HesterChan's Xanga

Long time no update

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 01:16:38 GMT

are you still visiting here?
do you feel bored with the title?
who am i talking to?

even up to now, I still found it interesting to write a blog
it is private, but it is also open
so this is actually a place for ppl doing image construction/ building

i somtimes also reserve, not to disclose too much

to reflect, my mind did not function actively in October and November
i think i almost lost in the routine
maybe it's because work and study are too busy
and they occupy or i let them occupy all my time
talking with friends (esp my SCHOLARS) always stimulate me to think and to dream
and in oct and nov, i almost met none of my friends...

maybe it's that birthday dinner that woke me up
i love listening to their stories, esp those which are exotic and novel
it's like i suddenly 'remember' this is not the life i want
i want to pursue a life which is fruitful, full of colours
in which i work relaxingly, and learn after work, read books i like, and dream
the essence is the pace, the attitude, the determination and the confidence

i dun want to see myself after 20 years is like someone who does not know well about the world, or even the community that she is living in
i dun want to be somenoe without dreams, without interests
a hollow man

A dream: will it be realized?

haven't updated for long

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 10:38:14 GMT

just come here to say that i'm fine~
and i enjoy my life and my times with the kids

haha

there's always no times to update..

byebye

the first week of teaching and studying

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 22:17:19 GMT

it's 1 week already!
have had lessons with the classes for 2 days
i think i still need to adjust myself for being STERNER and teaching FASTER
i remember a principal saying that it's not a must to change yourself to be any type in order to be a good "classroom manager"
it is more important to be yourself and be firm in what you say and have said

yet, i still find lots of fun with my students
i dunno why they are so cute and lovable

and for my study
monday class is ok, thursday class is tiring (and rather slow and boring, yet this class is more important)
monday only has one assessment
thursday has so many tasks and works to do.....

i'll be more prepared for my second week of teaching and studying!

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 05:53:18 GMT

Please take good care of yourself, ok?

你就是這樣

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 00:21:54 GMT

受傷的原因、
不說你在哪

很你

昨晚,
反而多謝你給我機會走了出來

unresolved

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:05:59 GMT

we have too many unsaid words
i to him, he to her, she to him, he to us

a hole is forever left even when the nail is plucked off

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 12:04:33 GMT

recovered

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 09:13:53 GMT

finally from my fei gi(s)...
i can talk smoothly and without pain
but now it's your turn to get sick? debbie?

start to be able to picture myself in this working place
i guess the "rules" and "guidelines" indeed help me get into their pace
which i think should do me good,
though sometimes i will find myself not being prepared..

from now on, this path only has one direction
going forward
at least in this year... haha

reading progress of "The Book Thief" is slow
but i love this book right from the beginning

each colleague has to propose two ECA and hold one during the terms
what should i hold?
i want to do something related to literature, e,g, poetry appreciation, introduction Shakespeare..
but is there anybody interested.....?
or shall i do something like FUN COOKING (and get them all poisoned)?

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:04:02 GMT

tired

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 09:58:40 GMT

我竟然在一星期內在youtube看完共11集的14歲的媽媽...
很久都沒有追過日劇了...
對上一套是什麼...? 也記不起了

to my surprise, this japanese drama is better than what i've expected
i'm glad that the gal is depicted comprehensively,
not simply as a victim nor an over-mature kid produced by the society,
glad that it stresses on different dimensional meanings of "responsibility"
of course this is not so educational as to be an ETV for kids,
at least the topic of juvenile pregnancy is fairly discussed
hope this will bring positive effects to the kids

tmr will be the first staff meeting
seems that it's a bit early than other schools
but i'm actually quite eager to know more about my job and my work
pls pray for me la