We're just afraid, period. Our fear is free floating. We're afraid this isn't the right relationship, or we're afraid it is. We're afraid they won't like us, or we're afraid they will. We're afraid of failure, or we're afraid of sucess. We're afraid of dying young, or growing old. We're more afraid of life than we are death. sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel. not because you don't trust them, & not because you think they will think you're weird, but because you can never really find the right words to make them understand. it makes you frustrated. people take things 100 different ways, & that's why it's so hard. but if what you're trying to say, is meant to be said.. it will find a way to be understood. if you need someone to cheer you up, if you need someone to talk to, i will be here. if you need someone to give you a hug when your down, or if you need a silly joke to make you laugh, or a big smile to light up your day, i'll be here. no matter what, i promise you that i will always be by your side, i will always be your friend, your lover, and you will always be my everything. if you ever think of me out of the blue just remember all of the kisses i have blown into the air are finally catching up to you. so i'll leave you with this; no pretty words & i wont beg you to stay - i'll stand my ground go ahead...walk away one day your gonna look back and think "...damn that girl really did love me..." did you ever notice that there is always that particular line in that certain song that always stands out in that certain way; & reminds you of that one person She's just an average teenage girl Who listens to her iPod too much. Her friends can be her angels, While her family can be her enemies. She laughs a lot, and smiles through it all Even though she fakes it She's still gonna take it when someone says they're in love, don't tell them they can't be. don't say they are too young, or it's too soon. love knows no age or length of time. love is a feeling in your heart that squeezes you tight and you never want to let go Its okay. Its okay to want someone you can’t have. It’s okay to keep friendships when you don’t want them, or want something more. It’s okay to cry when you're hurt, & its okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it’s always going to be okay. That’s just how it works. Sometimes, things don’t always work out the way you want them to, & a lot of times, it seems like they never will. But its okay, that’s how life’s suppose to go. It’s all about learning how to deal with the bumpy parts in the road & waiting till they're smooth again. It’s all about forgiving & forgetting. It’s all about waiting & wishing. That’s just how life is. it's not about being who everyone else wants you to be it's about being yourself & finding someone who loves every bit of it and in case you were wondering your like a sunset to me your all kinds of beautiful as you end my day Dance in your underwear; Run through the sprinklers; Act weird with your best friend; & just be crazy;;cause life is too short to be normal. Life would be so much more interesting if people randomly broke out into happy songs in the middle of a crowded street, just like Broadway. i want a boy.. who would shove ice cream in my face. who will wrestle with me. who shows me off to his friends and family. who treats me with respect. who will call me at four in the morning, to tell me he can't stop thinking about me who sings to me, even if he can't. who could break my heart but wouldn't dream of it. Live your life to it's fullest. Laugh at all the things that don't matter. Love with all that you have & more. If he's the first person you look for when you walk into a room, then he must be a little bit more than just a friend. Do not be decieved by apperances, for beauty is found within ++Beauty and the Beast Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable ++The Wizard of Oz |