next door
But if somewhere in the middle's what you're lookin' for
I'm that kind of girl, yes I'm that kind of girl

I'm that kind of girl, oh whoa
I'm that kind of girl, oh whoa

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Haha! My friend Rachel is the shit!!! Haha...you so have to check out her xanga!!! Her freestyling rocks! www.xanga.com/Raewrites

Ok well I gotta go clean my room and try to coax Coy to come over and chill today. I love you all!

It is schedule time! This is my schedule so far...there might be a few minor adjustments. Hopefully this will be my last semester at NMSU!

Mondays:

French 10:30-11:20
Math 115 12:30-1:20pm

Tuesdays:

ART (Ceramics) 1:10-3:50pm
Piano 4:00-4:50pm
Masterworks Choir 7-9pm

Wednesdays:

French 10:30-11:20
Math 115 12:30-1:20pm

Thursdays:

ART (Ceramics) 1:10-3:50pm
Piano 4:00-4:50pm

Fridays:

French 10:30-11:20
Math 115 12:30-1:20pm

Reel Big Fish Lyrics

Somebody Loved Me Lyrics