Long time no updateare you still visiting here?
do you feel bored with the title?
who am i talking to? even up to now, I still found it interesting to write a blog
it is private, but it is also open
so this is actually a place for ppl doing image construction/ building
i somtimes also reserve, not to disclose too much to reflect, my mind did not function actively in October and November
i think i almost lost in the routine
maybe it's because work and study are too busy
and they occupy or i let them occupy all my time
talking with friends (esp my SCHOLARS) always stimulate me to think and to dream
and in oct and nov, i almost met none of my friends... maybe it's that birthday dinner that woke me up
i love listening to their stories, esp those which are exotic and novel
it's like i suddenly 'remember' this is not the life i want
i want to pursue a life which is fruitful, full of colours
in which i work relaxingly, and learn after work, read books i like, and dream
the essence is the pace, the attitude, the determination and the confidence i dun want to see myself after 20 years is like someone who does not know well about the world, or even the community that she is living in
i dun want to be somenoe without dreams, without interests
a hollow man A dream: will it be realized?
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